*sigh* maybe it is me.

Anyways, I'm done venting on a social media site I never use.

💔💔💔💔💔💔💔

All I do is work, go home, work out a bunch, and game. Rinse and repeat everyday until I have my two gigs a month. That's where all my social interactions are, and then it's like I don't exist to anyone.

I even worked a gig in Canada where I wasn't included in any of the promotional material, pre or post event. It was like I wasn't even there, in another country, performing.

Even when I did hang with friends, none took pictures of us together.

I rarely even have pictures taken of me at events I work at. Every other dancer has pictures upon pictures of themselves dancing, me, I get one or two every six months.

Or maybe I'm the common denominator. Maybe it's all, 100% me.

I get so jealous of seeing people hanging out, taking pictures with each other, etc.

I have nothing to show for it. No pictures with friends hanging out, no friends taking pictures of me hanging out.

of bad communication, being left on read / not replying back, ghosting, or they only want something sexual.

"You don't go out much anymore."

Yeah, cuz I'm tired of going to events alone, or people just stopped inviting me out with them, and never bothered to tell me why.

Maybe I need to move.

Great and the 🍊🤡 should be getting at least the same if not more time in prison.