Blepleb
@blepleb.bsky.social
17 year old artist.
autistic/adhd/ocd
i like spamton a lot
other than that i mostly post about my ocs and random things on my mind
#art #spamton #shitpost #fandom #digitalart
autistic/adhd/ocd
i like spamton a lot
other than that i mostly post about my ocs and random things on my mind
#art #spamton #shitpost #fandom #digitalart
HOW DO YOU INPUT CUSTOM SAMPLES LIKE THE JEVIL SOUND I NEED THIS TO MAKE REMIXES NOOOWOWW!!! HELP
November 28, 2025 at 5:11 PM
HOW DO YOU INPUT CUSTOM SAMPLES LIKE THE JEVIL SOUND I NEED THIS TO MAKE REMIXES NOOOWOWW!!! HELP
HOW TO
ROBOT DESIGN
HOW DOES IT WORK
I TRIED LOOKING UP PICTURES OF SKINLESS ANIMATRONICS BUT IT DIDNT HELP THAT MUCH
I LIKE IT A LOT !!!
ROBOT DESIGN
HOW DOES IT WORK
I TRIED LOOKING UP PICTURES OF SKINLESS ANIMATRONICS BUT IT DIDNT HELP THAT MUCH
I LIKE IT A LOT !!!
November 28, 2025 at 12:26 AM
HOW TO
ROBOT DESIGN
HOW DOES IT WORK
I TRIED LOOKING UP PICTURES OF SKINLESS ANIMATRONICS BUT IT DIDNT HELP THAT MUCH
I LIKE IT A LOT !!!
ROBOT DESIGN
HOW DOES IT WORK
I TRIED LOOKING UP PICTURES OF SKINLESS ANIMATRONICS BUT IT DIDNT HELP THAT MUCH
I LIKE IT A LOT !!!
now im imagining him stabbing you while also being like ''HELP'' like he's actively distressed that he's killing you but he's still doing it for some reason
November 27, 2025 at 6:59 PM
now im imagining him stabbing you while also being like ''HELP'' like he's actively distressed that he's killing you but he's still doing it for some reason
he gets a small home/room thing
the front is basically just his shop but made to be an actual shop with his own bedroom in the back
overall, he just finally gets his basic needs met and finally gets the stability/privacy/support that he was missing back then
the front is basically just his shop but made to be an actual shop with his own bedroom in the back
overall, he just finally gets his basic needs met and finally gets the stability/privacy/support that he was missing back then
November 27, 2025 at 3:45 PM
he gets a small home/room thing
the front is basically just his shop but made to be an actual shop with his own bedroom in the back
overall, he just finally gets his basic needs met and finally gets the stability/privacy/support that he was missing back then
the front is basically just his shop but made to be an actual shop with his own bedroom in the back
overall, he just finally gets his basic needs met and finally gets the stability/privacy/support that he was missing back then
i imagine that someday he gets introduced to castletown and has a whole recovery arc and everything
things don't go back to ''normal'' as in how it was before everything happened because. well. everything still happened. but he does have a few friends/a small support system and
things don't go back to ''normal'' as in how it was before everything happened because. well. everything still happened. but he does have a few friends/a small support system and
November 27, 2025 at 3:43 PM
i imagine that someday he gets introduced to castletown and has a whole recovery arc and everything
things don't go back to ''normal'' as in how it was before everything happened because. well. everything still happened. but he does have a few friends/a small support system and
things don't go back to ''normal'' as in how it was before everything happened because. well. everything still happened. but he does have a few friends/a small support system and
& i get kind of annoyed when characters like that always end up finding something they're really good at to ''justify'' them not meeting societies expectations
November 27, 2025 at 3:11 PM
& i get kind of annoyed when characters like that always end up finding something they're really good at to ''justify'' them not meeting societies expectations
im really hoping he gets a happy ending one day because it's just sad i get depressed when i think about it for too long
and also because. i kinda really relate to him being a complete 'failure' by any expectations as someone who is neurodivergent/mentally ill/formerly ''gifted'' in school/art
and also because. i kinda really relate to him being a complete 'failure' by any expectations as someone who is neurodivergent/mentally ill/formerly ''gifted'' in school/art
November 27, 2025 at 3:11 PM
im really hoping he gets a happy ending one day because it's just sad i get depressed when i think about it for too long
and also because. i kinda really relate to him being a complete 'failure' by any expectations as someone who is neurodivergent/mentally ill/formerly ''gifted'' in school/art
and also because. i kinda really relate to him being a complete 'failure' by any expectations as someone who is neurodivergent/mentally ill/formerly ''gifted'' in school/art
