There's so much riding on these funds, and it's just not enough to cover things when it finally does arrive.

I know times are hard for EVERYONE, but if you have the means to donate or share, I'd appreciate it immensely.

ko-fi.com/tinychaosmouse

I'm sure it's reality for many. I'm just hitting it for myself and getting out of my head to see it for what it is. So naturally I'm panicking. I'll figure out how to make it work, I hope at least.

Because I'm hitting the point of realizing how desperately poor I am living on disability and that reality is harsh and terrifying tbh. So of course I tried to fix it. Not that there's an easy fix. So now I'm reckoning with it and coming to terms. Which is hell too. I don't think I'm special on this

I'm trying to reevaluate and find that spark again. I still have games I want to make. I believe I will make more and get back to it. I just don't want to get stuck in the delusion that I'll somehow make money off this and be a stable freelancer. We're too disabled for that. I know why this happened

Or if you wanna help in more direct ways, here is also good ko-fi.com/dare2dream