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I'm afraid I don't exist most days
November 27, 2025 at 1:09 AM
tired doodle. feeling defeated right now

#ventart #bipolar #depression #speedpaint #tired #sketch
November 18, 2025 at 5:08 AM
i inhaled a chocolate bar because it was so good, not thinking... and now im on the verge of passing out at 7:30 because my body is like 'yooo... what did you dooo?!'
November 7, 2025 at 12:25 AM
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Jane Goodall, ethologist and conservationist, has died. She was 91
October 1, 2025 at 6:02 PM
September 30, 2025 at 2:07 AM
Reunited in death. this one is censored ;A;
Rats greeting their human as she dies. <3

#grief #rainbowbridge #souls #queerart #bipolarart #rip #dreamcore
September 26, 2025 at 2:22 AM
In death, my brain replaying those memories we had together. I know it's wishful thinking, but the thought of dying and our souls getting to say hello again one last time is comforting. I realize this is the only time i drew the heart full...

#grief #rainbowbridge #queerart #bipolarart
September 26, 2025 at 12:17 AM
i think i've done what i needed to do in this world so far. whats left. just numb. i can't remember most of my life anyway. i just wake up tomorrow and repeat the cycle. try to exist, realize it's all worthless by the end of the day, binge, take something to sleep
September 22, 2025 at 4:45 AM
most days i feel like i cant connect to anyone or anything much but i keep pushing. some days i am so trapped in reality and realizing my existence that I immediately need to end it. I end up sitting on the couch struggling to not hurt me. #bipolar #depression
September 21, 2025 at 6:58 PM
The Hermit / Godmother death and her candle

Her pet passed and she has a new one, a new thing to love, but the candle represents its life. She's vividly aware how quickly it will burn out compared to her own life.

#queerart #grief #rainbowbridge #digitalart #tarot #depression #speedpaint
September 21, 2025 at 5:19 PM
Lost my two oldest rats. I had this idea when I lost my first rat but never did it. My rats are my ESAs and literally keep functioning. So this is 'Clawing at the Rainbow Bridge'.

#rainbowbridge #grief #denial #queerart #rip #art #depression
September 20, 2025 at 10:25 PM
April 18, 2025 at 12:28 AM
the kinda stuff ive been up to. Low key these may be made into a tarot deck. Queen of swords. tbh my fav parts are the top left and bottom right and the sword makes the colors pixilate. I'm working on 'the world' right now. filters <3
#digitalart #weirdcore #dreamcore #tarot #clipstudiopaint
April 14, 2025 at 4:27 PM
My personal hell is feeling my own spark get stomped out day after day in every aspect of my life and constantly trying to relight it. Its like my passion for art and life is moldy and perverted and needs to be put out of its misery before I turn 33.
April 5, 2025 at 2:11 AM
ive been experimenting in clip studio paint. i liked these. when i get in a depressed episode my chest aches and it can get hard to breathe. #bipolar #mentalhealth I am having a rough time rn.
April 5, 2025 at 2:07 AM
i've been doing sketch/things to experiment and vent. Whenever I get overwhelmed I always go back to drawing on black/dark colors and that's been helpful lately. How it feels to be in a depressed episode but trying to make something 'happy'.
#depression #bipolar #anxiety #mentalhealth
March 7, 2025 at 2:40 PM
#stevenuniverse #bluediamond
My first fanart of Steven universe bc i always get compared to it and im a crybaby so I drew Blue in my style.
March 1, 2025 at 4:36 PM
Going thru a med change bc i had the Lamictal rash maybe for years and that's why my scalp was on fire and hair falling out (+more) but now that im weening off it I have flu-like symptoms and can't work. #bipolar
February 23, 2025 at 12:45 AM
Short stories, fairytales, traditional art, wlw
February 21, 2025 at 5:09 PM
I want to dress up as Ectobabble and do a drag storytime video again like I did years ago but I'm not brave anymore lol
February 21, 2025 at 1:35 PM