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I literally cried a few nights ago thinking about my boyfriend having a minecraft themed birthday party bc I know it would be so fun for him and I want him to have a fun birthday :(
April 14, 2025 at 5:25 AM
I’ve cried so much in the past week it’s kind of ridiculous
April 14, 2025 at 5:23 AM
Yeah
April 12, 2025 at 3:27 AM
the sound effects are killing me 😭😭😭
March 31, 2025 at 3:09 PM
In order to sleep I must be snuggling with my love OR be completely flattened by my weighted blanket. There is no other way
March 31, 2025 at 5:12 AM
I’m being so dramatic and black and white thinking but guys I just need to break down a little bit rn ☝️
March 31, 2025 at 4:33 AM
I remember last year-ish talking with my therapist about how I’m sick of myself. I’m sick of living with myself and being this way. Yeah
March 31, 2025 at 4:29 AM
I don’t wanna feel weird about myself or always be the quiet one. I want to participate and have fun. But it’s not fun. I struggle so much in groups. I get so overstimulated I can’t even think. It’s the fucking autism probably. I just feel so much shame about it. I wish I was a different person.
March 31, 2025 at 4:27 AM
Sorry gang I just got really overstimulated and anxious at a murder mystery game night and I have to feel kinda bad about it for a while
March 31, 2025 at 4:21 AM
I guess I worry that I’m not cut out for this. The way I exist around other people and my quietness, desire to isolate, social anxiety, it’s all too much. When I do get myself to be around other people, I have such high hopes, and then when it’s done I just end up feeling weird about myself.
March 31, 2025 at 4:19 AM
I think about my mom who told me she still feels SO socially awkward even at her age, and I see that in my future too. It’s so bleak. I want to be comfortable with myself and talking with people and being in groups, being in a community. But I don’t know if I ever will. Sorry for being #depressing
March 31, 2025 at 4:15 AM