Add in that this is all inherently tied into how successful you'reli likely to be as a streamer (one of many factors, to be fair) and it's absolutely draining.

Nah, you're fine~

🫂

Who the fuck knows at this point honestly

And like. I see so many people just... grow? And I don't get what they have that I don't lol

Yeah I spent like a grand on my VTuber model this year to get it made (thankfully a lot of that money came from streaming) so obviously I hate the idea of that becoming sunk cost but like, hecc.

It's slow at work today and that gives me brain plenty of time to think the frustrating thoughts, I guess 🙃

I hate feeling like I'm really good at streaming, at holding conversations throughout, at engaging people, etc, - all for it to basically have contributed to 0 real growth since like... 2020.

Thank you Katherine :)

Thank you, Atty! You'll still see plenty of me around the Discord!

Thank you!