alyokoru
@alyokoru.bsky.social
Slightly-more-private alt for when I want to do way too much complaining and unhinged posts. 18+ Only!!
Man I'm kinda at the point where I have little patience for people dunking on kinks they don't like even if it's something I'm not into lol 😭
I'm not particularly into cakeverse myself but if someone is, like. Who fucking cares. Who cares!! I'm glad they found some joy in this garbage world!!
I'm not particularly into cakeverse myself but if someone is, like. Who fucking cares. Who cares!! I'm glad they found some joy in this garbage world!!
December 8, 2025 at 4:20 AM
Man I'm kinda at the point where I have little patience for people dunking on kinks they don't like even if it's something I'm not into lol 😭
I'm not particularly into cakeverse myself but if someone is, like. Who fucking cares. Who cares!! I'm glad they found some joy in this garbage world!!
I'm not particularly into cakeverse myself but if someone is, like. Who fucking cares. Who cares!! I'm glad they found some joy in this garbage world!!
Ok, I think this alternate birth control pill has hands, my sex drive been kinda crazy lol
December 8, 2025 at 2:40 AM
Ok, I think this alternate birth control pill has hands, my sex drive been kinda crazy lol
I know sales would not be this consistent especially outside of the holiday season but making over $500 on Etsy in one week sure giving me the "I could be doing this instead" feeling again
December 5, 2025 at 8:13 PM
I know sales would not be this consistent especially outside of the holiday season but making over $500 on Etsy in one week sure giving me the "I could be doing this instead" feeling again
It's so cool that I learned I'm possibly at risk for Ovarian cancer due to my grandmother having it, so my gynecologist ordered a test, and my insurance is covering FUCKING NONE OF IT. I get financial assistance from the test lab due to qualifying, that's the only reason I'm not paying $1k lol
December 4, 2025 at 6:06 PM
It's so cool that I learned I'm possibly at risk for Ovarian cancer due to my grandmother having it, so my gynecologist ordered a test, and my insurance is covering FUCKING NONE OF IT. I get financial assistance from the test lab due to qualifying, that's the only reason I'm not paying $1k lol
I've always felt like a failure of a Tales fujoshi for not being into Yu/riFl/ynn that much, I think part of it is that I'm just not that into Fly/nn in general, and I was thinking abt why..and I'm just like. Is it seriously partially cuz he's blonde. I'm just not into blondes (w a few exceptions) 😭
December 3, 2025 at 4:11 PM
I've always felt like a failure of a Tales fujoshi for not being into Yu/riFl/ynn that much, I think part of it is that I'm just not that into Fly/nn in general, and I was thinking abt why..and I'm just like. Is it seriously partially cuz he's blonde. I'm just not into blondes (w a few exceptions) 😭
One of the worst parts of feeling anxious and sad is that I know other people don't want me to feel anxious and sad so when I post/talk about it I know I'm making other people sad seeing me like that which makes me feel even worse :(
December 3, 2025 at 3:37 AM
One of the worst parts of feeling anxious and sad is that I know other people don't want me to feel anxious and sad so when I post/talk about it I know I'm making other people sad seeing me like that which makes me feel even worse :(
Standing up for myself when I know it might negatively affect others or cause "drama" is so fucking hard for me lol
It always makes me so goddamn anxious and ohh I wouldn't be dealing with this fallout if I'd just stayed quiet and dealt with it...
But I really have to prioritize myself sometimes
It always makes me so goddamn anxious and ohh I wouldn't be dealing with this fallout if I'd just stayed quiet and dealt with it...
But I really have to prioritize myself sometimes
December 2, 2025 at 2:18 PM
Standing up for myself when I know it might negatively affect others or cause "drama" is so fucking hard for me lol
It always makes me so goddamn anxious and ohh I wouldn't be dealing with this fallout if I'd just stayed quiet and dealt with it...
But I really have to prioritize myself sometimes
It always makes me so goddamn anxious and ohh I wouldn't be dealing with this fallout if I'd just stayed quiet and dealt with it...
