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alkalineBattery
@alkalidoe.bsky.social
Male anglerfish pet girlthing
Alkali Group(A - 🕊️, Sol - ☀️, Lucía - ✒️)
>20yo || MDNI || EN/ES || they/she/it
Drawer
Formerly SourDoe
...Just your average mentally ill maladjusted transfem
Pinned
I will make a silly doodle of anything you want as a gift for this month of December!

It's my way of being appreciative for being able to be around here. It's nice. There's people like me and I don't feel alienated.
I wanna give back through art what I've been given in the feeling of belonging
And I took that personally - 🕊️
It's called social media for a reason, fuckass. Either be social or don't use it. Simple as that.
You wanna cry, go do so in your journal. - ☀️
December 19, 2024 at 2:21 PM
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it's a little funny/silly that non plural ppl go "ohhh being a system would be so cool I would be less alone omg!!!"

you would be less alone true, but in truth, you'd also have to deal with migraines, involuntary switches, annoying co-consciousness, having people treat your plurality like a zoo 😭
December 16, 2024 at 6:18 PM
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girl that makes it all better and makes the all the bad things stop
December 10, 2024 at 2:00 PM
On that "I can't take this anymore" state where you feel like you're slowly melting away
There's no flashy fireworks here
It's just a sad pathetic sludge falling apart on its own from the weight of its own mistakes

I can't even ask for help anymore
I don't know what I'd ask help with
December 10, 2024 at 11:37 AM
How is it this hard to get into the hospital???
December 9, 2024 at 12:08 PM
Help this is too much character development in this small a timeframe
December 7, 2024 at 6:46 PM
For the last year or so I've only used makeup to give myself darker eye circles and tbh it feels great
If I'm not using makeup to enhance whatever the fuck appearance I actually want to go for, and I *want* to go for the shut in neet aesthetic, then what's the point?
December 7, 2024 at 10:00 AM
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Big and little sister arguing over which generation in the family the brains skipped because they both sent each other identical hypnosis files expecting to have a dumb drooling sister pet but both of them have ADHD and didn't listen to the whole thing
December 6, 2024 at 2:41 PM
It's such a hard concept to wrap our head around that people that don't know us aren't aware of what goes on in our life.
December 7, 2024 at 9:05 AM
I'm getting some character development trust me it's just all happening in the back
Also has something to do with a streak of self harm accountability but let's not worry about that
December 6, 2024 at 10:20 PM
I forgot that if I play a game for literal children and try to join a server about that game, said server would most likely be populated by literal children.
I fucking hate this

Why can't I be like the average transfem and be into tech
Kids aren't into tech anymore
December 5, 2024 at 10:47 AM
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I will make a silly doodle of anything you want as a gift for this month of December!

It's my way of being appreciative for being able to be around here. It's nice. There's people like me and I don't feel alienated.
I wanna give back through art what I've been given in the feeling of belonging
November 30, 2024 at 8:38 PM
Sorry life hasn't been particularly interesting lately
I've just sorta been surviving
Haven't sh'd
Haven't done any arts
HAVE cleared several pjsk master charts and avoided carpal tunnel for now

I'll give updates when I have interesting things to say
December 5, 2024 at 9:03 AM
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I want to set the record straight: If incest is just a porn category to you, a type of fucking that is especially hot to you, you are not my target audience. I am writing to explore the intersection between familial love and romance, lust, violence, horror, and so much more
December 4, 2024 at 10:56 PM
It's called social media for a reason, fuckass. Either be social or don't use it. Simple as that.
You wanna cry, go do so in your journal. - ☀️
December 4, 2024 at 7:14 AM
I need to find a discord server that isn't already a group of besties, a husk where everyone pretends that it's still active or a rotating cast of active users from a user count of >900

At this point I'd even settle for a simple trans server without a theme
Beggars can't be choosers
December 2, 2024 at 6:08 PM
I have commitment issues to even let a special interest become my entire personality
Not because I don't want to, I just can't get into anything enough to "be" that.
I've never been a fan
An enthusiast
A nerd for anything

And I'm still not
December 1, 2024 at 9:56 PM
It's sad girl sunday
December 1, 2024 at 4:32 PM
I will make a silly doodle of anything you want as a gift for this month of December!

It's my way of being appreciative for being able to be around here. It's nice. There's people like me and I don't feel alienated.
I wanna give back through art what I've been given in the feeling of belonging
November 30, 2024 at 8:38 PM
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Smile.

I know that life can be hard.

Smile.

I know that you are scarred.

Smile.

Just set that girl free.

Smile.

That beautiful girl, that I know that you will be.

💜
November 30, 2024 at 7:48 PM
Sometimes being in an echo chamber is good because it feels nice to not be bombarded by "you and and everything you stand for is wrong and you should die because of it" at every single interaction and instead just get told "yea actually my little sis is pretty cute when she's sleepy too :3"
November 30, 2024 at 12:43 PM
Damn people were right
Seeing other people be happy with their SOs when you're alone really does fucking suck - 🕊️
November 29, 2024 at 8:11 PM
I'm terrified at the idea that "being poly" was just a cope and I actually can't feel attracted to anyone else anymore after That Singular Time That No Longer Is

There was The One once and I fucked it up and now I just gotta deal with a life of never being able to get close to anyone again - 🕊️
November 29, 2024 at 6:56 PM