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Benji
@chance47.bsky.social
Chicago

Recovering writer perpetually on the brink of a relapse. Often found drinking diet Dr. Pepper, playing ttrpgs and watching horror/sci-fi movies. Actual Play performer. Ronette Pulaski stan account. Dazzler obsessive. Lefty and Very Queer.
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Hey to all the new followers. I post a lot about 80s and 90s horror or nostalgia, David Lynch (especially Twin Peaks), queer geeky stuff (like ttrpgs and comic books) and occasionally post my horror writing. Hope you enjoy the content.
I feel i should post something as I haven't in a long time but I have nothing noteworthy to report.

So...

Hi

I guess.
October 8, 2025 at 7:09 PM
Another two thousand words written today. I can't tell if this is progress or death by a thousand cuts.
August 13, 2025 at 7:53 PM
Two thousand words today.

Does anyone still read novellas?

Is that I'm writing?

Why do i do this to myself?
August 7, 2025 at 8:01 PM
End of the line. Delve with us one last time. Tonight!
🫀TONIGHT 8:30PM EST // It’s time… for the #RedHeaven SERIES FINALE, a #HeartTheCityBeneath AP! #ttrpg

EP 11: "End of the Line" || Now aboard a train that can pierce reality, the group must get past an arch enemy and then decide how to drive this crazy thing.

#Twitch: Twitch.tv/highshelfcollective
August 5, 2025 at 8:17 PM
Another two thousand words today. Is this a book?

How long is a book?

Would anyone read my sad, horny book?
August 4, 2025 at 9:55 PM
Another thousand words written today.

A thousand words of pure shit but at least it's on paper.

Why do I do this to myself?

Why?
July 31, 2025 at 8:37 PM
Just had our session zero and first session of @gauntletrpg.bsky.social Brindlewood Bay and Lurlene, my murder maven, may be my favorite PC I've ever created.
July 27, 2025 at 8:20 PM
Come delve with us! We are nearing the end and shenanigans will abound!!!
🔴LIVE || Jump on over to #Twitch for this week's EP of 'Red Heaven', a #HeartTheCityBeneath AP!

Not many episodes left, but still plenty of time for twists and turns - the Twitch chat awaits: www.twitch.tv/highshelfcol...

#ttrpg #tabletop #gaming #actualplay @rowanrookanddecard.bsky.social
July 23, 2025 at 12:41 AM
Reposted by Benji
❤ TONIGHT 8:30PM EST - You know it, you love it! It's 'Red Heaven' Day y'all! #HeartTheCityBeneath

EP 10: "Come On Find the Train. And Find It." // With their rivals in the lead, the party tries to reach the Delving Machine and um.. there's no plan past that.

#Twitch: www.twitch.tv/highshelfcol...
July 22, 2025 at 9:46 PM
How does one determine what is and isn't a daddy?

If one is called a daddy, does that a daddy make?

What is inherently daddy?

Asking for a confused friend*

*I'm confused.
July 19, 2025 at 12:46 AM
I seriously dont know what it is that I'm writing? I don't think it could be...anything really.

But I suppose the only way out is through. So I'll just keep trudging along.
July 17, 2025 at 8:56 PM
Hey everyone... metamucil really works.

Just saying.
July 11, 2025 at 6:24 PM
Why does working from home feel like you're getting away with something? Something almost naughty.
July 9, 2025 at 7:25 PM
Come delve with us. shenanigans afoot. maybe some blood.
♥ TONIGHT 8:30PM EST - Our #HeartTheCityBeneath series, ‘Red Heaven’, might be nearing its end, but NOT YET!

EP 9: "Larks & Uncreation" // Someone has made good on a promise, & the group's home base is in shambles, while a member of the party meets their end.

#Twitch: www.twitch.tv/highshelfcol...
July 8, 2025 at 7:26 PM
Siri, what is game and how to get some? Please Alexa I need this.
July 6, 2025 at 8:22 PM
Is everyone a vers bottom?
July 6, 2025 at 7:50 PM
And what should I do today? Suggestions?
July 6, 2025 at 7:22 PM
Didn't write today but plotted.

That should count for something.
July 3, 2025 at 9:35 PM
I should mention it's also pretty queer and horny.
So what started as an analog horror novel is slowly morphing into an Occult memory thriller.

Would anyone still read that?
July 2, 2025 at 6:50 PM
So what started as an analog horror novel is slowly morphing into an Occult memory thriller.

Would anyone still read that?
July 2, 2025 at 6:37 PM
I'm writing again. That isn't newsworthy but it is a warning.

All the neurosis.
July 1, 2025 at 6:42 PM
I know my confidence is part of the problem but I'm really trying as hard as a Schaumburg 4 can.
June 28, 2025 at 1:50 AM
I shouldn't be surprised by how many people are in open relationships on the apps but it does seem like EVERYBODY is in one.
June 28, 2025 at 1:47 AM
Reposted by Benji
Sometimes the bad thing is exactly as bad as the thing seems and trying to tell people "it's not that bad" isn't being *postive,* it's just normalizing the incredibly bad thing.
June 27, 2025 at 6:44 PM