Joanne✨🐛
@bulimicborderline.bsky.social
35 yo borderline bulimic.
✨NOT PRO-ED✨
#caterpillarsky #edsky
✨NOT PRO-ED✨
#caterpillarsky #edsky
Sat in bed with a joint, waiting for the docs to call me about painkillers. It’s not healed properly after I fractured two vertebrae last year, and the painkillers I’m on are ✨NOT✨ cutting it. As a bonus, constant purging is making the pain even worse soooooo
June 12, 2025 at 8:05 AM
Sat in bed with a joint, waiting for the docs to call me about painkillers. It’s not healed properly after I fractured two vertebrae last year, and the painkillers I’m on are ✨NOT✨ cutting it. As a bonus, constant purging is making the pain even worse soooooo
June 12, 2025 at 3:07 AM
Had 4 chicken nuggets for dinner.
Had a disgraceful amount of tea & coffee today.
Total calories as of 7.20pm -
623cals.
Had a disgraceful amount of tea & coffee today.
Total calories as of 7.20pm -
623cals.
June 5, 2025 at 6:21 PM
Had 4 chicken nuggets for dinner.
Had a disgraceful amount of tea & coffee today.
Total calories as of 7.20pm -
623cals.
Had a disgraceful amount of tea & coffee today.
Total calories as of 7.20pm -
623cals.
Weight today was 153.6lbs.. progress, I guess.
So far I’ve eaten 2 pieces of plain white toast. It’s 5pm.
#caterpillarsky #butterflysky
So far I’ve eaten 2 pieces of plain white toast. It’s 5pm.
#caterpillarsky #butterflysky
June 5, 2025 at 4:13 PM
Weight today was 153.6lbs.. progress, I guess.
So far I’ve eaten 2 pieces of plain white toast. It’s 5pm.
#caterpillarsky #butterflysky
So far I’ve eaten 2 pieces of plain white toast. It’s 5pm.
#caterpillarsky #butterflysky
GUYS. This shit is DELISH. It’s 100 cals so I’m counting it as dinner. But yeah. Morrisons. £1 👏🏻
#caterpillarsky #edsky #butterflysky
#caterpillarsky #edsky #butterflysky
June 4, 2025 at 3:18 PM
GUYS. This shit is DELISH. It’s 100 cals so I’m counting it as dinner. But yeah. Morrisons. £1 👏🏻
#caterpillarsky #edsky #butterflysky
#caterpillarsky #edsky #butterflysky
When I open the balcony door my cats Callum and Walter turn in to a pushy Brit and a determined German on an all inclusive holiday in turkey trying to claim the best sun loungers.
MAYHEM
MAYHEM
June 4, 2025 at 3:15 PM
When I open the balcony door my cats Callum and Walter turn in to a pushy Brit and a determined German on an all inclusive holiday in turkey trying to claim the best sun loungers.
MAYHEM
MAYHEM
I’ve gained and I’m so pissed off with myself. Intermittent fasting starts tonight @ 8pm - 10am
CW - 156lbs
GW - 112lbs
Daily weigh ins start tomorrow. I need to get my shit together and stop binging.
CW - 156lbs
GW - 112lbs
Daily weigh ins start tomorrow. I need to get my shit together and stop binging.
June 4, 2025 at 8:48 AM
I’ve gained and I’m so pissed off with myself. Intermittent fasting starts tonight @ 8pm - 10am
CW - 156lbs
GW - 112lbs
Daily weigh ins start tomorrow. I need to get my shit together and stop binging.
CW - 156lbs
GW - 112lbs
Daily weigh ins start tomorrow. I need to get my shit together and stop binging.
Absolutely cannot be arsed with laxatives when they do fuck all. Livid.
May 28, 2025 at 2:54 PM
Absolutely cannot be arsed with laxatives when they do fuck all. Livid.
Walked home from hospital which took just over an hour. I hit 10,000 steps for the first time in AGES. Am now sat drinking vodka Diet Coke, trying to motivate myself to clean. Need to eat but just feel so anxious about food atm.
#edsky #caterpillarsky
#edsky #caterpillarsky
May 9, 2025 at 2:21 PM
Walked home from hospital which took just over an hour. I hit 10,000 steps for the first time in AGES. Am now sat drinking vodka Diet Coke, trying to motivate myself to clean. Need to eat but just feel so anxious about food atm.
#edsky #caterpillarsky
#edsky #caterpillarsky
Back at the hospital for an xray on my spine, it’s been over a year since I fractured two vertebrae, and it’s still giving me hell. My spine is curving and it’s just shit.
Really hope it’s fixed soon. Sick of the constant fucking pain.
