ArchieSilverz
@archiesilverz.bsky.social
He/Him - 27 - Writer Sometimes - Streamer Rarely - proud to be gay and ashamed to be british. Wolf/Dragon hybrid thingy. Mostly just 1am ramblings and poetry here. 18+ 🏳️🌈
I wanna know what it's like to be a person. To have people who want to be involved and a part of my life. To hug a friend. To gain stability and capability for myself. To hold someone's hand. To create real stories from the universe of ideas in my mind.
November 22, 2025 at 1:20 AM
I wanna know what it's like to be a person. To have people who want to be involved and a part of my life. To hug a friend. To gain stability and capability for myself. To hold someone's hand. To create real stories from the universe of ideas in my mind.
I love myself, I really do. But fuck, I hate being me. I just wanna be like everyone else.
November 15, 2025 at 1:00 AM
I love myself, I really do. But fuck, I hate being me. I just wanna be like everyone else.
I'm a failure and a fuckup. But right now I just don't care. I should be panicking about how I'm gonna fix everything that's wrong with me, I should be hating myself for not trying harder, I should be crying until I can't anymore. But I'm just empty. Maybe tomorrow I'll wake up and be someone else.
November 13, 2025 at 1:07 AM
I'm a failure and a fuckup. But right now I just don't care. I should be panicking about how I'm gonna fix everything that's wrong with me, I should be hating myself for not trying harder, I should be crying until I can't anymore. But I'm just empty. Maybe tomorrow I'll wake up and be someone else.
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October 16, 2025 at 1:34 PM
So much wrong with my life, but I can't bring myself to care. I don't want to lose myself in apathy but when I try to feel things it's all just so cold. Loneliness is all I can feel now, but I don't want to be sad all the time. So I guess that means I don't get to feel anything. Just repress it all.
October 13, 2025 at 12:33 AM
So much wrong with my life, but I can't bring myself to care. I don't want to lose myself in apathy but when I try to feel things it's all just so cold. Loneliness is all I can feel now, but I don't want to be sad all the time. So I guess that means I don't get to feel anything. Just repress it all.
cold, cold heart adrift at sea
a bottled note that reads
"stay away from me"
because ice blocks the veins
freezing faster with the lies.
you offer no warmth,
only a chilling, ghostly touch.
the heart is sinking now,
too heavy to bear the waves,
I hope one day the bottle breaks,
blood finally free.
a bottled note that reads
"stay away from me"
because ice blocks the veins
freezing faster with the lies.
you offer no warmth,
only a chilling, ghostly touch.
the heart is sinking now,
too heavy to bear the waves,
I hope one day the bottle breaks,
blood finally free.
October 11, 2025 at 11:39 PM
cold, cold heart adrift at sea
a bottled note that reads
"stay away from me"
because ice blocks the veins
freezing faster with the lies.
you offer no warmth,
only a chilling, ghostly touch.
the heart is sinking now,
too heavy to bear the waves,
I hope one day the bottle breaks,
blood finally free.
a bottled note that reads
"stay away from me"
because ice blocks the veins
freezing faster with the lies.
you offer no warmth,
only a chilling, ghostly touch.
the heart is sinking now,
too heavy to bear the waves,
I hope one day the bottle breaks,
blood finally free.
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Flowers for Radon
Gift art for my friend @werelycanthrope.bsky.social . Inspired by a Silent Hill F poster I really liked online! #RodSharkArt
Gift art for my friend @werelycanthrope.bsky.social . Inspired by a Silent Hill F poster I really liked online! #RodSharkArt
October 5, 2025 at 8:10 PM
Flowers for Radon
Gift art for my friend @werelycanthrope.bsky.social . Inspired by a Silent Hill F poster I really liked online! #RodSharkArt
Gift art for my friend @werelycanthrope.bsky.social . Inspired by a Silent Hill F poster I really liked online! #RodSharkArt
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HAPPY OCTOBER
Wanna be Lucifer for Halloween? 😈
YCH for $35!
