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BornToLose
@borntolose.bsky.social
Professional idiot. In the process of relearning how to draw and to have love for myself. Content is NSFW.

SFW is @livingtowin.bsky.social
Discord: borntolose129
BUH
#fgo
August 4, 2025 at 6:51 AM
I don't care if Grok is Misa Amane-lookin' goon-bait, I'm not usin' it or giving Elon money
July 15, 2025 at 4:07 AM
Vcards arrived! Didn't pull the exact cards I was really hoping for, but I did get shiny basics of Liamu and Layna, rares of Numi and Juni, and an ultra Sinder!

Nano and Heavenly's cards go hard too, holyyy
#vcardtcg
March 4, 2025 at 11:18 PM
Been sorting through Next Fest demos in the horror genre to see if anything had substance.

Everything you see under "good demos?" is what I have yet to play and look like they would be good.

As for the ""good" demos :)" list, Lunar Eclipse is the only survivor amongst 20 demos.
February 27, 2025 at 10:12 PM
Cool website.

Love that paying accounts can spam ominous threats and disinformation continuously, yet a single comment from me in a 12 hour period is "over the limit".

I just want all the artists and content creators to jump ship and join Bluesky already, man.
February 21, 2025 at 6:14 PM
☺️happy the moose is doing better
February 10, 2025 at 12:39 AM
Shieldsaw go BRRRRR #doomthedarkages
January 23, 2025 at 7:13 PM
Bro, all I was trying to do is check and see what bot accounts followed then immediately unfollowed to siphon my account into their algo bs. What is THIS LMAO
January 7, 2025 at 5:30 AM
Still trying to get into the swing of things, but my tablet is kinda scuffed now (it was cheap, after all), and certainly can't afford a $1000 pro tablet

Seeking advice from artists who've bought XP-Pen tablets:
yay or nay on these models? I know some screen tabs are hit-and-miss.
January 1, 2025 at 6:29 PM
All four and a Fritz dupe on my first roll!
My F2P gacha luck knows no bounds! 😤
#azurlane
December 19, 2024 at 5:46 PM
Still trying to find the energy to work on anything substantial, but I quickly cooked up undergarment designs for some old kitsune OC's of mine
December 14, 2024 at 12:40 AM
Oh?
December 7, 2024 at 2:06 AM
Spotify wrapped, yo.

I listened to I The Breather a lot more than I thought I did, I guess lmao.
December 4, 2024 at 9:31 PM
Not Zentreya using my totally wholesome, not-sussy art for Mel's on-screen avatar LMAO
December 3, 2024 at 8:03 PM
Having a hard time just focusing and working away on my art right now.

Trying to sketch here and there, as well as routinely clean up blemishes on the NSFW piece, but I'm terrified that art block is already closing it's grip on me again.
December 2, 2024 at 7:51 PM
I started a SFW art and sharing account for peeps who wanna see more wholesome things!

I still intend to share previews of those things here, but full versions of SFW stuff will be there instead 👍
November 28, 2024 at 7:41 PM
I mean, she's still taking your soul. She's a lich after all, what did you expect?

You're not gonna' die or anything, but being contracted to do an unfathomable amount of the girls' dirty dishes for eternity and have this only once a year seems a bit of a ripoff.

#Frootloods #Mel34
November 28, 2024 at 12:55 AM
Having difficulty, just bouncing back and forth between projects, trying to stay motivated. Not ready to show progress on them yet, but I'm getting there!

I'm having a lot of fun working on adding extra detail to the alt piece to this, though! Detailing eyes gives me such a dopamine hit lmao.
November 27, 2024 at 2:46 AM
Working on something ambitious

Might be quiet for the next few days because I'm trying to lock in but depression and work might stun-lock me from getting this done anytime soon LMAO
November 21, 2024 at 8:46 PM
Been playing Raising The Bar Redux, and I gotta' say...

It has it's flaws, but I'm finding it WAY more enjoyable and fascinating than base Half Life 2. A criminal take, I know.
November 18, 2024 at 11:15 PM
Back to the Haruka piece now, messing with brush tools to achieve a manual gradient effect.

Much to learn, but liking the results so far! 🍀
November 16, 2024 at 12:21 AM
She's a LICH. Not a succubus! 💢...but she's okay with pretending to be one, just for a moment 🤭

#frootloods #mel34
November 15, 2024 at 5:26 PM
Working on alternate layers for...reasons 🥴
(reposting because woops wrong tag LMAO)
#frootloods
November 13, 2024 at 1:13 AM
Was still locked in on my NSFW piece but gave a couple moments to draw a moose.

I'm no good with words, but Haruka, you've given a LOT to the Vshojo community and your friends. Many of us struggle with loving ourselves the same as we do for others.
It's comforting to know we aren't alone.
#Harukart
November 9, 2024 at 7:50 AM
Little by little, playing with lights and shadows and liking the results :)
November 6, 2024 at 5:49 AM