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Mom is about to take $700 from my savings and i'm about to go drop a shit ton at cvs
December 10, 2024 at 1:29 PM
Bf randomly pulled the scale out last night to weigh himself and jokingly told me to get on it (fully clothed after we just ate mind you) and i was 112 which is upsetting
December 10, 2024 at 1:26 PM
Having so much dunkin' donuts recently
December 10, 2024 at 1:25 PM
Actually I don't think anyone can be healthy at any size. No matter what body weight you are at you are not healthy lol idc
December 5, 2024 at 8:19 PM
This shit looks nothing like me but whatev
December 5, 2024 at 1:36 PM
Idk if it counts as a binge but i was so crampy yesterday when i was going over bfs i told him i wasn't hungry but then he made this huge ass bowl of mac n cheese and i ate like 40% of it and then had a huge glass of eggnog
December 5, 2024 at 1:21 PM
Ughh my period is so irregular now so i always just have weird stains all over my underwear
December 5, 2024 at 12:13 AM
Oh btw you guys need to read Dead Weight by Emmeline Cline it's a series of essays about eating disorders by a girl who grew up in the peak tumblr/myproana era with legit research and stuff. It helped me learn a lot.
December 4, 2024 at 10:49 PM
It's too "i don't give a hecking pupper" vibes on here lol freaks me out which is why i prefer edtwt and edsf is kinda like that too just edgy millennials. i like edtiktok bc of all the model stuff and tumblr is all fat millennials sooooo
December 4, 2024 at 10:41 PM
Edtwt so much better than here lol but i don't like posting on there bc my bf uses twt so i made this acc instead
December 4, 2024 at 10:37 PM
Miss when edsf was myproana lol
December 4, 2024 at 10:35 PM
Ouchie cramps
December 4, 2024 at 10:31 PM
I have the most white teenage girl music taste EVER. also being in love sabotaged me so bad
December 4, 2024 at 2:36 PM
My spotify wrapped is weird and almost inaccurate this year i don't really want to share it lol. Lana top artist though as always
December 4, 2024 at 2:34 PM
Been telling myself FOREVER that i want to drop below 100lbs again to see if i lose my period but ive never actually lost it even at my lw when i was like 99lbs
December 4, 2024 at 2:33 PM
Being with my bf makes me feel like such a faker actually because i eat normally around him bc im comfortable but the confusing thing is im always around him yet my ed has been pretty bad recently. I told him and everything but istg he thinks im being dramatic bc i dont act anorexic around that man
December 4, 2024 at 2:29 PM
I actually never weigh myself because i have a rule where i can only weigh in if i FEEL empty, no food in stomach, no period bloating or regular bloating which lately is such a rare feeling for me because i always feel bloated no matter what for some reason. it kills me but the numbers fluctuate bad
December 4, 2024 at 2:04 AM
December 3, 2024 at 2:02 PM
Surprisingly only at 450 so far but going over bfs house so idk
December 2, 2024 at 10:29 PM
No drafts on here????
November 29, 2024 at 4:02 PM
Heheheh
November 27, 2024 at 2:40 AM
Mmmmm
November 26, 2024 at 11:54 PM
Omading thanksgiving and telling my parents i'm saving my appetite lol
November 26, 2024 at 4:32 PM
Didn't count cals in nyc but was gonna fast today and tmrw
November 19, 2024 at 12:01 AM
Actually not bloated for the first time in weeks but ofc i'm wearing baggy clothes out
November 12, 2024 at 3:36 PM