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@caprakid.bsky.social
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32 (He/Him) • NSFW • Artist/Musician
https://caprakid.bandcamp.com/
32 (He/Him) • NSFW • Artist/Musician
https://caprakid.bandcamp.com/
I can't bear to remember you anymore
September 24, 2025 at 5:32 AM
I can't bear to remember you anymore
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This is so true
September 14, 2025 at 11:08 PM
This is so true
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We simply cannot live in a country where the death of hate mongers is a tragedy and the death of everyone else only warrants a shrug.
September 11, 2025 at 12:03 AM
We simply cannot live in a country where the death of hate mongers is a tragedy and the death of everyone else only warrants a shrug.
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rip to everyone whos become delusional after talking to chatgpt but im built different. like actually different. according to chatgpt im some kind of god. the one who decides
August 31, 2025 at 12:02 PM
rip to everyone whos become delusional after talking to chatgpt but im built different. like actually different. according to chatgpt im some kind of god. the one who decides
currently assessing the notion of fighting a migraine attack by being horny
general consensus is I have about a 50/50 shot that jerking off make it better or worse 🤔
general consensus is I have about a 50/50 shot that jerking off make it better or worse 🤔
August 28, 2025 at 9:21 PM
currently assessing the notion of fighting a migraine attack by being horny
general consensus is I have about a 50/50 shot that jerking off make it better or worse 🤔
general consensus is I have about a 50/50 shot that jerking off make it better or worse 🤔
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Artists, actors, writers, devs, etc etc:
find a way to find your own intrinsic value, who you are outside of your creative profession, or it will chew you up and spit you.
If you are only happy when you get a role/commission/gig/whatever, and miserable otherwise, you're gambling with endorphins
find a way to find your own intrinsic value, who you are outside of your creative profession, or it will chew you up and spit you.
If you are only happy when you get a role/commission/gig/whatever, and miserable otherwise, you're gambling with endorphins
August 16, 2025 at 12:42 AM
Artists, actors, writers, devs, etc etc:
find a way to find your own intrinsic value, who you are outside of your creative profession, or it will chew you up and spit you.
If you are only happy when you get a role/commission/gig/whatever, and miserable otherwise, you're gambling with endorphins
find a way to find your own intrinsic value, who you are outside of your creative profession, or it will chew you up and spit you.
If you are only happy when you get a role/commission/gig/whatever, and miserable otherwise, you're gambling with endorphins
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one good reason for wanting to live a bit longer is being around when trump dies
July 31, 2025 at 5:17 AM
one good reason for wanting to live a bit longer is being around when trump dies
I got back from SC two nights ago. Dad's not coming back. Doctors explained to us in no uncertain terms that the brain damage was irreversible. I was told he finally passed away in hospice about two hours ago. He was already gone, but there's a morbid peace to knowing his soul can move on now.
bit of a bleak update on this, but apparently the situation was a lot worse than what was originally described. he suffered two strokes over the course of a few days, along with a head injury. He's basically on life support, and even if he somehow recovers, he'll never be the same.
suddenly I miss when post-con depression was my biggest issue...
apparently, Dad had a stroke on the 1st. my grandfather just told me this, and that his condition is getting worse. I'd already be reeling if this happened in PA, but... a few months ago, he moved to South Carolina.
apparently, Dad had a stroke on the 1st. my grandfather just told me this, and that his condition is getting worse. I'd already be reeling if this happened in PA, but... a few months ago, he moved to South Carolina.
July 21, 2025 at 8:56 PM
I got back from SC two nights ago. Dad's not coming back. Doctors explained to us in no uncertain terms that the brain damage was irreversible. I was told he finally passed away in hospice about two hours ago. He was already gone, but there's a morbid peace to knowing his soul can move on now.
