BlackCat117
@blackcat117art.bsky.social
My brain is messed up, and I grew up knowing that I'm not worth it
My greatest wish is to be small and for someone to buy me... Or not even buy me... Just grab me and choose me...
I'm so broken that I love the simple fact that they choose me... Doesn't matter the details
My greatest wish is to be small and for someone to buy me... Or not even buy me... Just grab me and choose me...
I'm so broken that I love the simple fact that they choose me... Doesn't matter the details
December 9, 2025 at 7:31 AM
My brain is messed up, and I grew up knowing that I'm not worth it
My greatest wish is to be small and for someone to buy me... Or not even buy me... Just grab me and choose me...
I'm so broken that I love the simple fact that they choose me... Doesn't matter the details
My greatest wish is to be small and for someone to buy me... Or not even buy me... Just grab me and choose me...
I'm so broken that I love the simple fact that they choose me... Doesn't matter the details
I have to say that December is always a time when I feel like I'm going to die. I've had some really bad childhood traumas, and I've never celebrated Christmas with my family
I'm going through a lot of thoughts in my head and it's a bad time to get to know me
I'm going through a lot of thoughts in my head and it's a bad time to get to know me
December 8, 2025 at 5:01 PM
I have to say that December is always a time when I feel like I'm going to die. I've had some really bad childhood traumas, and I've never celebrated Christmas with my family
I'm going through a lot of thoughts in my head and it's a bad time to get to know me
I'm going through a lot of thoughts in my head and it's a bad time to get to know me
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December 6, 2025 at 8:41 PM
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Even if you're a goth goat it wouldn't hurt to have your own customized lil holidays decor 🐐🔮❄️
December 6, 2025 at 6:59 PM
Even if you're a goth goat it wouldn't hurt to have your own customized lil holidays decor 🐐🔮❄️
I just had my first... Idk how to call it, need?...
I want there to be a macro as big as the galaxy and hug them
So enormous and huge... In space
I want there to be a macro as big as the galaxy and hug them
So enormous and huge... In space
December 5, 2025 at 12:39 AM
I just had my first... Idk how to call it, need?...
I want there to be a macro as big as the galaxy and hug them
So enormous and huge... In space
I want there to be a macro as big as the galaxy and hug them
So enormous and huge... In space
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🚨I'd like to update this 🚨
For Macro fetish artists, if you have less than 300 followers please post a example of your work below- I'd like to update this list of content creators for people.
go.bsky.app/5fnbZLM
For Macro fetish artists, if you have less than 300 followers please post a example of your work below- I'd like to update this list of content creators for people.
go.bsky.app/5fnbZLM
December 4, 2025 at 9:21 PM
🚨I'd like to update this 🚨
For Macro fetish artists, if you have less than 300 followers please post a example of your work below- I'd like to update this list of content creators for people.
go.bsky.app/5fnbZLM
For Macro fetish artists, if you have less than 300 followers please post a example of your work below- I'd like to update this list of content creators for people.
go.bsky.app/5fnbZLM
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Made a cool Evangelion style thingy
paulstarr.dev/eva/
paulstarr.dev/eva/
December 3, 2025 at 6:02 PM
Made a cool Evangelion style thingy
paulstarr.dev/eva/
paulstarr.dev/eva/
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P4wsized has stolen from not a few, but MOST of his clients.
Not just the quiet ones, but his closest orbiters and simps
And why don't you know about it? Because they actively hide it, the hope of getting that art one day is more important than anyone else.
Not just the quiet ones, but his closest orbiters and simps
And why don't you know about it? Because they actively hide it, the hope of getting that art one day is more important than anyone else.
December 3, 2025 at 12:40 PM
P4wsized has stolen from not a few, but MOST of his clients.
Not just the quiet ones, but his closest orbiters and simps
And why don't you know about it? Because they actively hide it, the hope of getting that art one day is more important than anyone else.
Not just the quiet ones, but his closest orbiters and simps
And why don't you know about it? Because they actively hide it, the hope of getting that art one day is more important than anyone else.
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Today I want to say something that I suppose everyone has heard before
People are afraid to talk
If you don't know, I need you to take some time and listen
There are people who can make you look like a bad person to hide is own, who bring out a bad side of you in order to distance you from friends
People are afraid to talk
If you don't know, I need you to take some time and listen
There are people who can make you look like a bad person to hide is own, who bring out a bad side of you in order to distance you from friends
December 1, 2025 at 4:32 PM
Today I want to say something that I suppose everyone has heard before
People are afraid to talk
If you don't know, I need you to take some time and listen
There are people who can make you look like a bad person to hide is own, who bring out a bad side of you in order to distance you from friends
People are afraid to talk
If you don't know, I need you to take some time and listen
There are people who can make you look like a bad person to hide is own, who bring out a bad side of you in order to distance you from friends
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I don't want others to be a victim of Paige and Kana's gaslighting and manipulations that ruin lives. Even if you haven't been a victim, I assure you someone you know has. You are hurting others by supporting them.