so yeah. i can't really ever seem to hate spamton because he's just...he needs help, badly. and he never got it, and now that he's pretty much gone to the public eye, living in the literal garbage, he never gets it. jesus christ
November 27, 2025 at 3:09 PM
so yeah. i can't really ever seem to hate spamton because he's just...he needs help, badly. and he never got it, and now that he's pretty much gone to the public eye, living in the literal garbage, he never gets it. jesus christ
as a spectacle or live entertainment rather than a genuinely concerning thing because, unfortunately, that happens in real life. like. a lot, and it doesn't even have to be a public figure anymore
November 27, 2025 at 3:07 PM
as a spectacle or live entertainment rather than a genuinely concerning thing because, unfortunately, that happens in real life. like. a lot, and it doesn't even have to be a public figure anymore
checking once they just pretended that he doesn't exist i guess
and, given the fact that he was a public figure, i wouldn't be surprised if his spiral was exxasterbated by stuff like tabloid newspapers and people viewing his very clear signs of distress and declining mental health
and, given the fact that he was a public figure, i wouldn't be surprised if his spiral was exxasterbated by stuff like tabloid newspapers and people viewing his very clear signs of distress and declining mental health
November 27, 2025 at 3:06 PM
checking once they just pretended that he doesn't exist i guess
and, given the fact that he was a public figure, i wouldn't be surprised if his spiral was exxasterbated by stuff like tabloid newspapers and people viewing his very clear signs of distress and declining mental health
and, given the fact that he was a public figure, i wouldn't be surprised if his spiral was exxasterbated by stuff like tabloid newspapers and people viewing his very clear signs of distress and declining mental health
yeah
i feel like how he ends up in game is a result of him never getting the help that he very obviously needed. i feel like towards the end of his ''big shot'' era the addisons didn't know what to do so they just. fucking. left him until it was too late and he was already gone. and then after
i feel like how he ends up in game is a result of him never getting the help that he very obviously needed. i feel like towards the end of his ''big shot'' era the addisons didn't know what to do so they just. fucking. left him until it was too late and he was already gone. and then after
November 27, 2025 at 3:05 PM
yeah
i feel like how he ends up in game is a result of him never getting the help that he very obviously needed. i feel like towards the end of his ''big shot'' era the addisons didn't know what to do so they just. fucking. left him until it was too late and he was already gone. and then after
i feel like how he ends up in game is a result of him never getting the help that he very obviously needed. i feel like towards the end of his ''big shot'' era the addisons didn't know what to do so they just. fucking. left him until it was too late and he was already gone. and then after
i know, i know that it's physically impossible to take on all of the worlds problems mentally, let alone try to fix them
but i dont want to become apathetic either
but i dont want to become apathetic either
November 27, 2025 at 3:28 AM
i know, i know that it's physically impossible to take on all of the worlds problems mentally, let alone try to fix them
but i dont want to become apathetic either
but i dont want to become apathetic either
but i do need to learn how to cope well enough that it's not destroying me either
November 27, 2025 at 3:24 AM
but i do need to learn how to cope well enough that it's not destroying me either
i don't want to become a bystander, though. i'm fine dealing with more emotional pain if it means that i keep my drive to at least want to do something. even if i would be better off without that, i don't want to lose that part of myself
November 27, 2025 at 3:24 AM
i don't want to become a bystander, though. i'm fine dealing with more emotional pain if it means that i keep my drive to at least want to do something. even if i would be better off without that, i don't want to lose that part of myself
here to where we are now)
im really, really hoping i get to see a day where all of this is better. it doesn't have to be perfect, but god i just want people to try to be kinder and for us to be able to live comfortably. we all deserve that.
im really, really hoping i get to see a day where all of this is better. it doesn't have to be perfect, but god i just want people to try to be kinder and for us to be able to live comfortably. we all deserve that.