But I really have to prioritize myself sometimes
They didn't make me pee in a cup
Over a decade of going to this gynecologist and they've always made me pee in a cup
I downed my entire coffee before leaving so I'd have to pee
I got there only to be told "oh you don't have to unless you're concerned" but I had to PEE SO FUCKING BAD. FOR NOTHING
Over a decade of going to this gynecologist and they've always made me pee in a cup
I downed my entire coffee before leaving so I'd have to pee
I got there only to be told "oh you don't have to unless you're concerned" but I had to PEE SO FUCKING BAD. FOR NOTHING
At the gynecologist for my yearly checkup and I was due for my pap smear :( owie
December 1, 2025 at 9:58 PM
They didn't make me pee in a cup
Over a decade of going to this gynecologist and they've always made me pee in a cup
I downed my entire coffee before leaving so I'd have to pee
I got there only to be told "oh you don't have to unless you're concerned" but I had to PEE SO FUCKING BAD. FOR NOTHING
Over a decade of going to this gynecologist and they've always made me pee in a cup
I downed my entire coffee before leaving so I'd have to pee
I got there only to be told "oh you don't have to unless you're concerned" but I had to PEE SO FUCKING BAD. FOR NOTHING
At the gynecologist for my yearly checkup and I was due for my pap smear :( owie
December 1, 2025 at 6:37 PM
At the gynecologist for my yearly checkup and I was due for my pap smear :( owie
Things I did today:
-Bought a Switch 2
-Had sex
-Streamed making my merch orders
All in all, a good productive day LMFAO
-Bought a Switch 2
-Had sex
-Streamed making my merch orders
All in all, a good productive day LMFAO
November 28, 2025 at 11:13 PM
Things I did today:
-Bought a Switch 2
-Had sex
-Streamed making my merch orders
All in all, a good productive day LMFAO
-Bought a Switch 2
-Had sex
-Streamed making my merch orders
All in all, a good productive day LMFAO
I wonder...am I actually intimidating lol...
I don't think I am personally, but my husband pointed out I might be just cuz of my follower count...idk, I try to be friendly but it does feel like people are kinda keeping their distance sometimes...maybe it's my imagination...
I don't think I am personally, but my husband pointed out I might be just cuz of my follower count...idk, I try to be friendly but it does feel like people are kinda keeping their distance sometimes...maybe it's my imagination...
November 27, 2025 at 4:55 AM
I wonder...am I actually intimidating lol...
I don't think I am personally, but my husband pointed out I might be just cuz of my follower count...idk, I try to be friendly but it does feel like people are kinda keeping their distance sometimes...maybe it's my imagination...
I don't think I am personally, but my husband pointed out I might be just cuz of my follower count...idk, I try to be friendly but it does feel like people are kinda keeping their distance sometimes...maybe it's my imagination...
I'm planning to launch my Patreon early next year and nothing activates my imposter syndrome more tbh. When I ask ppl for advice and they say stuff like "I'd only sub if they had content I found worth it/want to learn from" my brain autocompletes "and that's not you" even if they don't mean that
November 25, 2025 at 7:42 AM
I'm planning to launch my Patreon early next year and nothing activates my imposter syndrome more tbh. When I ask ppl for advice and they say stuff like "I'd only sub if they had content I found worth it/want to learn from" my brain autocompletes "and that's not you" even if they don't mean that
I always feel like "that one friend that's too woke" having these thoughts but I do think the way some people treat 0megaverse stuff is kinda weird sometimes and I do kinda think it's because it's largely popular with women
November 25, 2025 at 1:16 AM
I always feel like "that one friend that's too woke" having these thoughts but I do think the way some people treat 0megaverse stuff is kinda weird sometimes and I do kinda think it's because it's largely popular with women
My company has done a Thanksgiving lunch potluck every year, even after people started working remote, they still held it for people who wanted to come in
They didn't do it this year though. They cancelled the Christmas party event too. Truly more and more soulless by the year over here
They didn't do it this year though. They cancelled the Christmas party event too. Truly more and more soulless by the year over here
November 24, 2025 at 2:17 PM
My company has done a Thanksgiving lunch potluck every year, even after people started working remote, they still held it for people who wanted to come in
They didn't do it this year though. They cancelled the Christmas party event too. Truly more and more soulless by the year over here
They didn't do it this year though. They cancelled the Christmas party event too. Truly more and more soulless by the year over here
Clocked in to work and there's already a fucking problem
November 21, 2025 at 1:22 PM
Clocked in to work and there's already a fucking problem
When I follow cool JP artists I'm still always somewhat shocked when they actually follow me back lmao don't look at me!!!
November 21, 2025 at 3:14 AM
When I follow cool JP artists I'm still always somewhat shocked when they actually follow me back lmao don't look at me!!!