July 17, 2025 at 8:59 PM
I don't want others to be a victim of Paige and Kana's gaslighting and manipulations that ruin lives. Even if you haven't been a victim, I assure you someone you know has. You are hurting others by supporting them.
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These are not fringe cases, they build their communities around shallow favoritism and harassing people that speak up or are deemed detrimental to their ego. I've only felt comfortable to speak up recently as I've been involved with the community more.
July 17, 2025 at 8:58 PM
These are not fringe cases, they build their communities around shallow favoritism and harassing people that speak up or are deemed detrimental to their ego. I've only felt comfortable to speak up recently as I've been involved with the community more.
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I've been in the community on and off for over a decade, and I've seen my fare share of shallow and abusive individuals. The most egregious cases are Paige(P4wsized) and KanaTheBraixen, they've mentally abused and hurt those that I love and care for deeply.
July 17, 2025 at 8:58 PM
I've been in the community on and off for over a decade, and I've seen my fare share of shallow and abusive individuals. The most egregious cases are Paige(P4wsized) and KanaTheBraixen, they've mentally abused and hurt those that I love and care for deeply.
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Paige framing this as a boundary issue is insulting, not only because it's dishonest to the original point of discussion, but he would not be one to know boundaries.
He destroyed our friendship himself in many ways, like stalking me, and has the audacity to blame other people for daring to speak.
He destroyed our friendship himself in many ways, like stalking me, and has the audacity to blame other people for daring to speak.
I've been in the community on and off for over a decade, and I've seen my fare share of shallow and abusive individuals. The most egregious cases are Paige(P4wsized) and KanaTheBraixen, they've mentally abused and hurt those that I love and care for deeply.
July 18, 2025 at 3:41 AM
Paige framing this as a boundary issue is insulting, not only because it's dishonest to the original point of discussion, but he would not be one to know boundaries.
He destroyed our friendship himself in many ways, like stalking me, and has the audacity to blame other people for daring to speak.
He destroyed our friendship himself in many ways, like stalking me, and has the audacity to blame other people for daring to speak.
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He has to make shit up about how dizzymilki loved "being dommed' by me, that I was abusive (oh but he cried so he must be sincere), to dismiss us both as an evil cabal against him
as he ignores every mention of the real money he owes me
what a sweet bean, a real fucking cinnamon roll
as he ignores every mention of the real money he owes me
what a sweet bean, a real fucking cinnamon roll
November 11, 2025 at 7:42 PM
He has to make shit up about how dizzymilki loved "being dommed' by me, that I was abusive (oh but he cried so he must be sincere), to dismiss us both as an evil cabal against him
as he ignores every mention of the real money he owes me
what a sweet bean, a real fucking cinnamon roll
as he ignores every mention of the real money he owes me
what a sweet bean, a real fucking cinnamon roll
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Wasn't even a fucking month after an argument before he started smearing me too to everyone who would listen
He stole from me, and others
and all he had to do was threaten to lie about me being a transphobe in a public callout, say "he should just go away"
he gets free money AND sympathy, wow!
He stole from me, and others
and all he had to do was threaten to lie about me being a transphobe in a public callout, say "he should just go away"
he gets free money AND sympathy, wow!
November 11, 2025 at 7:15 PM
Wasn't even a fucking month after an argument before he started smearing me too to everyone who would listen
He stole from me, and others
and all he had to do was threaten to lie about me being a transphobe in a public callout, say "he should just go away"
he gets free money AND sympathy, wow!
He stole from me, and others
and all he had to do was threaten to lie about me being a transphobe in a public callout, say "he should just go away"
he gets free money AND sympathy, wow!
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I thank her for giving me insight of how shitty everyone in that group has become, especially JayJay, used to go by JayJayCholo and rebranded to JayJayBunny.
It’s the only reason why I became aware of why Paige refused to address any of this.
It’s the only reason why I became aware of why Paige refused to address any of this.
December 1, 2025 at 2:01 AM
I thank her for giving me insight of how shitty everyone in that group has become, especially JayJay, used to go by JayJayCholo and rebranded to JayJayBunny.
It’s the only reason why I became aware of why Paige refused to address any of this.
It’s the only reason why I became aware of why Paige refused to address any of this.
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and this time I’ll be the one to post these. To this day, the amount of pain and heartache I went through believing her, only to run back to Paige because she can’t get enough of his fucking paw art.
She’s one of his biggest supports by the way.
She’s one of his biggest supports by the way.
