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personal / vent account for @christhebanana.bsky.social | a creature with autism that likes many things and does things (pfp by draw4coffee)
I just haven’t had a good day today. First woke up then played a game with friends. It went well till everyone started to get mad at each other while I just sat there not knowing what to do. Then I just existed around on twitch. Felt better hanged out with someone in a vc then someone-
November 22, 2025 at 10:33 AM
I just haven’t had a good day today. First woke up then played a game with friends. It went well till everyone started to get mad at each other while I just sat there not knowing what to do. Then I just existed around on twitch. Felt better hanged out with someone in a vc then someone-
Teehee feels like everyone hates me
November 22, 2025 at 10:27 AM
Teehee feels like everyone hates me
So I feel like shit and I just want to isolate into the void
November 19, 2025 at 3:45 AM
So I feel like shit and I just want to isolate into the void
I was going to do things today like work on a retexture. Then my mother got drunk and cause a huge problem. I can’t relax. My body won’t let me it’s still in panic from that. I wish I could just leave my house I don’t enjoy being here anymore. I want to be somewhere safe
November 17, 2025 at 7:11 AM
I was going to do things today like work on a retexture. Then my mother got drunk and cause a huge problem. I can’t relax. My body won’t let me it’s still in panic from that. I wish I could just leave my house I don’t enjoy being here anymore. I want to be somewhere safe
I want to slam my head into something over and over again. My brain won’t stop. I can’t just exist IT wants me to be hurt and do stupid shit from it. I fucked up today and it won’t let it go. I can’t sleep it just wants to keep on thinking about it and make stories. I don’t enjoy existing right now
November 6, 2025 at 2:00 PM
I want to slam my head into something over and over again. My brain won’t stop. I can’t just exist IT wants me to be hurt and do stupid shit from it. I fucked up today and it won’t let it go. I can’t sleep it just wants to keep on thinking about it and make stories. I don’t enjoy existing right now
Me spiraling unable to get out of thought process and wanting to smash my own brain in because of something I did? Never
November 6, 2025 at 11:28 AM
Me spiraling unable to get out of thought process and wanting to smash my own brain in because of something I did? Never
Finishing high school years ago and being stuck at home doing nothing is fucking with me a lot. I want to do things and I have energy for things but all I can do is sit and do nothing. I want to do things but to do anything you need to pay for it and spend your money and I don’t have enough for that
November 3, 2025 at 8:36 AM
Finishing high school years ago and being stuck at home doing nothing is fucking with me a lot. I want to do things and I have energy for things but all I can do is sit and do nothing. I want to do things but to do anything you need to pay for it and spend your money and I don’t have enough for that
So I have nothing to do and I’m trying to relax but my body is used to having things always happening from years ago that I just can’t relax so I’m just sitting here trying to calm myself down since my body wants to panic because I’m trying to relax
November 3, 2025 at 8:33 AM
So I have nothing to do and I’m trying to relax but my body is used to having things always happening from years ago that I just can’t relax so I’m just sitting here trying to calm myself down since my body wants to panic because I’m trying to relax
So I’m just sitting in my chair having a little panic attack since I’m bored and idk what to do and for some reason my brain is turning that into panic
October 22, 2025 at 11:16 AM
So I’m just sitting in my chair having a little panic attack since I’m bored and idk what to do and for some reason my brain is turning that into panic
I’m having a panic attack right now and idk what’s causing it and I can’t calm it down
October 16, 2025 at 6:20 AM
I’m having a panic attack right now and idk what’s causing it and I can’t calm it down
So my mother drank and was being a problem. My mood is ruined
October 16, 2025 at 2:13 AM
So my mother drank and was being a problem. My mood is ruined
So I’m just bouncing along to my music since I enjoy the music. I’m currently having phantom boobs (basically I feel boobs on my body when I don’t actually have them) and since I’m bouncing around I feel said phantom boobs bouncing around
October 15, 2025 at 9:59 AM
So I’m just bouncing along to my music since I enjoy the music. I’m currently having phantom boobs (basically I feel boobs on my body when I don’t actually have them) and since I’m bouncing around I feel said phantom boobs bouncing around
So I’m trying to do a retexture and my brain is like “Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa”
