Im strongly considering a DNR. I can't imagine living another 30 more years in this bullshit diseased body.... don't worry..Im not about to un alive..Im just fucking pissed the people I thought knew me best don't know me at all.

Hell, I had to beg someone to pick up the fucking phone & call 911 when I had my most recent medical crisis which ended in an emergency procedure. I fully believe I will die because someone will think oh whatever, she's fine and won't even bother to check if I need help. So yeah, what's the point?

Every day is the same as the last. Boring shit day in and day out. What's the meaning of this life of mine when Im in constant physical pain & no one acknowledges this fact? I feel like Im drowning & instead of being thrown a life preserver the people around me are standing by & watching me drown.

MiniMe2 messing with the photo box & of course taking pics of more Lego.

OOOOh cool! Love those!

Stay out of the toy isle when visiting Costco or Walmart!!

HaHa... well, at 24yo, I sure hope he has that already. I call it keeping out of trouble.

Gotcha! 😉

What's your poison? Mine is Earl Grey. If I run out of that my 2nd go to is English Breakfast.

Lupus causes chronic headaches & barometric changes also plays a roll.

There will be 7 different colours all together. It will be stitched together with a crochet stitch. Hopefully it will be enough squares for a lap blanket when I lounge in my LazyBoy. If not I have each colour swatch on a cue card to take into Micheal's to find other complimentary colours.

Im here! Trying to stay off the socials as much as possible these days. But, I do like that connection to ppl in my IRL local area. Ive started a new knitted project that will take me some time. Im making a patch quilt that needs at least 35 squares. These headaches are still hounding me though.