Wanna be Lucifer for Halloween? 😈
YCH for $35!
October 1, 2025 at 3:33 PM
HAPPY OCTOBER
Wanna be Lucifer for Halloween? 😈
YCH for $35!
Wanna be Lucifer for Halloween? 😈
YCH for $35!
What a wonderful, sleepless night to feel so empty inside. Yay.
September 27, 2025 at 11:59 PM
What a wonderful, sleepless night to feel so empty inside. Yay.
Why is it so easy to hurt me? How can I have such a thick skin and yet the silence in response to my attempts at reaching out is all it takes to break me for days. Its getting worse. Every time it hurts me more, because I should know better. No one cares, no one is here. I exist alone. Cool.
September 22, 2025 at 11:53 PM
Why is it so easy to hurt me? How can I have such a thick skin and yet the silence in response to my attempts at reaching out is all it takes to break me for days. Its getting worse. Every time it hurts me more, because I should know better. No one cares, no one is here. I exist alone. Cool.
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pink lil kobold is ready to fight!
September 18, 2025 at 4:15 PM
pink lil kobold is ready to fight!
Very overwhelming few days in terms of emotions, just feeling this chill in my heart like the loneliness is freezing me from the inside out. But then I think about a friend in trouble and my blood runs hot at the situation they're in and I wish I could do anything to help. Idk, I just want a hug.
September 17, 2025 at 1:48 PM
Very overwhelming few days in terms of emotions, just feeling this chill in my heart like the loneliness is freezing me from the inside out. But then I think about a friend in trouble and my blood runs hot at the situation they're in and I wish I could do anything to help. Idk, I just want a hug.
Counsellor just forgot we had an appointment today lol, which is fine I didn't really have much new to say anyway xD
September 16, 2025 at 10:50 AM
Counsellor just forgot we had an appointment today lol, which is fine I didn't really have much new to say anyway xD
I'm starting to feel ready to actually live life. I wanna spend time with friends, go travel to cool places, meet new people, try new things. I want to be comfortable letting myself open up to people and the world. I don't wanna be trapped and alone anymore. Just need to find the way.
September 13, 2025 at 12:39 AM
I'm starting to feel ready to actually live life. I wanna spend time with friends, go travel to cool places, meet new people, try new things. I want to be comfortable letting myself open up to people and the world. I don't wanna be trapped and alone anymore. Just need to find the way.
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i just wanted the raw song file for my morning alarm
upon finding that the singing and bell hits are separate files, creativity took over
upon finding that the singing and bell hits are separate files, creativity took over
September 10, 2025 at 2:22 PM
i just wanted the raw song file for my morning alarm
upon finding that the singing and bell hits are separate files, creativity took over
upon finding that the singing and bell hits are separate files, creativity took over
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Changing plans (because i think i won't have full inktober list otherwise)
Inktober will be a mix between commissions and Raffle
To commission me:
-Reach me in DM or complete the form: forms.gle/bDB6u1emQfgB...
To enter the raffle:
- Follow me
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Inktober will be a mix between commissions and Raffle
To commission me:
-Reach me in DM or complete the form: forms.gle/bDB6u1emQfgB...
To enter the raffle:
- Follow me
- RT this post
- Post your ref in comment (or in DM)
September 8, 2025 at 1:04 AM
Changing plans (because i think i won't have full inktober list otherwise)
Inktober will be a mix between commissions and Raffle
To commission me:
-Reach me in DM or complete the form: forms.gle/bDB6u1emQfgB...
To enter the raffle:
- Follow me
- RT this post
- Post your ref in comment (or in DM)
Inktober will be a mix between commissions and Raffle
To commission me:
-Reach me in DM or complete the form: forms.gle/bDB6u1emQfgB...