October 15, 2025 at 6:06 AM
So I’m trying to do a retexture and my brain is like “Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa”
So I’m watching film theory’s new digital circus episode and they are talking about zooble in it and I see so much of myself in zooble. I relate to zooble so much
October 15, 2025 at 4:42 AM
So I’m watching film theory’s new digital circus episode and they are talking about zooble in it and I see so much of myself in zooble. I relate to zooble so much
Teehee wants to rip myself out of my own body because of how uncomfortable it is
October 13, 2025 at 1:13 AM
Teehee wants to rip myself out of my own body because of how uncomfortable it is
So I’m just laying in my bed and idk what or who I feel like right now but I feel like something I don’t understand or can explain yet
October 12, 2025 at 1:00 PM
So I’m just laying in my bed and idk what or who I feel like right now but I feel like something I don’t understand or can explain yet
I’m very upset at my mother right now. I asked her to grab cat food on her way home because the cats need it but nope she doesn’t want to go into a store. My cats have been out of food for 2 days now I’m fucking pissed and idk what to do because she won’t listen
October 9, 2025 at 10:02 PM
I’m very upset at my mother right now. I asked her to grab cat food on her way home because the cats need it but nope she doesn’t want to go into a store. My cats have been out of food for 2 days now I’m fucking pissed and idk what to do because she won’t listen
Woah me showing more art on this account? Never. Anyways here is preg Chris
October 5, 2025 at 9:58 AM
Woah me showing more art on this account? Never. Anyways here is preg Chris
I hate my memory. I just upset someone because I forgot something
October 4, 2025 at 9:39 AM
I hate my memory. I just upset someone because I forgot something
I don’t enjoy existing right now. It’s just a bunch of distractions from everything going wrong and nothing gets fixed. Everything breaks and nothing gets fixed and no one will help. Unless you have a fuck ton of money you earned from someone in your family being rich to pay them with
September 26, 2025 at 2:59 AM
I don’t enjoy existing right now. It’s just a bunch of distractions from everything going wrong and nothing gets fixed. Everything breaks and nothing gets fixed and no one will help. Unless you have a fuck ton of money you earned from someone in your family being rich to pay them with
Why does Everytime I return home there has to be another problem. I just want to enjoy being in my own fucking home but the only thing this thing brings is stress and problems. We don’t even have our fucking heat turned on. We are having way too many internet problems. And my cat is going blind
September 26, 2025 at 2:57 AM
Why does Everytime I return home there has to be another problem. I just want to enjoy being in my own fucking home but the only thing this thing brings is stress and problems. We don’t even have our fucking heat turned on. We are having way too many internet problems. And my cat is going blind
Tee hee my brains being a cunt like fucking normal. And I can’t play anything I feel like playing because my ISP is also a FUCKING CUNT
September 26, 2025 at 2:54 AM
Tee hee my brains being a cunt like fucking normal. And I can’t play anything I feel like playing because my ISP is also a FUCKING CUNT
so lately my emotions have been all over the place and i feel like shit because my brain wants to hold onto hurt feelings. so i drew this because this is what i have been feeling like
September 10, 2025 at 2:52 PM
so lately my emotions have been all over the place and i feel like shit because my brain wants to hold onto hurt feelings. so i drew this because this is what i have been feeling like
So I’m just saying in my bed trying to wind down for the night but my brain won’t let me. It keeps bringing up things and making me just ramble to myself out loud angry and upset when I just want to try to sleep at a time that isn’t 10 AM but nope brain just wants to do that shit
September 10, 2025 at 12:41 PM
So I’m just saying in my bed trying to wind down for the night but my brain won’t let me. It keeps bringing up things and making me just ramble to myself out loud angry and upset when I just want to try to sleep at a time that isn’t 10 AM but nope brain just wants to do that shit
Got to love when your brain reminds you of someone then it makes you sad / hurt for the rest of the day and you can’t do anything because your brain obsess’s over the thought and won’t let it go making you feel so much like shit that you want to lay down and do nothing
September 5, 2025 at 5:47 AM
Got to love when your brain reminds you of someone then it makes you sad / hurt for the rest of the day and you can’t do anything because your brain obsess’s over the thought and won’t let it go making you feel so much like shit that you want to lay down and do nothing