The Starr system
@chaosthem.bsky.social
Queer, here and dear.
-They/Them-Ellie/Elliott-
-They/Them-Ellie/Elliott-
Hate that I can’t have a good relationship with my dad, seriously the man only texts on holidays or a birthday if he remembers.
Fucking annoying, but whatever.
Fucking annoying, but whatever.
January 18, 2025 at 5:00 AM
Hate that I can’t have a good relationship with my dad, seriously the man only texts on holidays or a birthday if he remembers.
Fucking annoying, but whatever.
Fucking annoying, but whatever.
Ellie made a decision today
January 11, 2025 at 4:22 PM
Ellie made a decision today
Protective and professional mode are just Elliott, but protective is more dominant than anything and professional mode is just more confident at masking.
Update: I’ve learned my brain has different “modes” I’ve been categorizing and those are just…alters.
“Puppy mode” “Pro mode” and “protective mode” being the three.
Ellie is the first one. Don’t have names for the other two tho
“Puppy mode” “Pro mode” and “protective mode” being the three.
Ellie is the first one. Don’t have names for the other two tho
January 11, 2025 at 5:52 AM
Protective and professional mode are just Elliott, but protective is more dominant than anything and professional mode is just more confident at masking.
Also Ellie missed daddy and needed to relax and not be so tense, so she called Daddy.
It was pretty adorable honestly. She comes out the most with him. Otherwise she just makes comments in my head most the time. But I think we needed to do that, Elliott had a rough work day and Ellie needed comfort
It was pretty adorable honestly. She comes out the most with him. Otherwise she just makes comments in my head most the time. But I think we needed to do that, Elliott had a rough work day and Ellie needed comfort
January 11, 2025 at 5:48 AM
Also Ellie missed daddy and needed to relax and not be so tense, so she called Daddy.
It was pretty adorable honestly. She comes out the most with him. Otherwise she just makes comments in my head most the time. But I think we needed to do that, Elliott had a rough work day and Ellie needed comfort
It was pretty adorable honestly. She comes out the most with him. Otherwise she just makes comments in my head most the time. But I think we needed to do that, Elliott had a rough work day and Ellie needed comfort
We…we just named our “cleaning demon”
When that side comes out she is called Barbie.
I cannot believe that this is what we chose. But it makes Ellie giggle and Elliott smirk hearing “cleaning demon Barbie” in a sentence. Don’t know if she’s an alter or just a silly thing, but this is a thing
When that side comes out she is called Barbie.
I cannot believe that this is what we chose. But it makes Ellie giggle and Elliott smirk hearing “cleaning demon Barbie” in a sentence. Don’t know if she’s an alter or just a silly thing, but this is a thing
January 11, 2025 at 5:46 AM
We…we just named our “cleaning demon”
When that side comes out she is called Barbie.
I cannot believe that this is what we chose. But it makes Ellie giggle and Elliott smirk hearing “cleaning demon Barbie” in a sentence. Don’t know if she’s an alter or just a silly thing, but this is a thing
When that side comes out she is called Barbie.
I cannot believe that this is what we chose. But it makes Ellie giggle and Elliott smirk hearing “cleaning demon Barbie” in a sentence. Don’t know if she’s an alter or just a silly thing, but this is a thing
…not sure if I should tell my therapist about us yet.
It scares me.
Makes me miss my daddy and being comfortable with him.
But I also feel bad about not telling him that we are more than just one.
Ugh, this is…frustrating
It scares me.
Makes me miss my daddy and being comfortable with him.
But I also feel bad about not telling him that we are more than just one.
Ugh, this is…frustrating
December 11, 2024 at 6:36 AM
…not sure if I should tell my therapist about us yet.
It scares me.
Makes me miss my daddy and being comfortable with him.
But I also feel bad about not telling him that we are more than just one.
Ugh, this is…frustrating
It scares me.
Makes me miss my daddy and being comfortable with him.
But I also feel bad about not telling him that we are more than just one.
Ugh, this is…frustrating
We’ve named our new alter Vex.
He’s one we like putting away unless needed. Vex is typically easily angered and comes out in spurts. But sometimes takes over with venom in his mouth to spit.
He’s just trying to protect us, but he scares me when he does come through at times. He’s a lot.
