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if love is the death of me, i hope you are the epilogue.
(cw: gore, cannibalism)
thank you so much to @vichblen.bsky.social for this stunningly visceral dimileth commission!! 🫀
(cw: gore, cannibalism)
thank you so much to @vichblen.bsky.social for this stunningly visceral dimileth commission!! 🫀
November 9, 2025 at 7:43 PM
if love is the death of me, i hope you are the epilogue.
(cw: gore, cannibalism)
thank you so much to @vichblen.bsky.social for this stunningly visceral dimileth commission!! 🫀
(cw: gore, cannibalism)
thank you so much to @vichblen.bsky.social for this stunningly visceral dimileth commission!! 🫀
i bought the zine and it had pegging!! i believe the mod who originally introduced that rule left the zine :o
November 6, 2025 at 4:19 AM
i bought the zine and it had pegging!! i believe the mod who originally introduced that rule left the zine :o
he finally made it home….
November 5, 2025 at 2:28 AM
he finally made it home….
checked out my local food pantry’s IG and saw that the lines were longer than they’d ever been before 🥲 i hate that it has to be this way but at least local grassroots efforts haven’t let up 🥲🥲
October 31, 2025 at 4:56 AM
checked out my local food pantry’s IG and saw that the lines were longer than they’d ever been before 🥲 i hate that it has to be this way but at least local grassroots efforts haven’t let up 🥲🥲
thank you sigmund freud for giving me more dimitri characterization headcanons for my fics
October 22, 2025 at 4:37 AM
thank you sigmund freud for giving me more dimitri characterization headcanons for my fics
HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY BYLETH!!!!! 💚💚💚💚
September 21, 2025 at 2:10 AM
HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY BYLETH!!!!! 💚💚💚💚
updated bingo chart lol
September 16, 2025 at 5:53 AM
updated bingo chart lol
ready to huff copium and wear my clown nose
September 16, 2025 at 1:16 AM
ready to huff copium and wear my clown nose
i’m so mad i missed this day since this is pretty much all i write LOL anyway, i wanted to bring up the fic i wrote for @/kikurie for latest dimileth exchange.
essentially, it’s about foster brother dimitri taking care of a recovering byleth 😈 tags include pseudo-incest, noncon, etc.
essentially, it’s about foster brother dimitri taking care of a recovering byleth 😈 tags include pseudo-incest, noncon, etc.
September 14, 2025 at 10:30 PM
i’m so mad i missed this day since this is pretty much all i write LOL anyway, i wanted to bring up the fic i wrote for @/kikurie for latest dimileth exchange.
essentially, it’s about foster brother dimitri taking care of a recovering byleth 😈 tags include pseudo-incest, noncon, etc.
essentially, it’s about foster brother dimitri taking care of a recovering byleth 😈 tags include pseudo-incest, noncon, etc.
i commissioned @/ttteacup to draw blaiddyd and the grim dragon + areadbhar some time ago 🥰 the new fefw trailer made me think of them again 💙💚
(dimitri’s ancestors are so 🥰 let’s hope the new game makes em hot lol)
(dimitri’s ancestors are so 🥰 let’s hope the new game makes em hot lol)
September 13, 2025 at 11:58 PM
i commissioned @/ttteacup to draw blaiddyd and the grim dragon + areadbhar some time ago 🥰 the new fefw trailer made me think of them again 💙💚
(dimitri’s ancestors are so 🥰 let’s hope the new game makes em hot lol)
(dimitri’s ancestors are so 🥰 let’s hope the new game makes em hot lol)
i love love LOVE characters with extremely suppressed rage that inadvertently explodes in the worst possible way 🥰🥰🥰
September 8, 2025 at 6:24 AM
i love love LOVE characters with extremely suppressed rage that inadvertently explodes in the worst possible way 🥰🥰🥰
wrote this dimileth fic for my buddy, @/milkbar and had a lot of fun with it! giving dimitri a literal horse cock was a blast
Summary: A mishap with potions gives Dimitri a cock fit for a horse. Byleth, ever the dutiful professor, helps him out with his problem.
archiveofourown.org/works/568769...
Summary: A mishap with potions gives Dimitri a cock fit for a horse. Byleth, ever the dutiful professor, helps him out with his problem.
archiveofourown.org/works/568769...
September 8, 2025 at 4:21 AM
wrote this dimileth fic for my buddy, @/milkbar and had a lot of fun with it! giving dimitri a literal horse cock was a blast
Summary: A mishap with potions gives Dimitri a cock fit for a horse. Byleth, ever the dutiful professor, helps him out with his problem.
archiveofourown.org/works/568769...