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Really badass graffiti spotted in town
July 18, 2025 at 7:11 PM
Really badass graffiti spotted in town
bit of a bleak update on this, but apparently the situation was a lot worse than what was originally described. he suffered two strokes over the course of a few days, along with a head injury. He's basically on life support, and even if he somehow recovers, he'll never be the same.
suddenly I miss when post-con depression was my biggest issue...
apparently, Dad had a stroke on the 1st. my grandfather just told me this, and that his condition is getting worse. I'd already be reeling if this happened in PA, but... a few months ago, he moved to South Carolina.
apparently, Dad had a stroke on the 1st. my grandfather just told me this, and that his condition is getting worse. I'd already be reeling if this happened in PA, but... a few months ago, he moved to South Carolina.
July 13, 2025 at 4:55 AM
bit of a bleak update on this, but apparently the situation was a lot worse than what was originally described. he suffered two strokes over the course of a few days, along with a head injury. He's basically on life support, and even if he somehow recovers, he'll never be the same.
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re: generative AI
I have finally fully and accurately explained my problem with how it’s marketed and used.
And now, you can use it, too.
I have finally fully and accurately explained my problem with how it’s marketed and used.
And now, you can use it, too.
July 6, 2025 at 5:23 PM
re: generative AI
I have finally fully and accurately explained my problem with how it’s marketed and used.
And now, you can use it, too.
I have finally fully and accurately explained my problem with how it’s marketed and used.
And now, you can use it, too.
suddenly I miss when post-con depression was my biggest issue...
apparently, Dad had a stroke on the 1st. my grandfather just told me this, and that his condition is getting worse. I'd already be reeling if this happened in PA, but... a few months ago, he moved to South Carolina.
apparently, Dad had a stroke on the 1st. my grandfather just told me this, and that his condition is getting worse. I'd already be reeling if this happened in PA, but... a few months ago, he moved to South Carolina.
July 11, 2025 at 7:18 PM
suddenly I miss when post-con depression was my biggest issue...
apparently, Dad had a stroke on the 1st. my grandfather just told me this, and that his condition is getting worse. I'd already be reeling if this happened in PA, but... a few months ago, he moved to South Carolina.
apparently, Dad had a stroke on the 1st. my grandfather just told me this, and that his condition is getting worse. I'd already be reeling if this happened in PA, but... a few months ago, he moved to South Carolina.
Okay... I screenshot & deleted all of it, but the long & short of it was... I had some kind of... blackout meltdown. Something similar happened way back in high school, when I was convinced my long-distance bf at the time took his own life. (he hadn't, but it *really* wasn't a healthy relationship)
July 7, 2025 at 6:18 AM
Okay... I screenshot & deleted all of it, but the long & short of it was... I had some kind of... blackout meltdown. Something similar happened way back in high school, when I was convinced my long-distance bf at the time took his own life. (he hadn't, but it *really* wasn't a healthy relationship)
post-con blues hitting me like a truck now that I'm back home
but like, in waves, so it's more like I keep getting hit by the same truck as it does laps around the block
but like, in waves, so it's more like I keep getting hit by the same truck as it does laps around the block
July 7, 2025 at 2:51 AM
post-con blues hitting me like a truck now that I'm back home
but like, in waves, so it's more like I keep getting hit by the same truck as it does laps around the block
but like, in waves, so it's more like I keep getting hit by the same truck as it does laps around the block
So... as it would happen, I didn't even look for them this year. honestly, I didn't think about them any more than I usually do. It feels pretty surreal to reflect on it now that there are only a few hours left. It's been a sore point of the past few cons, but... it was barely a factor this time.
I'm not sure how this information would even reach me, but just to be clear... if I somehow find out for sure that this person is going, definitely doesn't want me to be there, or is even considering bailing on it specifically because of me, then I'm more than willing to cancel it.
