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julian
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julian | 29 | he/him | mdni
ed (pro-recovery) and vent account
lgbt+ 🏳️‍⚧️💖💜💙

not encouraging anything unhealthy just trying to get the ugly thoughts out on the internet so i don't say them out loud

sw: 170
cw: 168.2
gw1: 140
gw2: 110
ugw: 90
just had to throw out like half of the fruit i bought because everything is now both expensive and moldy 🙃 i love my country and government and i love that they're getting rid of food safety protocols like that's not an insane thing to do <3
November 26, 2025 at 10:46 PM
i'd bring it up with a therapist but my last experience was kind of a nightmare so i'm in between therapists rn
November 24, 2025 at 3:37 AM
also i heard about quiet bpd and i've been googling the symptoms and wondering if i have it or not because i'm a little too insane to not have anything but it's all so internalized in my head instead of overt so. idk
November 24, 2025 at 3:37 AM
y'know opening your window in the middle of winter when you're sleepy and you've got a bunch of blankets is kinda magical
November 24, 2025 at 3:33 AM
q customer asking "do you work here" while i' visibly having a meltdown is my villain origin story
November 21, 2025 at 9:12 PM
hi how do i stop binge-eating i'm losing my mind
November 21, 2025 at 4:45 AM
like that's so creepy don't stare at me tf
November 12, 2025 at 6:50 PM
why did this dude just stare at me through the glass for so long and then open the door and start asking me all these questions right after he saw me look back at him 😭😭😭😭😭
November 12, 2025 at 6:49 PM
cool the one app we have to use to get our job done crashed like it always does so i literally can't do a god damn thing cool cool cool
October 29, 2025 at 3:59 PM
my mom just called me "good girl" even though she knows i'm transmasc i'm gonna kms
October 27, 2025 at 7:58 PM
i just wanted it to be a good day man idk why it has to be a shitshow every time i go to this place
October 17, 2025 at 5:22 PM
like i can't leave where i am come over and tell me if you need to talk
October 17, 2025 at 5:20 PM
i keep trying to love this job because i need it so bad but man most days i really don't
October 17, 2025 at 5:19 PM
started my p3riod yesterday and therefore can't remember what happened 5 minutes ago for the next few days and today someone was shouting "morena" over and over in my general direction (i have long hair and i'm brunette) and i have no idea what happened but now i think i did something on accident-
October 17, 2025 at 5:15 PM
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October 16, 2025 at 3:12 PM
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pls, if you can help me in any way, i need to come up with at least $80 in like 2 days so i dont go to court.
my cashapp is $SRene35 and my Venmo is also SRene35
i hate asking for help but idk what else to do.
if you can’t help, i totally get it. im just at a loss on what to do right now.
October 15, 2025 at 12:32 AM
sorry for my "fake holidays" post i forgot indigenous people reclaimed it and was like "fuck chris" for a second
October 13, 2025 at 5:58 PM
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October 13, 2025 at 2:36 AM
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i wanna be 2000s skinny and I also support body positivity for everyone but myself!!!! I just hate myself lol
October 12, 2025 at 5:47 AM
trying not to cry at work is an olympic level sport
October 7, 2025 at 2:46 PM
just kidding the email said the conference call is canceled
October 3, 2025 at 2:19 PM
got an email from my boss and the company is going to set me loose on an island and hunt me for sport
October 3, 2025 at 2:18 PM
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Happy October you freaks!
October 1, 2025 at 9:12 AM
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September 30, 2025 at 10:34 PM
do you think if i shave my hair off and they can see my ugly face that they'll finally leave me alone
September 25, 2025 at 2:29 PM