November 27, 2025 at 3:22 AM
here to where we are now)
im really, really hoping i get to see a day where all of this is better. it doesn't have to be perfect, but god i just want people to try to be kinder and for us to be able to live comfortably. we all deserve that.
im really, really hoping i get to see a day where all of this is better. it doesn't have to be perfect, but god i just want people to try to be kinder and for us to be able to live comfortably. we all deserve that.
i do just think that it's sad that that behavior is normal. it shouldn't *have* to be, right? it's not good for anyone to not be able to provide their basic needs without worrying that much about it. (this isn't aimed at millenials, it's aimed at everything that led to things getting there, and then
November 27, 2025 at 3:21 AM
i do just think that it's sad that that behavior is normal. it shouldn't *have* to be, right? it's not good for anyone to not be able to provide their basic needs without worrying that much about it. (this isn't aimed at millenials, it's aimed at everything that led to things getting there, and then
yeah
i feel like for a lot of gen z either the same or the opposite is happening. for me it would be the opposite, i've been told to stop caring about what i can't control but i don't think i *can* ''stop caring'', i just see more and more happen and i feel hopeless completely
i feel like for a lot of gen z either the same or the opposite is happening. for me it would be the opposite, i've been told to stop caring about what i can't control but i don't think i *can* ''stop caring'', i just see more and more happen and i feel hopeless completely
November 27, 2025 at 3:18 AM
yeah
i feel like for a lot of gen z either the same or the opposite is happening. for me it would be the opposite, i've been told to stop caring about what i can't control but i don't think i *can* ''stop caring'', i just see more and more happen and i feel hopeless completely
i feel like for a lot of gen z either the same or the opposite is happening. for me it would be the opposite, i've been told to stop caring about what i can't control but i don't think i *can* ''stop caring'', i just see more and more happen and i feel hopeless completely
he's calmed down a lot and is now letting me do fun stuff for the first time in a long time during my 17 years of living, but i'm not looking forward to what happens when ''it'' finally hits
November 27, 2025 at 3:15 AM
he's calmed down a lot and is now letting me do fun stuff for the first time in a long time during my 17 years of living, but i'm not looking forward to what happens when ''it'' finally hits
yeah
it just sucks because i spent half my life having my parents financial trauma passed down to me, made to feel like literally asking for *fruit*, or one new piece of clothing as ''costing too much'' until very recently
it just sucks because i spent half my life having my parents financial trauma passed down to me, made to feel like literally asking for *fruit*, or one new piece of clothing as ''costing too much'' until very recently
November 27, 2025 at 3:14 AM
yeah
it just sucks because i spent half my life having my parents financial trauma passed down to me, made to feel like literally asking for *fruit*, or one new piece of clothing as ''costing too much'' until very recently
it just sucks because i spent half my life having my parents financial trauma passed down to me, made to feel like literally asking for *fruit*, or one new piece of clothing as ''costing too much'' until very recently
just a little bit easier. also have been buying second hand instead of at retail stores for clothes and such
November 27, 2025 at 3:10 AM
just a little bit easier. also have been buying second hand instead of at retail stores for clothes and such
trying to. although, i don't have as much control as i'd like to because my dad seems oblivious to it despite me trying to communicate to him. i've been trying to find alternatives to christmas shopping to celebrate, for example. not a lot but its something. hopefully that will make the transition
November 27, 2025 at 3:09 AM
trying to. although, i don't have as much control as i'd like to because my dad seems oblivious to it despite me trying to communicate to him. i've been trying to find alternatives to christmas shopping to celebrate, for example. not a lot but its something. hopefully that will make the transition
yes, those were also bad, im sorry. but i don't think that invalidates the pain or trauma of our generation or the generation after either (gen alpha). right now we have an AI bubble, and right now we may also be on the verge of a depression. i'm *hoping* i'm wrong, but i don't have very much hope
November 27, 2025 at 3:04 AM
yes, those were also bad, im sorry. but i don't think that invalidates the pain or trauma of our generation or the generation after either (gen alpha). right now we have an AI bubble, and right now we may also be on the verge of a depression. i'm *hoping* i'm wrong, but i don't have very much hope
especially combined with the isolation that came from the pandemic and that is still going on afterwards, as well as social instability in the us. probably more to it, but i feel like all of those contributed.
November 27, 2025 at 3:01 AM
especially combined with the isolation that came from the pandemic and that is still going on afterwards, as well as social instability in the us. probably more to it, but i feel like all of those contributed.
and i dont think that the epidemic is the only reason, either. i do think that the internet had a part in it, when we're all exposed to everything happening all at once, often only the bad things, and if someone doesn't see any good in life then its understandable that they get angry or depressed
November 27, 2025 at 3:00 AM
and i dont think that the epidemic is the only reason, either. i do think that the internet had a part in it, when we're all exposed to everything happening all at once, often only the bad things, and if someone doesn't see any good in life then its understandable that they get angry or depressed