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Nyx
@dinosgowoof.bsky.social
They/Them | 18+ 🌈
Part time adult, Full time parent, Always weird
AuDHD, Aphantasia & Chronic illness
Art | Writing | Crafting | Dinosaurs |
I live for the #challenge the thrill of the chase. The rushing in my veins as I submit to the chase. The dominating need to conquer it all, the seduction of the pride before the fall. I see a challenge and I want to commit, I’ll stop at nothing I swear I won’t quit. Challenge me if you dare #vss365
December 16, 2024 at 9:48 PM
I knew a child once with a hyperfixation on an #axolotl named Rainbow. It was named so as the translucent hue of the animal’s skin shimmered in the sun. It’s humbling to see how dedicated this child was to ensuring that Rainbow stayed healthy & in turn Rainbow was a beacon like it’s namesake #vss365
December 14, 2024 at 9:22 PM
Cognisance bows to no man. #Overfit your theories and watch as progress chokes on your preconceived notions and innate biases. How are we to learn anything and repair the future when we are stuck repeating the same mistakes of the past? Broaden your awareness and your horizons or be doomed #vss365
December 13, 2024 at 9:50 PM

I spread ideas and visions as I #propogate infinite wisdom. A bounty of knowledge on the never ending cycle of creativity and motivation that appeals to the nation; to those who endure it.
Nurture and love exists in everything you touch
As long as you propagate and treat it as such #vss365
December 12, 2024 at 8:50 PM
Telling a truth about yourself that you’ve kept hidden can be more deadly than a #taipan snake. It might cause the house of cards to fall down around you as the poison seeps into everything you know, but if you don’t tell that truth? Then the poison seeps into your bloodstream instead. #vss365
December 11, 2024 at 8:04 PM
These #latent feelings are bursting up from the inside like a flower from the soil saying ‘look at me I’m a late bloomer and that’s okay’ because we finally got there and that’s beautiful. After three decades I’m starting to live and not just survive and I couldn’t be more proud of myself #vss365
December 10, 2024 at 5:07 PM
The #descent into madness is a fun little game. One whose pull calls to my name. Down down down I go. Where the chaos ends no one will know. I feel like Alice falling down the hole. Where chasing a rabbit is my only goal. Hide and seek it wants to play. Madness is here and it wants to stay #vss365
December 9, 2024 at 12:34 PM
There is beauty in that which others deem ugly if you only know where to look. Beyond the surface & deep down to the core. #Planaria are one example. Regeneration in the face of trauma. A Phoenix of-a-kind. Rising from the ashes to begin anew. Beauty in its most basic form. Do you see too? #vss365
December 8, 2024 at 11:16 AM
The #creeper vines of ivy sneak their way up the derelict siding on the abandoned cottage. I walk past it sometimes and wonder what history it holds. I imagine it in its former glory surrounded by blooming roses and a trickling river. Serenity now neglected. Is there a sadder thing? #vss365
December 7, 2024 at 8:26 PM
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December 7, 2024 at 8:24 PM
#Devotion is a hard thing to portray. Obsession, hunger, lust. These are the things that so often take forefront in our minds. Devotion though? Devotion is fragile and precious. The cradle of a wanted baby in a mother’s arms. Watch as she holds it close to her chest keeping it safe from harm #vss365
December 6, 2024 at 8:09 PM
It’s easy to impose a #parameter on how I interact with the world when the world has rules that I don’t know. Don’t smile too much, don’t be too loud. Stay invisible in a crowd.
Don’t take up space, don’t be too fat. Don’t be who you are, we don’t like that. In a world of parameters be free #vss365
December 5, 2024 at 6:28 PM
Some days I walk through the forest and I see the mushrooms grow. I often wonder to myself what it would be like to be so connected to the Earth, to have #mycelium rooted from my feet and to simply just know what it’s like to be able to communicate without words that I need protecting #vss365
December 4, 2024 at 9:12 PM
They say I’m a #citizen of planet Earth, a member of the human race. Then why does everything seem so strange? Too loud, too bright, too fast paced. Too cruel for a soul like mine. How do I connect with people? Maybe I’m just meant to be alone, off with the fairies and absorbed by fantasy #vss365
December 3, 2024 at 5:32 PM
#Tardigrade. Unassuming, (nearly) indestructible. Water Bear. A conjuring of images flit through my mind of cuddly fellows with fuzzy behinds. A second look however reveals the truth, would a group be a water sleuth? First described in 1773, dear water bear, found at sea (and other places) #vss365
December 2, 2024 at 5:24 PM
#Yes. I don’t often allow myself the experiences of saying yes. Too often cowed by social pressures & societal expectations. Too often wracked with anxiety at letting the world see who I truly am. I’m on the verge of something new where a yes isn’t a maybe or a no. Do I dare? Yes #vss365
December 1, 2024 at 6:12 PM
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This…this is it. In a nutshell, yes.
November 21, 2024 at 12:47 PM
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November 29, 2024 at 5:07 PM
My scars are a #souvenir that I’ve gotten from every person I have ever loved. Some I’m happy to wear and others borne out of duty, yet the result is the same; scars that cover my body and my soul. Will loving me ever not inspire reactions stronger than I can bear or will I grow to love them #vss365
November 30, 2024 at 3:33 PM
I also have another one for #home but this is an original poem

They say I’ve been running
Far away from home
But how can I have left
When ghosts still haunt these fragile bones

#vss365 #poetry
November 29, 2024 at 4:56 PM
My idea of #home has always been skewed. Growing up I confused (my) love with (their) abuse. I’d pardon my parents for crimes they’d commit while choked up on grief for doing my bit. My part as a child shouldn’t have had to be pardoned, love freely given should never be bargained. #vss365
November 29, 2024 at 4:54 PM
The mid-night sadness
Came early tonight
Five o’clock shadows
Are plaguing my mind
#poetry
November 28, 2024 at 8:27 PM
I boarded the #train going nowhere with low expectations. Not a care in the world and no destination. How is it all tracks lead back to you? In all I read and everything I do. I see you in a little kid’s laugh, a stranger’s smile. I’ll be okay, it might just take a while. Sitting on a train #vss365
November 28, 2024 at 2:48 PM
I fell in love with you. I dream of your pale skin and raven hair; the smirk etched on your face; your cutting wit, and find myself hard pressed to #complain. There’s something about you that reaches into my soul and resonates. I dream of us in every life. Do you dream of me in even one? #vss365
November 27, 2024 at 3:18 PM
I find you are the ultimate distraction. I lose myself in the thought of you, daydreaming of what could be. I find myself relating to poems and stories of romances that are relegated to hidden bookshelves. I find i don’t mind the #delay of passion as long as you are the prize waiting for me #vss365
November 26, 2024 at 4:12 PM