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@darthraydor.bsky.social
she. elder. queer. neurospicy. nerd. likes space, outer and personal. known to abuse photoshop. in her book girlie era.
thank you, boo. and you do, just in this current, um, ~journey~ i’ve gotten so so bad about responding to anything, or even being remotely social
November 11, 2025 at 5:05 PM
they diagnosed her with lymphoma. we’ve got a year at the absolute best, but she’s down to 5.5lbs because the mass in her belly is so large. not hoping for more than a few months but if we get a year, my gods. heaven
April 28, 2025 at 8:38 PM
i’m not ready, dude. find out this afternoon how much time we’ve got. if i come home without her that might be my final reason
April 28, 2025 at 4:17 PM
scheduling that quality of life vet appointment fucking broke me. yes, i’m absolutely crying at work
April 28, 2025 at 2:56 PM
we still have beyer, though! and i take solace in that. woman is a gift to the fandom. have had to retreat to high fantasy as a respite these last many years, however, bc years of trek novels have absolutely fucked my brain. stay collecting those voy novels tho, however sparse they are these days
January 23, 2025 at 4:01 AM
oh, hard same. don’t think i’ve read a trek novel since before dishonor, and that one pissed me OFF
January 21, 2025 at 7:13 PM
did mine on google drive for that very reason lol. it took way too long to do to lose to a crashed external. she’s indestructible now 😂
January 21, 2025 at 12:31 PM
relatable! the artsy in me wants to bujo things, but the perfectionist in me will not allow the potential destruction of a pretty notebook because of one wonky pen stroke. the clean lines of excel are a damn siren song
January 21, 2025 at 4:57 AM
oooh. well. doesn’t hurt less, hurts different
December 11, 2024 at 12:05 PM
can’t; you hurt me, too
December 11, 2024 at 3:07 AM
SO MUCH LIFE, MARIS
December 11, 2024 at 2:59 AM
wait, no
December 11, 2024 at 2:58 AM
the one thing you’ve got. is elbows.
December 6, 2024 at 3:47 PM
the next few weeks are my personal purgatory so idk if my brain will have the bandwidth for a trilogy until after the new year lol. but i’ll start with odw (you were so excited lmao) then do cob after this hell season is over. thank you!!
December 5, 2024 at 12:44 PM
plus grimstone and monarch, but those look like they need to be read on a deserted island gatdam. what i REALLY want to read isn’t out in paperback for another eight months and i’m itching
December 5, 2024 at 4:41 AM
purple are the ones i’ve read but haven’t moved into storage to make room for the new goodies
December 5, 2024 at 4:41 AM
trust that you’ll be the first i scream at them about. might even get a text play by play, who knows
November 20, 2024 at 7:28 PM