December 1, 2025 at 1:56 AM
and this time I’ll be the one to post these. To this day, the amount of pain and heartache I went through believing her, only to run back to Paige because she can’t get enough of his fucking paw art.
She’s one of his biggest supports by the way.
She’s one of his biggest supports by the way.
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To reiterate my last statement about how people only like Paige for his art and not because he’s a good friend:
Look at Salem, someone who gets constant Paige art despite having told me this in dms.
Why do you think Salem is friends with Paige, lol? Because the moment we called him out, he ran.
Look at Salem, someone who gets constant Paige art despite having told me this in dms.
Why do you think Salem is friends with Paige, lol? Because the moment we called him out, he ran.
December 1, 2025 at 1:30 AM
To reiterate my last statement about how people only like Paige for his art and not because he’s a good friend:
Look at Salem, someone who gets constant Paige art despite having told me this in dms.
Why do you think Salem is friends with Paige, lol? Because the moment we called him out, he ran.
Look at Salem, someone who gets constant Paige art despite having told me this in dms.
Why do you think Salem is friends with Paige, lol? Because the moment we called him out, he ran.
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I’ll never forgetthe voice call where Kana told me to message Paige, directly telling me “Nat is harassing Paige”… which ended up getting me involved in all of this too.
Only to find out that her “caring”
for his wellbeing was by actively saying how wrong Nat was to Paige.
Only to find out that her “caring”
for his wellbeing was by actively saying how wrong Nat was to Paige.
December 1, 2025 at 1:25 AM
I’ll never forgetthe voice call where Kana told me to message Paige, directly telling me “Nat is harassing Paige”… which ended up getting me involved in all of this too.
Only to find out that her “caring”
for his wellbeing was by actively saying how wrong Nat was to Paige.
Only to find out that her “caring”
for his wellbeing was by actively saying how wrong Nat was to Paige.
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You know what makes this worse? Is that he actively befriends people that simp for him, draws art for him, and encourages him to continue to behave like an asshole to those he has wronged in the past.
Yet you all villainize him the moment he makes active steps to remove people who constantly lie.
Yet you all villainize him the moment he makes active steps to remove people who constantly lie.
and years.
just to take hundreds of dollars from me and bury me so no one with enough history with him can ever point out what a two-faced stalking thief he is.
just to take hundreds of dollars from me and bury me so no one with enough history with him can ever point out what a two-faced stalking thief he is.
December 1, 2025 at 1:14 AM
You know what makes this worse? Is that he actively befriends people that simp for him, draws art for him, and encourages him to continue to behave like an asshole to those he has wronged in the past.
Yet you all villainize him the moment he makes active steps to remove people who constantly lie.
Yet you all villainize him the moment he makes active steps to remove people who constantly lie.
Today I want to say something that I suppose everyone has heard before
People are afraid to talk
If you don't know, I need you to take some time and listen
There are people who can make you look like a bad person to hide is own, who bring out a bad side of you in order to distance you from friends
People are afraid to talk
If you don't know, I need you to take some time and listen
There are people who can make you look like a bad person to hide is own, who bring out a bad side of you in order to distance you from friends
December 1, 2025 at 4:32 PM
Today I want to say something that I suppose everyone has heard before
People are afraid to talk
If you don't know, I need you to take some time and listen
There are people who can make you look like a bad person to hide is own, who bring out a bad side of you in order to distance you from friends
People are afraid to talk
If you don't know, I need you to take some time and listen
There are people who can make you look like a bad person to hide is own, who bring out a bad side of you in order to distance you from friends
So many things, emotions in my head
I'm burning alive...
But I'm here alive, I try to help but nothing works, I try to be a better friend but that doesn't work either
I think people doesn't want to be my friends
I'm burning alive...
But I'm here alive, I try to help but nothing works, I try to be a better friend but that doesn't work either
I think people doesn't want to be my friends
December 1, 2025 at 5:26 AM
So many things, emotions in my head
I'm burning alive...
But I'm here alive, I try to help but nothing works, I try to be a better friend but that doesn't work either
I think people doesn't want to be my friends
I'm burning alive...
But I'm here alive, I try to help but nothing works, I try to be a better friend but that doesn't work either
I think people doesn't want to be my friends
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PSA: please believe victims when they speak out
not naming any names but just cuz someone's art makes your dick hard doesn't mean they're the best person
villainizing victims makes it worse
thank you
not naming any names but just cuz someone's art makes your dick hard doesn't mean they're the best person
villainizing victims makes it worse
thank you
December 1, 2025 at 1:02 AM
PSA: please believe victims when they speak out
not naming any names but just cuz someone's art makes your dick hard doesn't mean they're the best person
villainizing victims makes it worse
thank you
not naming any names but just cuz someone's art makes your dick hard doesn't mean they're the best person
villainizing victims makes it worse
thank you