July 6, 2025 at 6:49 PM
So... as it would happen, I didn't even look for them this year. honestly, I didn't think about them any more than I usually do. It feels pretty surreal to reflect on it now that there are only a few hours left. It's been a sore point of the past few cons, but... it was barely a factor this time.
in other news, I've been debating putting my goofy ass underwear fetish nonsense back onto my main account, because some frighteningly normal accounts have been interacting with my posts 🤔
July 5, 2025 at 3:40 AM
in other news, I've been debating putting my goofy ass underwear fetish nonsense back onto my main account, because some frighteningly normal accounts have been interacting with my posts 🤔
also, just so we're clear: I watched the fireworks because pretty lights go boom
this country is still a dumpster fire 🇺🇲
this country is still a dumpster fire 🇺🇲
July 5, 2025 at 3:28 AM
also, just so we're clear: I watched the fireworks because pretty lights go boom
this country is still a dumpster fire 🇺🇲
this country is still a dumpster fire 🇺🇲
So, tonight I learned that I definitely have agoraphobia. :I
I never really got why some crowds never really bothered me, but others... like the one I got stuck in earlier watching fireworks on the con center roof... absolutely freak me the hell out!
I never really got why some crowds never really bothered me, but others... like the one I got stuck in earlier watching fireworks on the con center roof... absolutely freak me the hell out!
July 5, 2025 at 3:21 AM
So, tonight I learned that I definitely have agoraphobia. :I
I never really got why some crowds never really bothered me, but others... like the one I got stuck in earlier watching fireworks on the con center roof... absolutely freak me the hell out!
I never really got why some crowds never really bothered me, but others... like the one I got stuck in earlier watching fireworks on the con center roof... absolutely freak me the hell out!
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I'm having one of those days (weeks, even) where I can't get the idea out of my head that a majority of my peers only remember me for how unhinged & annoying I was throughout the course of my DXM addiction and are avoiding me because of it, and I honestly can't even blame them if that is the case :\
June 30, 2025 at 2:34 PM
I'm having one of those days (weeks, even) where I can't get the idea out of my head that a majority of my peers only remember me for how unhinged & annoying I was throughout the course of my DXM addiction and are avoiding me because of it, and I honestly can't even blame them if that is the case :\
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...bc yeah, THIS.
...bc yeah, THIS.
![Tumblr post by user kalira , dated Oct 20, 2024:
I say this very gently and with much love, and I say it not only as a writer myself but as someone who has been privy to many 'but how can they not know that work is amazing! 1 love it! I gushed about it to every friend I have and recced in x, y, z servers and [...]'
The writer or artist doesn't know this.
They have no way of knowing that you found their work beautiful and lifechanging or even just a bright spot on a bad day or that you think about it every day or that you told all your friends about it, and those things are great but we have no way of knowing them! You may not be doing it intentionally, but you're excluding the writer or artist from the community feeling of fandom that you are carrying on (that is so great! fandom is a community! continue to talk and play!) even with their work.
Please, please just drop a line even that is "oh gosh I absolutely love this work, I screamed to every one of my
friends about it when I first read/saw it!" even if you don't
have the spoons to share more of the specifics that made you flail at your friends or what you said in private. (Though if you do, we will love you forever for it.)](https://cdn.bsky.app/img/feed_thumbnail/plain/did:plc:avvpb4ypfttlslmobsjqt7qq/bafkreibc6zd4nfz77j3teab5leeumgh3dttk5j7vv33e3agrspts7n23pe@jpeg)
June 19, 2025 at 6:11 AM
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...bc yeah, THIS.
...bc yeah, THIS.
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Man. I'm actually pretty interested in Nightreign, but multiplayer-focused games are my Achilles heel :\
I just don't feel like I have enough friends that I'd be able to play it regularly with to justify getting it, and playing co-op with randos is something I usually prefer to avoid
I just don't feel like I have enough friends that I'd be able to play it regularly with to justify getting it, and playing co-op with randos is something I usually prefer to avoid
June 14, 2025 at 12:13 AM
Man. I'm actually pretty interested in Nightreign, but multiplayer-focused games are my Achilles heel :\
I just don't feel like I have enough friends that I'd be able to play it regularly with to justify getting it, and playing co-op with randos is something I usually prefer to avoid
I just don't feel like I have enough friends that I'd be able to play it regularly with to justify getting it, and playing co-op with randos is something I usually prefer to avoid