forlorn diary girl
@bluewaterimmersion.bsky.social
Yako | she/her | 🏳️⚧️ | 🇵🇭->🇯🇵
just a college student working towards creative writing/game dev/lesbianism
dreaming of warmth and finding beauty in my emotions
should I call myself a poet?
just a college student working towards creative writing/game dev/lesbianism
dreaming of warmth and finding beauty in my emotions
should I call myself a poet?
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I write here for myself
You can think of this as my intimate diary
I know you all see me, but this is all just graffiti
let's just pretend you found this little book on the street
don't take it too seriously but
I hope it's amusing, and I hope it brings you warmth
my friends are here with me too
You can think of this as my intimate diary
I know you all see me, but this is all just graffiti
let's just pretend you found this little book on the street
don't take it too seriously but
I hope it's amusing, and I hope it brings you warmth
my friends are here with me too
after so many months,,, behold,,, my vacuum (pls play,,, for my research >3<)
y4k0.itch.io/vacuuming-th...
y4k0.itch.io/vacuuming-th...
Vacuuming (Research Project) by y4k0
First-Person Godot Game and Survey for my graduation project.
y4k0.itch.io
July 21, 2025 at 3:43 AM
after so many months,,, behold,,, my vacuum (pls play,,, for my research >3<)
y4k0.itch.io/vacuuming-th...
y4k0.itch.io/vacuuming-th...
i love speaking to myself through time and space so, here little future flower:
i am going to graduate, i am going to get a visa, i am going to get a job, i am going to spend eternity with my beloved amongst the stars.
i am going to graduate, i am going to get a visa, i am going to get a job, i am going to spend eternity with my beloved amongst the stars.
June 25, 2025 at 4:41 PM
i love speaking to myself through time and space so, here little future flower:
i am going to graduate, i am going to get a visa, i am going to get a job, i am going to spend eternity with my beloved amongst the stars.
i am going to graduate, i am going to get a visa, i am going to get a job, i am going to spend eternity with my beloved amongst the stars.
popping my head in here to see how everything's looking,,, oh,,, can that other site explode already so everyone's in one place again.....
June 25, 2025 at 8:45 AM
popping my head in here to see how everything's looking,,, oh,,, can that other site explode already so everyone's in one place again.....
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9. Mundaun
I'm constantly recommending this, but for good reason. It's an extraordinarily good survival horror with a hand-penciled artstyle, there's nothing quite like, it's underrated as hell folk horror set in a remote village in the Swiss Alps.
store.steampowered.com/app/720350/M...
I'm constantly recommending this, but for good reason. It's an extraordinarily good survival horror with a hand-penciled artstyle, there's nothing quite like, it's underrated as hell folk horror set in a remote village in the Swiss Alps.
store.steampowered.com/app/720350/M...
Save 60% on Mundaun on Steam
Mundaun is a lovingly hand-penciled horror tale set in a dark, secluded valley of The Alps. Explore various areas full of secrets to discover, survive hostile encounters, drive vehicles, fill your inv...
store.steampowered.com
March 14, 2025 at 1:55 AM
9. Mundaun
I'm constantly recommending this, but for good reason. It's an extraordinarily good survival horror with a hand-penciled artstyle, there's nothing quite like, it's underrated as hell folk horror set in a remote village in the Swiss Alps.
store.steampowered.com/app/720350/M...
I'm constantly recommending this, but for good reason. It's an extraordinarily good survival horror with a hand-penciled artstyle, there's nothing quite like, it's underrated as hell folk horror set in a remote village in the Swiss Alps.
store.steampowered.com/app/720350/M...
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8. Selaco
Currently in Early Access and already one of the best quakensteins, Selaco is incredible. It is a more tactical experience than your typical Retro FPS, the enemy AI is aggressive and will push you to move and improvise, it just hits different.
store.steampowered.com/app/1592280/...
Currently in Early Access and already one of the best quakensteins, Selaco is incredible. It is a more tactical experience than your typical Retro FPS, the enemy AI is aggressive and will push you to move and improvise, it just hits different.
store.steampowered.com/app/1592280/...
Save 30% on Selaco on Steam
Selaco is a brand new original shooter inspired by classics, featuring thrilling action set pieces, destructibility, smart enemies and a fleshed out story taking place within an immersive game world.
store.steampowered.com
March 13, 2025 at 9:11 PM
8. Selaco
Currently in Early Access and already one of the best quakensteins, Selaco is incredible. It is a more tactical experience than your typical Retro FPS, the enemy AI is aggressive and will push you to move and improvise, it just hits different.
store.steampowered.com/app/1592280/...
Currently in Early Access and already one of the best quakensteins, Selaco is incredible. It is a more tactical experience than your typical Retro FPS, the enemy AI is aggressive and will push you to move and improvise, it just hits different.
store.steampowered.com/app/1592280/...
I'm glad you're alive <3
March 13, 2025 at 12:15 PM
I'm glad you're alive <3
meow meow ^3^ i wont be using here here very much but i just wanted to leave a note for future me / anyone else who stumbles upon this place
haiiiii :333 u deserve to be happy !!
yes i am aware of the irony of this tone ^3^ it's delicious
haiiiii :333 u deserve to be happy !!
yes i am aware of the irony of this tone ^3^ it's delicious
March 13, 2025 at 12:14 PM
meow meow ^3^ i wont be using here here very much but i just wanted to leave a note for future me / anyone else who stumbles upon this place
haiiiii :333 u deserve to be happy !!
yes i am aware of the irony of this tone ^3^ it's delicious
haiiiii :333 u deserve to be happy !!
yes i am aware of the irony of this tone ^3^ it's delicious
I come from a place where I was already broken; there was nowhere to go but up.