He’s one we like putting away unless needed. Vex is typically easily angered and comes out in spurts. But sometimes takes over with venom in his mouth to spit.
He’s just trying to protect us, but he scares me when he does come through at times. He’s a lot.
December 6, 2024 at 3:03 PM
We’ve named our new alter Vex.
He’s one we like putting away unless needed. Vex is typically easily angered and comes out in spurts. But sometimes takes over with venom in his mouth to spit.
He’s just trying to protect us, but he scares me when he does come through at times. He’s a lot.
He’s one we like putting away unless needed. Vex is typically easily angered and comes out in spurts. But sometimes takes over with venom in his mouth to spit.
He’s just trying to protect us, but he scares me when he does come through at times. He’s a lot.
Update: I’ve learned my brain has different “modes” I’ve been categorizing and those are just…alters.
“Puppy mode” “Pro mode” and “protective mode” being the three.
Ellie is the first one. Don’t have names for the other two tho
“Puppy mode” “Pro mode” and “protective mode” being the three.
Ellie is the first one. Don’t have names for the other two tho
December 3, 2024 at 10:41 AM
Update: I’ve learned my brain has different “modes” I’ve been categorizing and those are just…alters.
“Puppy mode” “Pro mode” and “protective mode” being the three.
Ellie is the first one. Don’t have names for the other two tho
“Puppy mode” “Pro mode” and “protective mode” being the three.
Ellie is the first one. Don’t have names for the other two tho
Ellie needed a picture with him before he left.
She only really comes out when he’s with me, it’s gonna be kinda quiet without her here.
She’s his little girl and you can see how much he loves her and how she loves him.
Meanwhile with me, we’re just Da Bois together. Oh my god 🤣
She only really comes out when he’s with me, it’s gonna be kinda quiet without her here.
She’s his little girl and you can see how much he loves her and how she loves him.
Meanwhile with me, we’re just Da Bois together. Oh my god 🤣
December 3, 2024 at 6:48 AM
Ellie needed a picture with him before he left.
She only really comes out when he’s with me, it’s gonna be kinda quiet without her here.
She’s his little girl and you can see how much he loves her and how she loves him.
Meanwhile with me, we’re just Da Bois together. Oh my god 🤣
She only really comes out when he’s with me, it’s gonna be kinda quiet without her here.
She’s his little girl and you can see how much he loves her and how she loves him.
Meanwhile with me, we’re just Da Bois together. Oh my god 🤣
Guess today is “tell your partner with an anxiety disorder about something your brain is worried about, but don’t tell them anything because you don’t want to be right without more detail” day
December 2, 2024 at 10:22 PM
Guess today is “tell your partner with an anxiety disorder about something your brain is worried about, but don’t tell them anything because you don’t want to be right without more detail” day
Elliott’s back, Ellie was out all night but my babe took care of her so good, especially when he fucked up 🥺
November 29, 2024 at 11:22 AM
Elliott’s back, Ellie was out all night but my babe took care of her so good, especially when he fucked up 🥺
Failed at getting my daddy off.
Thats never happened and I’m trying not to take it personally.
Fuck.
-Ellie
Thats never happened and I’m trying not to take it personally.
Fuck.
-Ellie
November 29, 2024 at 2:16 AM
Failed at getting my daddy off.
Thats never happened and I’m trying not to take it personally.
Fuck.
-Ellie
Thats never happened and I’m trying not to take it personally.
Fuck.
-Ellie
When you’re getting spoiled by external orgasms so much that internal ones aren’t as satisfying.
I’m happy we have them but it isn’t the same.
I also miss daddy, but he’s coming back in a couple days. Still wanna cry about it but I’m not actually gonna.
I’m happy we have them but it isn’t the same.
I also miss daddy, but he’s coming back in a couple days. Still wanna cry about it but I’m not actually gonna.
November 26, 2024 at 9:04 AM
When you’re getting spoiled by external orgasms so much that internal ones aren’t as satisfying.
I’m happy we have them but it isn’t the same.
I also miss daddy, but he’s coming back in a couple days. Still wanna cry about it but I’m not actually gonna.
I’m happy we have them but it isn’t the same.
I also miss daddy, but he’s coming back in a couple days. Still wanna cry about it but I’m not actually gonna.
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