My work loves to pull this really funny joke where they assign me way too many projects in one week, then be like "if you're overwhelmed ask for help!" and then when I tell them I'm overwhelmed and ask for help they give me "well, everyone else is busy and no one can help sorry :///"
November 20, 2025 at 6:10 PM
My work loves to pull this really funny joke where they assign me way too many projects in one week, then be like "if you're overwhelmed ask for help!" and then when I tell them I'm overwhelmed and ask for help they give me "well, everyone else is busy and no one can help sorry :///"
Still kinda reeling (positive) from someone randomly calling me one of their favorite artists in a reply last night I'm out here like...🥺👉👈 ME?? REALLY?? uwu
November 19, 2025 at 4:59 PM
Still kinda reeling (positive) from someone randomly calling me one of their favorite artists in a reply last night I'm out here like...🥺👉👈 ME?? REALLY?? uwu
Watching a trans YouTuber cover H*gwarts L*gacy and realizing that even from people who apparently like this game I haven't heard shit about the characters and story. No fan art no appreciation posts nothing. It looks so fucking bland lol
November 17, 2025 at 9:17 PM
Watching a trans YouTuber cover H*gwarts L*gacy and realizing that even from people who apparently like this game I haven't heard shit about the characters and story. No fan art no appreciation posts nothing. It looks so fucking bland lol
I think it sucks but if you asked me if I was currently happy in my day to day life I would have to say no, p much entirely because of my job, I just feel so incredibly unhappy and I can't quit so I don't really know what to do about that, I've been working to escape but it hasn't been fast enough
November 17, 2025 at 8:55 PM
I think it sucks but if you asked me if I was currently happy in my day to day life I would have to say no, p much entirely because of my job, I just feel so incredibly unhappy and I can't quit so I don't really know what to do about that, I've been working to escape but it hasn't been fast enough
Had a meeting about it...
They actually tried to threaten to lower my pay if I asked to move back lol. I told them that's bullshit. I pointed out the other guy in our department who's the same level as me and he's trained on all the same things I am, so there's literally no logic to that
They actually tried to threaten to lower my pay if I asked to move back lol. I told them that's bullshit. I pointed out the other guy in our department who's the same level as me and he's trained on all the same things I am, so there's literally no logic to that
Yep. They are trying to make me do it. I put my foot down and said pay me more or I'm requesting to move back. Fuck you.
I am so fucking pissed right now lol
I am so fucking pissed right now lol
November 17, 2025 at 4:35 PM
Had a meeting about it...
They actually tried to threaten to lower my pay if I asked to move back lol. I told them that's bullshit. I pointed out the other guy in our department who's the same level as me and he's trained on all the same things I am, so there's literally no logic to that
They actually tried to threaten to lower my pay if I asked to move back lol. I told them that's bullshit. I pointed out the other guy in our department who's the same level as me and he's trained on all the same things I am, so there's literally no logic to that
Making me directly talk to outside clients is basically my third rail at work. It's one of the biggest advantages of this job that I don't have to do customer service. But they've been slowly pushing me in that direction more and more and the instant they actually go there they're feeling my wrath
November 14, 2025 at 2:21 PM
Making me directly talk to outside clients is basically my third rail at work. It's one of the biggest advantages of this job that I don't have to do customer service. But they've been slowly pushing me in that direction more and more and the instant they actually go there they're feeling my wrath
I feel like such a jackass gassing myself up in job applications lmfao
I mean, not so much about my day job work, but when my online art work is relevant and I gotta say shit like "I have a following and high c0mmission demand 😏"
But if there's anywhere to gas yourself up like that IT'S A JOB APP
I mean, not so much about my day job work, but when my online art work is relevant and I gotta say shit like "I have a following and high c0mmission demand 😏"
But if there's anywhere to gas yourself up like that IT'S A JOB APP
November 13, 2025 at 3:28 PM
I feel like such a jackass gassing myself up in job applications lmfao
I mean, not so much about my day job work, but when my online art work is relevant and I gotta say shit like "I have a following and high c0mmission demand 😏"
But if there's anywhere to gas yourself up like that IT'S A JOB APP
I mean, not so much about my day job work, but when my online art work is relevant and I gotta say shit like "I have a following and high c0mmission demand 😏"
But if there's anywhere to gas yourself up like that IT'S A JOB APP
I gotta say, telling us that our company's health insurance policies are in the top 5% in the country is not very comforting when the state of health insurance in the entire country is currently garbage. Doesn't make it hurt our wallet less
November 12, 2025 at 8:22 PM
I gotta say, telling us that our company's health insurance policies are in the top 5% in the country is not very comforting when the state of health insurance in the entire country is currently garbage. Doesn't make it hurt our wallet less
Just found out someone from Twitter I do not want near me is on Bsky...tho luckily they haven't posted here in 6 months
But I'm afraid to block them because they'll be able to see it on Clearsky which more draw MORE attention to me lol...I just muted them for now but I hate it
But I'm afraid to block them because they'll be able to see it on Clearsky which more draw MORE attention to me lol...I just muted them for now but I hate it
November 10, 2025 at 10:48 PM
Just found out someone from Twitter I do not want near me is on Bsky...tho luckily they haven't posted here in 6 months
But I'm afraid to block them because they'll be able to see it on Clearsky which more draw MORE attention to me lol...I just muted them for now but I hate it
But I'm afraid to block them because they'll be able to see it on Clearsky which more draw MORE attention to me lol...I just muted them for now but I hate it