Really hope it’s fixed soon. Sick of the constant fucking pain.
May 9, 2025 at 11:39 AM
Back at the hospital for an xray on my spine, it’s been over a year since I fractured two vertebrae, and it’s still giving me hell. My spine is curving and it’s just shit.
Really hope it’s fixed soon. Sick of the constant fucking pain.
Really hope it’s fixed soon. Sick of the constant fucking pain.
Making two pies and some chips for my bf C. I’m having green beans with a little gravy.
Fucking wank.
Fucking wank.
May 6, 2025 at 6:23 PM
Making two pies and some chips for my bf C. I’m having green beans with a little gravy.
Fucking wank.
Fucking wank.
So far today I’ve eaten 3 ryvita. Really don’t want to binge tonight and I’m so anxious.
#edsky #caterpillarsky
#edsky #caterpillarsky
May 6, 2025 at 5:57 PM
So far today I’ve eaten 3 ryvita. Really don’t want to binge tonight and I’m so anxious.
#edsky #caterpillarsky
#edsky #caterpillarsky
148lbs.
Trying not to cry on the bus. It’s not going too well.
Trying not to cry on the bus. It’s not going too well.
May 6, 2025 at 9:10 AM
148lbs.
Trying not to cry on the bus. It’s not going too well.
Trying not to cry on the bus. It’s not going too well.
May 6, 2025 at 6:56 AM
Despite ending up binging last night, I’m down 1.4lbs to 10st 11lbs / 151lbs
Woke up and had a coffee w/ oat milk, black coffee, and a Heinz immunity peach, apple & yogurt pouch (which taste pretty good for 61cals).
Woke up and had a coffee w/ oat milk, black coffee, and a Heinz immunity peach, apple & yogurt pouch (which taste pretty good for 61cals).
May 5, 2025 at 9:37 AM
Despite ending up binging last night, I’m down 1.4lbs to 10st 11lbs / 151lbs
Woke up and had a coffee w/ oat milk, black coffee, and a Heinz immunity peach, apple & yogurt pouch (which taste pretty good for 61cals).
Woke up and had a coffee w/ oat milk, black coffee, and a Heinz immunity peach, apple & yogurt pouch (which taste pretty good for 61cals).
Spent half the day cleaning, and half the day playing xbox. Didn’t eat until 6pm. Had 3 sweet onion ryvita w/ 50% reduced fat garlic & herb cream cheese, sweet baby peppers, and piccolo tomatoes, drizzled with pizza express light house dressing. 292cals.
Hoping to avoid food until tomorrow morn.
Hoping to avoid food until tomorrow morn.
May 4, 2025 at 6:14 PM
Spent half the day cleaning, and half the day playing xbox. Didn’t eat until 6pm. Had 3 sweet onion ryvita w/ 50% reduced fat garlic & herb cream cheese, sweet baby peppers, and piccolo tomatoes, drizzled with pizza express light house dressing. 292cals.
Hoping to avoid food until tomorrow morn.
Hoping to avoid food until tomorrow morn.
10st 12.6.
1.4lbs down is better than none. I want to go for a long walk, but my back isn’t having it. I fractured my spine a year ago, and it’s not healing properly (osteopenia is a bitch, thanks ED) 🙃
Going to play xbox and try to ignore the fact I’m hungry.
I need to stop fucking eating.
1.4lbs down is better than none. I want to go for a long walk, but my back isn’t having it. I fractured my spine a year ago, and it’s not healing properly (osteopenia is a bitch, thanks ED) 🙃
Going to play xbox and try to ignore the fact I’m hungry.
I need to stop fucking eating.
May 4, 2025 at 9:34 AM
10st 12.6.
1.4lbs down is better than none. I want to go for a long walk, but my back isn’t having it. I fractured my spine a year ago, and it’s not healing properly (osteopenia is a bitch, thanks ED) 🙃
Going to play xbox and try to ignore the fact I’m hungry.
I need to stop fucking eating.
1.4lbs down is better than none. I want to go for a long walk, but my back isn’t having it. I fractured my spine a year ago, and it’s not healing properly (osteopenia is a bitch, thanks ED) 🙃
Going to play xbox and try to ignore the fact I’m hungry.
I need to stop fucking eating.
Today I weighed in at 11st and I am so fucking angry with myself. I can’t keep gaining. I can’t. I fucking hate myself.
#edsky #caterpillarsky
#edsky #caterpillarsky
May 3, 2025 at 2:10 PM
Today I weighed in at 11st and I am so fucking angry with myself. I can’t keep gaining. I can’t. I fucking hate myself.
#edsky #caterpillarsky
#edsky #caterpillarsky