God its been so long since I last opened bsky lol

For the time being i dont think im gonna change anything, im pretty busy with uni already, ill see if i can figure something out, its fine if i dont
this will be one of those posts that i send and close the window inmediately
if u read whatever this rant was, thank you
discord is i34nd1t dm whenever

and i dont wanna lie or pretend to like something either, the two extremes purposely cute, or gay suggestive stuff is just not what i like to do, and i want art to be my passion project not my income, but its what works the most on the site
make urself visible and then more people can start caring

idk really, ive always done things with the vage objective of doing the best i can
and i like the idea of the account being art only, i just kinda wish i could make that become something that people can care more about

i dont give public opinions on stuff i dont like making public memes sketches and i barely post, theres no reason for anyone to care about my account but the art, wich im thankful for, but thats all there is to it, and is that really all that i want it to be?

its nice to meet people and ive had a lot of joy interacting with most if not all, but at the same time i always feel so nervous when coming back to talk i cant even send a message, i cant even make a dm me if u want tweet or anything i just freeze up so why do i feel like i need to reach out

its not like i need to look for anything in twitter or bluesky, i know im lucky that i have multiple friend groups already and i know i dont really mix with the avrg twitter furry, so why do i always feel like i should be looking for more if im not gonna be a close friend to them anyways