April
@buko-panda.bsky.social
Don’t mind me. This is just my diary for random thoughts and feelings.
Also… who thought it was a good idea to create flirtatious avoidants?!?
November 29, 2025 at 4:46 AM
Also… who thought it was a good idea to create flirtatious avoidants?!?
Also, in other news, I would rather write about my shadow monster consuming an entire hospital wing than write a love letter 💌 tonight. This crap is hard.
#WritingFictionVsWritingSelfVulnerabilitySUCKSBIGASS
#WritingFictionVsWritingSelfVulnerabilitySUCKSBIGASS
November 29, 2025 at 4:45 AM
Also, in other news, I would rather write about my shadow monster consuming an entire hospital wing than write a love letter 💌 tonight. This crap is hard.
#WritingFictionVsWritingSelfVulnerabilitySUCKSBIGASS
#WritingFictionVsWritingSelfVulnerabilitySUCKSBIGASS
Holly Wheeler is giving iPhone face vibes on this first ep of Stranger Things. 🤔
November 27, 2025 at 3:20 AM
Holly Wheeler is giving iPhone face vibes on this first ep of Stranger Things. 🤔
Watching the 100 Laps Death Match on Physical: Asia, and Team Mongolia is definitely proof of "slow and steady" wins the race.
November 19, 2025 at 6:59 AM
Watching the 100 Laps Death Match on Physical: Asia, and Team Mongolia is definitely proof of "slow and steady" wins the race.
Reposted by April
The thing I hoped for most in Physical: Asia happened. Because ultimately it’s not JUST about strong/agile/fast/having endurance, it’s about being strategic.
a woman is crying in front of a man who is smiling .
Alt: a woman is crying in front of a man who is smiling and dancing in the background
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November 19, 2025 at 3:43 AM
The thing I hoped for most in Physical: Asia happened. Because ultimately it’s not JUST about strong/agile/fast/having endurance, it’s about being strategic.
Hey, Hollywood, there’s still time to make this. I would watch this Predator sequel emphatically…
November 18, 2025 at 6:38 PM
Hey, Hollywood, there’s still time to make this. I would watch this Predator sequel emphatically…
The Epstein emails coming out this week will totally make up for last year’s Thanksgiving 🦃 for a lot of people.
November 16, 2025 at 2:33 AM
The Epstein emails coming out this week will totally make up for last year’s Thanksgiving 🦃 for a lot of people.
So the first Big Beautiful Bill was NOT an actual bill? 📜👀
November 15, 2025 at 1:51 AM
So the first Big Beautiful Bill was NOT an actual bill? 📜👀
Learning that I need to accept that there is a difference of someone being into you and someone being ready for you.
a cartoon of a woman wearing glasses with the words intense groaning below her
ALT: a cartoon of a woman wearing glasses with the words intense groaning below her
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November 15, 2025 at 1:13 AM
Learning that I need to accept that there is a difference of someone being into you and someone being ready for you.
Just casually listening to The Magnus Archives 🎧 while putting my Christmas lights on the tree. 🎄
November 10, 2025 at 8:47 PM
Just casually listening to The Magnus Archives 🎧 while putting my Christmas lights on the tree. 🎄
Gaht danget, I just KNEW once I heard this new Joji song that it would get me wistful for no reason.
🎧Song of the Night🎶:
"Past Won't Leave My Bed" - Joji
open.spotify.com/track/16Z0an...
🎧Song of the Night🎶:
"Past Won't Leave My Bed" - Joji
open.spotify.com/track/16Z0an...
Past Won't Leave My Bed
open.spotify.com
November 10, 2025 at 3:50 AM
Gaht danget, I just KNEW once I heard this new Joji song that it would get me wistful for no reason.
🎧Song of the Night🎶:
"Past Won't Leave My Bed" - Joji
open.spotify.com/track/16Z0an...
🎧Song of the Night🎶:
"Past Won't Leave My Bed" - Joji
open.spotify.com/track/16Z0an...
A McDonald’s breakfast burrito and some tikka masala would hit right about now.
🌯🍛
🌯🍛
November 9, 2025 at 4:41 AM
A McDonald’s breakfast burrito and some tikka masala would hit right about now.
🌯🍛
🌯🍛
It happened again; this time at a Hobby Lobby.
Unfortunately, the high only lasted an hour this time around.
😮💨
Unfortunately, the high only lasted an hour this time around.
😮💨
A girl at Panda Express called me “really pretty” today, and I’m gonna ride this high until my late night self-esteem ruins it.
😀
😀
November 9, 2025 at 4:02 AM
It happened again; this time at a Hobby Lobby.
Unfortunately, the high only lasted an hour this time around.
😮💨
Unfortunately, the high only lasted an hour this time around.
😮💨
Reposted by April
I see Joji is back with new music to make sure I'm sad for the next few months.
November 8, 2025 at 8:07 AM
I see Joji is back with new music to make sure I'm sad for the next few months.
Reposted by April
Why is Australia on Physical Asia?
a man with glasses and a mustache is wearing a red and green striped shirt
Alt: a man with glasses and a mustache is looking up and down with a look of disgust on his face
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November 5, 2025 at 1:52 AM
Why is Australia on Physical Asia?
Currently up to Ep. 3 of Physical: Asia.
Call me a hater, but I really can't stand Team Australia at all.
Call me a hater, but I really can't stand Team Australia at all.
a man wearing a grey sweater and a red shirt has the word yuck on his shirt
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November 4, 2025 at 3:40 AM
Currently up to Ep. 3 of Physical: Asia.
Call me a hater, but I really can't stand Team Australia at all.
Call me a hater, but I really can't stand Team Australia at all.
When the tarot reader was right but I’m too stubborn to acknowledge it
a woman is screaming in a black and white photo with the words `` internally screaming '' .
ALT: a woman is screaming in a black and white photo with the words `` internally screaming '' .
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October 29, 2025 at 11:24 PM
When the tarot reader was right but I’m too stubborn to acknowledge it
I don't know how well it would work, but lyrically, I at least need a Hozier and Oliva Dean collab to happen.
October 22, 2025 at 7:35 AM
I don't know how well it would work, but lyrically, I at least need a Hozier and Oliva Dean collab to happen.
I know. I know. It would totally be a bad idea to ask my spirit guides if I should text him.
… but I want to. 👉👈
… but I want to. 👉👈
October 16, 2025 at 5:30 AM
I know. I know. It would totally be a bad idea to ask my spirit guides if I should text him.
… but I want to. 👉👈
… but I want to. 👉👈
I don’t want to join the club of saying this — well, maybe just be an occasional visitor— but…
Men are trash. 🗑️
Men are trash. 🗑️
October 15, 2025 at 5:38 AM
I don’t want to join the club of saying this — well, maybe just be an occasional visitor— but…
Men are trash. 🗑️
Men are trash. 🗑️
When your bestie finally tried dating again after almost a decade… only for a loser man to epically ruin those first few baby steps
a black and white cartoon of mickey mouse reading a book on how to kill .
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October 15, 2025 at 5:36 AM
When your bestie finally tried dating again after almost a decade… only for a loser man to epically ruin those first few baby steps