I'm enjoying the view now that I can see the sky and breathe. Each day feels like a dream - some unremarkable but always better than where I came from.
I'm enjoying the view now that I can see the sky and breathe. Each day feels like a dream - some unremarkable but always better than where I came from.
February 25, 2025 at 8:45 AM
I come from a place where I was already broken; there was nowhere to go but up.
I'm enjoying the view now that I can see the sky and breathe. Each day feels like a dream - some unremarkable but always better than where I came from.
I'm enjoying the view now that I can see the sky and breathe. Each day feels like a dream - some unremarkable but always better than where I came from.
i feel cathartic now from yesterday, but also a dull bitterness from how my country's history is being literally rewritten and censored because that human garbage son of a dictator got elected
February 25, 2025 at 5:15 AM
i feel cathartic now from yesterday, but also a dull bitterness from how my country's history is being literally rewritten and censored because that human garbage son of a dictator got elected
I feel loved
February 24, 2025 at 1:39 PM
I feel loved
my heart feels so warm
February 24, 2025 at 1:05 PM
my heart feels so warm
I was born to sing the blues...
I dream in black and white - see it all through Laser Eyes..
before I go.. before I go...
I'll see it all through Laser Eyes
I'll see it all through Laser Eyes
I'll see it all through Laser Eyes
I'll see it all through Laser Eyes
I dream in black and white - see it all through Laser Eyes..
before I go.. before I go...
I'll see it all through Laser Eyes
I'll see it all through Laser Eyes
I'll see it all through Laser Eyes
I'll see it all through Laser Eyes
February 24, 2025 at 3:30 AM
I was born to sing the blues...
I dream in black and white - see it all through Laser Eyes..
before I go.. before I go...
I'll see it all through Laser Eyes
I'll see it all through Laser Eyes
I'll see it all through Laser Eyes
I'll see it all through Laser Eyes
I dream in black and white - see it all through Laser Eyes..
before I go.. before I go...
I'll see it all through Laser Eyes
I'll see it all through Laser Eyes
I'll see it all through Laser Eyes
I'll see it all through Laser Eyes
Again I find myself speaking through different tongues, different fragments of myself spread across time.
I hold them all close to my heart, because they all need/needed/will need love.
Gratitude for every self and broken piece of mirror.
I hold them all close to my heart, because they all need/needed/will need love.
Gratitude for every self and broken piece of mirror.
February 23, 2025 at 10:18 AM
Again I find myself speaking through different tongues, different fragments of myself spread across time.
I hold them all close to my heart, because they all need/needed/will need love.
Gratitude for every self and broken piece of mirror.
I hold them all close to my heart, because they all need/needed/will need love.
Gratitude for every self and broken piece of mirror.
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slowly, eventually, I will reach my pool of serenity
warm water and ripples from fountainheads
i will be free, i will bathe in the minerals of the earth and connect my consciousness to the heartbeat of the universe
warm water and ripples from fountainheads
i will be free, i will bathe in the minerals of the earth and connect my consciousness to the heartbeat of the universe
January 20, 2025 at 4:55 AM
slowly, eventually, I will reach my pool of serenity
warm water and ripples from fountainheads
i will be free, i will bathe in the minerals of the earth and connect my consciousness to the heartbeat of the universe
warm water and ripples from fountainheads
i will be free, i will bathe in the minerals of the earth and connect my consciousness to the heartbeat of the universe
this platform rlly does feel like it doesn't have much juice
February 22, 2025 at 1:58 AM
this platform rlly does feel like it doesn't have much juice
bestfriend drew us and it made me cry like 5 times it's so heartwarming how they see me
February 19, 2025 at 11:35 AM
bestfriend drew us and it made me cry like 5 times it's so heartwarming how they see me
i think this is good. i should tap into my real life more, just for this week. bye for now
February 11, 2025 at 8:22 AM
i think this is good. i should tap into my real life more, just for this week. bye for now
ah,, im glad im taking a break from being online - this is good for my psyche, i have to remember i still exist in real life
February 11, 2025 at 12:33 AM
ah,, im glad im taking a break from being online - this is good for my psyche, i have to remember i still exist in real life
ah goodmorning sunlight mood stabilization
February 10, 2025 at 6:23 AM
ah goodmorning sunlight mood stabilization
i forgot how it felt like.. it's torture to my mind.. i cant .. i csnt fucking breathe
February 9, 2025 at 8:25 PM
i forgot how it felt like.. it's torture to my mind.. i cant .. i csnt fucking breathe
I cry again now; seeing your face brought no emotion, but the way you looked at me..... I haven't felt that in so long. I don't think I've ever felt that from anyone but you.
I hope one day that changes.
I hope one day that changes.
February 9, 2025 at 8:23 PM
I cry again now; seeing your face brought no emotion, but the way you looked at me..... I haven't felt that in so long. I don't think I've ever felt that from anyone but you.
I hope one day that changes.
I hope one day that changes.
...still a bit surprised at how "normal" I look in this photo
February 9, 2025 at 7:13 PM
...still a bit surprised at how "normal" I look in this photo
im actually a really bubbly person irl if u can even believe that lolol
February 9, 2025 at 7:57 AM
im actually a really bubbly person irl if u can even believe that lolol
so eager to share myself with the world; I wonder why?
(I know why)
(I know why)
February 9, 2025 at 4:32 AM
so eager to share myself with the world; I wonder why?
(I know why)
(I know why)
I think stretch marks are so beautiful
lovely lines of lightning-stricken change
lovely lines of lightning-stricken change
February 9, 2025 at 3:42 AM
I think stretch marks are so beautiful
lovely lines of lightning-stricken change
lovely lines of lightning-stricken change