Ellie Evenstar et al
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Ellie Evenstar et al
@eleanorevenstar.com
· Feb 27
i've burned a lot of bridges in recent years, and in all honesty, there's not a single one that i don't wish i could unburn.
of course i say this and promptly have my worst health day in months the very next day
very strange that most of my chronic symptoms have all but disappeared in the last few months and been replaced by eternal sleepiness...
December 7, 2025 at 7:45 AM
of course i say this and promptly have my worst health day in months the very next day
this evening i'm thinking about how acting on pure lesbianic impulse is responsible for an overwhelming amount of the good things in my life, and how i should probably let myself take that approach more often.
December 6, 2025 at 8:38 AM
this evening i'm thinking about how acting on pure lesbianic impulse is responsible for an overwhelming amount of the good things in my life, and how i should probably let myself take that approach more often.
very strange that most of my chronic symptoms have all but disappeared in the last few months and been replaced by eternal sleepiness...
December 6, 2025 at 5:05 AM
very strange that most of my chronic symptoms have all but disappeared in the last few months and been replaced by eternal sleepiness...
fucked up that i'm gonna be 25 in a couple of weeks. that's so old for a deer.
December 2, 2025 at 11:51 PM
fucked up that i'm gonna be 25 in a couple of weeks. that's so old for a deer.
been arbitrarily trying a new cheap rosé every week or two for the last couple of months.
tonight i hit the first one bad enough that i wouldn't drink it again.
somehow it's also the first one that's made me feel something vaguely resembling drunk.
tonight i hit the first one bad enough that i wouldn't drink it again.
somehow it's also the first one that's made me feel something vaguely resembling drunk.
December 1, 2025 at 11:58 AM
been arbitrarily trying a new cheap rosé every week or two for the last couple of months.
tonight i hit the first one bad enough that i wouldn't drink it again.
somehow it's also the first one that's made me feel something vaguely resembling drunk.
tonight i hit the first one bad enough that i wouldn't drink it again.
somehow it's also the first one that's made me feel something vaguely resembling drunk.
holy shit my uni results for the semester were really good
genuinely fucking proud of myself for doing this well on my first semester back studying in years
genuinely fucking proud of myself for doing this well on my first semester back studying in years
November 30, 2025 at 10:10 PM
holy shit my uni results for the semester were really good
genuinely fucking proud of myself for doing this well on my first semester back studying in years
genuinely fucking proud of myself for doing this well on my first semester back studying in years
deer can be a little bit evil, as a treat
November 30, 2025 at 12:39 PM
deer can be a little bit evil, as a treat
i really need to go back and watch all of Rian Johnson's movies pre-Last Jedi, because i've loved everything he's done since but never seen his older stuff aside from the Breaking Bad episodes he directed
November 28, 2025 at 12:08 AM
i really need to go back and watch all of Rian Johnson's movies pre-Last Jedi, because i've loved everything he's done since but never seen his older stuff aside from the Breaking Bad episodes he directed
i've done a much worse job than usual at keeping in touch with people in the last few months.
and that's saying something, because i'm usually pretty bad at it lmao.
and that's saying something, because i'm usually pretty bad at it lmao.
November 25, 2025 at 6:10 AM
i've done a much worse job than usual at keeping in touch with people in the last few months.
and that's saying something, because i'm usually pretty bad at it lmao.
and that's saying something, because i'm usually pretty bad at it lmao.
my girlfriend is explaining a dream she had where i was trying to find syrup to feed to the abstract concept of a centaur, which apparently would eat nothing else
November 22, 2025 at 11:24 PM
my girlfriend is explaining a dream she had where i was trying to find syrup to feed to the abstract concept of a centaur, which apparently would eat nothing else
i keep thinking about crab bucket mentality for some reason
November 21, 2025 at 10:39 AM
i keep thinking about crab bucket mentality for some reason
just got the grade back for the uni assessment i cared the most about this semester and it's the best grade i've gotten so far so now i'm much less stressed about the few weeks i still have to wait for my end-of-semester grades
November 17, 2025 at 8:51 AM
just got the grade back for the uni assessment i cared the most about this semester and it's the best grade i've gotten so far so now i'm much less stressed about the few weeks i still have to wait for my end-of-semester grades
my girlfriend keeps calling me "the gayest to ever do it"
November 14, 2025 at 7:48 PM
my girlfriend keeps calling me "the gayest to ever do it"
summoning a kitten to make me coffee...
November 13, 2025 at 12:47 AM
summoning a kitten to make me coffee...
this is the first time i've watched Breaking Bad since Better Call Saul ended, and i'm amazed by how wildly different of a character Saul is between the two shows in ways that make perfect sense
November 12, 2025 at 9:32 AM
this is the first time i've watched Breaking Bad since Better Call Saul ended, and i'm amazed by how wildly different of a character Saul is between the two shows in ways that make perfect sense
i should be gayer
November 10, 2025 at 11:13 AM
i should be gayer
somehow i am the only brie enjoyer here. this is fucked up, but also a big win for me in terms of how much brie i can eat.
November 7, 2025 at 11:20 AM
somehow i am the only brie enjoyer here. this is fucked up, but also a big win for me in terms of how much brie i can eat.
feels like it's been a couple of months since i last had a day where i felt this physically awful.
on the one hand, sucks that i'm feeling so bad again.
on the other hand, feels like a sign of improvement that these days are so few and far between lately...
on the one hand, sucks that i'm feeling so bad again.
on the other hand, feels like a sign of improvement that these days are so few and far between lately...
November 7, 2025 at 1:13 AM
feels like it's been a couple of months since i last had a day where i felt this physically awful.
on the one hand, sucks that i'm feeling so bad again.
on the other hand, feels like a sign of improvement that these days are so few and far between lately...
on the one hand, sucks that i'm feeling so bad again.
on the other hand, feels like a sign of improvement that these days are so few and far between lately...
i can honestly say that the best year of my life began exactly a year ago, give or take ten minutes or so
and i can't help but feel like every year from here on out is only gonna be better
and i can't help but feel like every year from here on out is only gonna be better
November 4, 2025 at 12:36 PM
i can honestly say that the best year of my life began exactly a year ago, give or take ten minutes or so
and i can't help but feel like every year from here on out is only gonna be better
and i can't help but feel like every year from here on out is only gonna be better
i should enact more evil schemes...
November 1, 2025 at 10:17 PM
i should enact more evil schemes...
i have found like three dubious sellers on Amazon selling the perfect tiny deer antlers
but i don't want to buy them from a dubious seller on Amazon
what is a deer to do...
but i don't want to buy them from a dubious seller on Amazon
what is a deer to do...
i need a set of tiny deer antlers...
oh no i'm getting deergirl envy again
November 1, 2025 at 3:48 AM
i have found like three dubious sellers on Amazon selling the perfect tiny deer antlers
but i don't want to buy them from a dubious seller on Amazon
what is a deer to do...
but i don't want to buy them from a dubious seller on Amazon
what is a deer to do...
it's been a decidedly weird month.
but i think it's been a good one.
but i think it's been a good one.
October 31, 2025 at 10:34 AM
it's been a decidedly weird month.
but i think it's been a good one.
but i think it's been a good one.
i need a set of tiny deer antlers...
oh no i'm getting deergirl envy again
October 31, 2025 at 2:18 AM
i need a set of tiny deer antlers...
finally i have been enstrawbed
October 28, 2025 at 10:51 AM
finally i have been enstrawbed
okay my hair is mostly back to a more normal colour and i look cute
October 26, 2025 at 7:09 AM
okay my hair is mostly back to a more normal colour and i look cute