i have absolutely nobody to blame but myself, but i am so anxious and it's tearing my entire consciousness to shreds and i cant focus on anything and so im just sitting here like

"Hey guys (gn)." - me when the clock strikes 12 and I work the next day.

"want to practice interview stuff and study as if its a test" vs "my brain *wants* to be painfully anxious because feeling scared and overstimulated by anxiety feels productive for some reason" vs "i want to play video games to soothe my panicking brain"

here's a room i designed for those who absolutely need a ton of couches but not $20,000 worth of couches. you can see that the way i've allocated them still maximizes couch surface space to invite everyone over, all with minimal budgetary loss.

just remembered this. i need to share my other ikea creations. here's a room i designed for people on a budget. this one is a single chair facing a mirror. it's $39.99 (not including tax). there are significantly fewer couches, but sometimes you have to compromise when cash is short.

added some small and hopefully not-disrupting handle text, if you want you can also tag my twitter account! (its coffeerows with an S, annoyingly), im not active there anymore but it does function as a redirect to here :'') really really appreciate your attention to crediting art 🙏

"where do you work out" "at the library"-ass figure, lmao

seriously considering it now. what have i done???

i theoretically could go but i absolutely do not have the money. i mean ideally ill land this job and itll be more reasonable. but. i dont wanna go alone. who wants to go to LA with me or whatever. im sulking. i really shouldnt talk myself into this, my god.

too aggressive