Summary: A mishap with potions gives Dimitri a cock fit for a horse. Byleth, ever the dutiful professor, helps him out with his problem.
archiveofourown.org/works/568769...
i wrote this for the dimileth calendar, and it was out of my comfort zone because 1) it’s probably the closest thing to fluff i’ve made for the ship and 2) i had to keep it short and succinct lmao
archiveofourown.org/works/44355229
archiveofourown.org/works/44355229
September 6, 2025 at 4:26 AM
i wrote this for the dimileth calendar, and it was out of my comfort zone because 1) it’s probably the closest thing to fluff i’ve made for the ship and 2) i had to keep it short and succinct lmao
archiveofourown.org/works/44355229
archiveofourown.org/works/44355229
i remember someone asking me if the fic was inspired by the 1956 thriller movie, the bad seed. i hadn’t heard of the movie till they told me about, and when i looked it up, i felt like such a happy coincidence lmao
September 5, 2025 at 6:47 AM
i remember someone asking me if the fic was inspired by the 1956 thriller movie, the bad seed. i hadn’t heard of the movie till they told me about, and when i looked it up, i felt like such a happy coincidence lmao
half the reason i wrote rotten seeds for dimileth was because i wanted a fic with all my fave tropes crammed into it: time travel, yandere, age gaps, older woman/younger man, generational trauma, oedipal issues, chara A raises their love interest, and more lol
archiveofourown.org/works/368751...
archiveofourown.org/works/368751...
September 5, 2025 at 6:33 AM
half the reason i wrote rotten seeds for dimileth was because i wanted a fic with all my fave tropes crammed into it: time travel, yandere, age gaps, older woman/younger man, generational trauma, oedipal issues, chara A raises their love interest, and more lol
archiveofourown.org/works/368751...
archiveofourown.org/works/368751...
i added more merch since i last took a photo LOL
September 3, 2025 at 3:31 AM
i added more merch since i last took a photo LOL
dimileth is my favorite ship, fork found in kitchen LOL
other than writing fics, i:
1) made a fansite for them
2) made a gallery site showing the art i commissioned/was gifted
3) made a shrine for them because looking at them first thing in the morning keeps me sane before i work
(links below)
other than writing fics, i:
1) made a fansite for them
2) made a gallery site showing the art i commissioned/was gifted
3) made a shrine for them because looking at them first thing in the morning keeps me sane before i work
(links below)
September 2, 2025 at 10:07 PM
dimileth is my favorite ship, fork found in kitchen LOL
other than writing fics, i:
1) made a fansite for them
2) made a gallery site showing the art i commissioned/was gifted
3) made a shrine for them because looking at them first thing in the morning keeps me sane before i work
(links below)
other than writing fics, i:
1) made a fansite for them
2) made a gallery site showing the art i commissioned/was gifted
3) made a shrine for them because looking at them first thing in the morning keeps me sane before i work
(links below)
this fic started my insanity spiral into dimileth LOL i read another fic from another fandom with a similar premise, and i immediately knew i wanted something like that for dimileth
summary: CF AU. byleth fakes her death and runs away from fodlan to protect her baby. dimitri finds them years later
summary: CF AU. byleth fakes her death and runs away from fodlan to protect her baby. dimitri finds them years later
September 1, 2025 at 11:50 PM
this fic started my insanity spiral into dimileth LOL i read another fic from another fandom with a similar premise, and i immediately knew i wanted something like that for dimileth
summary: CF AU. byleth fakes her death and runs away from fodlan to protect her baby. dimitri finds them years later
summary: CF AU. byleth fakes her death and runs away from fodlan to protect her baby. dimitri finds them years later
6. i have some screenshots of the moments that made me ship my faves hehehe
September 1, 2025 at 2:47 AM
6. i have some screenshots of the moments that made me ship my faves hehehe
2. give me this dynamic or give me nothing
September 1, 2025 at 12:26 AM
2. give me this dynamic or give me nothing
reading a bodice ripper and this excerpt feels very dimileth lol
August 30, 2025 at 7:18 PM
reading a bodice ripper and this excerpt feels very dimileth lol
still really proud of this opening line lmao
August 30, 2025 at 1:37 PM
still really proud of this opening line lmao
so unbelievably true. i feel so much resentment rn lmao
where i’m at with academia:
where i’m at with academia:
August 29, 2025 at 12:54 AM
so unbelievably true. i feel so much resentment rn lmao
where i’m at with academia:
where i’m at with academia:
glad they didn’t do a cop out with the sothis regalia MDKKDDL
August 14, 2025 at 3:08 AM
glad they didn’t do a cop out with the sothis regalia MDKKDDL
ended the day with them posing next to one of my fave books 🙂↕️🙂↕️
August 13, 2025 at 2:51 AM
ended the day with them posing next to one of my fave books 🙂↕️🙂↕️