42 likes means 21 cock… merry dickcember ❣️

Me toooo ugh it’s so much fun

Oh there’s no need to apologize bb 🩶 I hope you can find ways to explore this world in ways that feel authentic and fulfilling 😘

And I found a loving partner and take solace in that, but I do still feel like I missed out on the ‘fun’ years so many people describe because I was too afraid to just exist authentically… Then I feel selfish for longing for something like that because I have a great thing going, you know?

For me, I was so deep in the closet for most of my life that I didn’t even consider the option of exploring any of that, and then when I came out & realized how many experiences there were to be had, I felt really overwhelmed and afraid—like there was a back-catalogue of what should’ve been done

I’ve never had a casual hookup, never even chatted on Grindr, never been to a bathhouse or darkroom… I’ve literally only been with one guy in my whole life. I feel insecure about it too pretty often, but that just tells me I need to take a step back and try to stop comparing myself to others

And I lowkey followed because I saw you’d been tagged in a similar post (I think one of John’s??? 😭)