What I find funny is, that my lady used the em dash way before the entire A/I era occured and it confused me. I asked her about it and she was "I dunno, it feels right, like a pause before you continue, you know?"

I appreciate your time and the kind words, it is a problem entirely on my side and I'm stuck in a place I don't know how I got in and how to get out. A lot of frustration inside of it, true, but I'm juggling with different things here and I'm not sure if I do this right.

(Hope that makes sense...)

Rejection is a part of it, had that enough in my life, so I know the feeling and that the time might not be right or the person. It is all coming down to chemistry, but if you can't have dates alltogether you don't know of this was good or bad and there is my main problem.^^

...comfort zone. I find one person with who I vibed with and they were already taken and thats it. It shouldn't have been, thats fine. I know that it takes time and effort, but I'm out of this game for a decade now, so I try to find the way back in.

Hitting on people who are working or are at your own work does not work, I already figured that out. Not that I want that, it causes more stress than necessary 😅

Out of my comfort zone... not sure how to do that, but honestly, everything here in my vicinity (100km radius) is basically out of my ...

To be fair, I'm meandering between "I wanna date and have someone" and "healing is a process, Eddie, let the process do its work" and it is annoying.

If you have tips or tricks, feel free. Anyway, thanks for reading my rambling. Back to writing and posting about writing 😋

Fühle ich. Je nachdem, wie ausgeprägt es ist, kann das schnell oder langsam zur Reizüberflutung werden. Ich kriege nahezu alles ungefiltert mit und sich dann auf ein Gespräch zu konzentrieren, ist quasi unmöglich.
Aber auch ich bin eher von Neurodivergenz angezogen. Schlimm :D