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@beetle-111.bsky.social
𓆣𓍊⊹ ࣪ 𓋼˖ 24 | 18+ mdni ˖𓋼 ࣪ ⊹ 𓍊𓆣
˖𓍊⊹ 5’3 | cgw: 140 | ugw: 123 ˖𓍊⊹
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˖𓋼 ࣪ ely
˖𓋼 ࣪ chronically anxious college dropout
˖𓋼 ࣪ not new to ed or ed spaces
˖𓋼 ࣪ 18+ mdni (20+ preferred)
˖𓋼 ࣪ non edsky dni
˖𓋼 ࣪ relapsed Again, don’t expect this account to last very long 🫠

#caterpillarsky #lemonwatersky #intro #triggering #tw
sorry for my Generational Crashout yesterday >_< i ran a few miles n ate below my cal limit n i lost 1.7 lbs… so i’m feeling better Lol

thanks to the ppl who were being nice :( <3
November 6, 2025 at 4:35 PM
i feel like i’ll never be skinny. i just don’t have the willpower and it’s pathetic. i will always just hover around the same weight for the rest of my miserable life
November 5, 2025 at 3:44 PM
i haven’t eaten below my cal limit in weeks :( haven’t been to the gym in a couple weeks either
November 5, 2025 at 3:43 PM
gained back up to 148.8
November 5, 2025 at 3:41 PM
mealprepping really is the way to do it
October 22, 2025 at 3:06 PM
i don’t even have enough time to exercise purge tomorrow so that’s cool
October 18, 2025 at 4:20 AM
Lol
October 18, 2025 at 4:19 AM
it’s been 5 days of eating over my cal limit so today i am promising myself that i will eat under my limit. i just wanna lose weight.
October 17, 2025 at 1:57 PM
man i have been eating so much these past couple days cuz i have to wake up so early to go to work and i feel so tired :(( getting bad sleep always makes me binge
October 16, 2025 at 3:16 PM
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October 16, 2025 at 3:12 PM
okay my period lasted only 1.5 days (???) and now that it’s done i have lost a pound. so yay ig
October 16, 2025 at 3:06 PM
i have a sugar addiction
October 15, 2025 at 11:35 PM
frooot… lalala lalala… (and coconut water)

216 cals
October 13, 2025 at 11:33 PM
ugh just saw the cutest girl EVERRR at the library :((( i wish i could look like her... she had such a cute bag n outfit on i'm so jealous. the rain is bringing all the cuties out
October 13, 2025 at 7:53 PM
just started my period. it all makes sense now
October 13, 2025 at 7:07 PM
breakfast (that i already ate most of by the time i took the photo lmao)

cardamom latte oh how i love you

216 cals
October 13, 2025 at 5:38 PM
uggghhh wanna go to th3rapy abt my ed but don’t wanna confess abt it… i’m not even skinny
October 13, 2025 at 12:39 AM
i had this cardamom latte from a local cafe a while back and i literally could not stop thinking abt it until i remembered I HAVE CARDAMOM!!!! I HAVE AN ESPRESSO MACHINE!!! 11/10 i'm on my second cardamom latte of the day
October 12, 2025 at 10:56 PM
1,235 today 🙏 ate pretty low volume tho so hoping i still lose tomorrow idk
October 12, 2025 at 2:48 AM
husband said he'd pick me up n take me home after he grabbed food n i was kinda hoping i'd have time to cook myself some lunch to break my fast but i might not have time cuz i have work soon .... # skinnayy
October 11, 2025 at 8:26 PM
my stomach kept growling n i was afraid ppl around me in the study area could hear it cuz it was so quiet ... so grabbed a 0 cal drinky from da vending machines n moved to an area w a little more bg noise to cover up the noises LOL
October 11, 2025 at 8:24 PM
my issue is that i fast and then once i finally eat i eat it so quickly that i don't even feel full once i'm done and i eat more!! so i'm gonna try n have more self control today, eat slowly w lots of sips of water in between 🙏
October 11, 2025 at 7:21 PM
🙏🕯️ today i will eat under my cal limit 💫✨ i will have self control at work 🪄🧚 i will lose a pound by tomorrow 🤲🕯️
October 11, 2025 at 3:29 PM
i haven’t consistently eaten under my cal limit in weeks n i’m acting all surprised that i’m back to 146
October 11, 2025 at 3:25 PM
saw this dress n instantly thought abt how fat i’d look in it :p love being triggered first thing in the morning
October 11, 2025 at 2:37 PM