To enter the raffle:
- Follow me
- RT this post
- Post your ref in comment (or in DM)
My life is still a mess and I'm not making enough progress to fix it. But I'm gonna try and not let that depress me too much. I know I can't just turn that off, but I'm tried of spending day after day feeling miserable. I'm back in my self-gaslighting era, because everything is gonna be fine :3
September 4, 2025 at 12:12 PM
My life is still a mess and I'm not making enough progress to fix it. But I'm gonna try and not let that depress me too much. I know I can't just turn that off, but I'm tried of spending day after day feeling miserable. I'm back in my self-gaslighting era, because everything is gonna be fine :3
Hate dreaming about death. Never nice to start the day by imagining how it would feel to lose the few people I know. Let's just skip to tomorrow at this point.
September 2, 2025 at 8:56 AM
Hate dreaming about death. Never nice to start the day by imagining how it would feel to lose the few people I know. Let's just skip to tomorrow at this point.
Don't know how to solve this loneliness. I have very few people in my life, some might say they are here for me if I need them. But when I try to reach out, they just leave. They're not there. And that's every person I've tried to grow close to in my life. I don't know why I seem to repel people.
September 1, 2025 at 5:38 PM
Don't know how to solve this loneliness. I have very few people in my life, some might say they are here for me if I need them. But when I try to reach out, they just leave. They're not there. And that's every person I've tried to grow close to in my life. I don't know why I seem to repel people.
The discouraging comfort of giving up
Relief at the retreat into old hiding places
Letting go of the hope that burns so bright
Turning away from the next person who'll let you down
Bury myself in my arms, the only embrace I can reach
Relief at the retreat into old hiding places
Letting go of the hope that burns so bright
Turning away from the next person who'll let you down
Bury myself in my arms, the only embrace I can reach
August 31, 2025 at 12:33 PM
The discouraging comfort of giving up
Relief at the retreat into old hiding places
Letting go of the hope that burns so bright
Turning away from the next person who'll let you down
Bury myself in my arms, the only embrace I can reach
Relief at the retreat into old hiding places
Letting go of the hope that burns so bright
Turning away from the next person who'll let you down
Bury myself in my arms, the only embrace I can reach
Bad day nearly over, just need sleep. And maybe the last 10 years back. Or a fresh start. A handy guide to fixing one's life? How about a cure for my immense anxiety? Or just an off switch for my brain when its overthinking.
...I'll just settle for the sleep. Maybe a hug, but I don't wanna push it.
...I'll just settle for the sleep. Maybe a hug, but I don't wanna push it.
August 28, 2025 at 12:17 AM
Bad day nearly over, just need sleep. And maybe the last 10 years back. Or a fresh start. A handy guide to fixing one's life? How about a cure for my immense anxiety? Or just an off switch for my brain when its overthinking.
...I'll just settle for the sleep. Maybe a hug, but I don't wanna push it.
...I'll just settle for the sleep. Maybe a hug, but I don't wanna push it.
I think I'm quite emotionally and socially stunted after isolating myself from the world during some of the most important developmental years of my life. So now I don't know how to function in the world; I don't know how to talk to people, how to develop new skills, how to find employment,
August 27, 2025 at 2:43 PM
I think I'm quite emotionally and socially stunted after isolating myself from the world during some of the most important developmental years of my life. So now I don't know how to function in the world; I don't know how to talk to people, how to develop new skills, how to find employment,
Only been awake a few hours and already my family have me stressed out of my mind from just their sheer existence, can I just skip today?
August 27, 2025 at 11:19 AM
Only been awake a few hours and already my family have me stressed out of my mind from just their sheer existence, can I just skip today?
Maybe its just cus I've been sick and exhausted for nearly two weeks but I've reached the point in the cycle where i just blissfully do not care. Nothing's changed, still a fuck-up, but today I just can't be bothered to feel bad about it. Just gonna enjoy being detached for a lil while.
August 26, 2025 at 8:24 PM
Maybe its just cus I've been sick and exhausted for nearly two weeks but I've reached the point in the cycle where i just blissfully do not care. Nothing's changed, still a fuck-up, but today I just can't be bothered to feel bad about it. Just gonna enjoy being detached for a lil while.