also side note,

i still dont 100% know what an orgasm feels like, because either i get none and it just feels really really great with lots of highs like that oooor i get like,, several of em?? i dont care which is true, the important thing is its fun

i cant ever explain how fucking awesome it is to like my body

like genuinely, walking around and finding little things and little problems and funny places is kinda very cool - every few minutes i find something new

also this is the funniest thing i found yet

not so Lucky now "Lucky Lorenz"

i am genuinely happy with my body. even when i am at my "worst" i still think i look good - so honestly no complains at all anymore

no one can ever take that away from me now. im legally a woman. im legally named Octavia. everyone gotta deal with that now

but also playing for ~45hours in two weeks might have just caused me to feel like i need a break soon xD