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Autistic, internalized ?PD, cPTSD, DDNOS - advocate |
non-binary w, reconnecting Lakota descendant & cancer fighter.
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“All time is borrowed, most is wasted”
Mythopoeic Multimedia Literary Artist / Author
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Autistic, internalized ?PD, cPTSD, DDNOS - advocate |
non-binary w, reconnecting Lakota descendant & cancer fighter.
Gaza family: I can’t donate yet 💔
“All time is borrowed, most is wasted”
Mythopoeic Multimedia Literary Artist / Author
🔥🐦🔥🔥&🪞
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Take best care of yourselves.
With 💚 and gratitude,
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Not believing shame and then spiraling head first into unstoppable ideation regarding this… is just about the most challenging instance of it in my entire life.
The 1 thing that’s working is just disbelieving it’s possible because I’m not important. Otherwise I can’t reconcile it.
Dissociating.
The 1 thing that’s working is just disbelieving it’s possible because I’m not important. Otherwise I can’t reconcile it.
Dissociating.
December 1, 2025 at 1:21 PM
Not believing shame and then spiraling head first into unstoppable ideation regarding this… is just about the most challenging instance of it in my entire life.
The 1 thing that’s working is just disbelieving it’s possible because I’m not important. Otherwise I can’t reconcile it.
Dissociating.
The 1 thing that’s working is just disbelieving it’s possible because I’m not important. Otherwise I can’t reconcile it.
Dissociating.
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Does anyone want to start an online TTRPG with me? I have never played, so I don't feel comfortable being a DM, but I'd really like to experience one game before my health takes even that away from me.
December 1, 2025 at 1:03 PM
Does anyone want to start an online TTRPG with me? I have never played, so I don't feel comfortable being a DM, but I'd really like to experience one game before my health takes even that away from me.
My god…
I did this. I couldn’t stop loving you…
But loving me is what caused all of this for you. You thought I couldn’t love the real you, that you’d have to hide as long as you could but still lose me one day. So everything slowly fell apart. Then, cruelty in the end to push me away, even
I did this. I couldn’t stop loving you…
But loving me is what caused all of this for you. You thought I couldn’t love the real you, that you’d have to hide as long as you could but still lose me one day. So everything slowly fell apart. Then, cruelty in the end to push me away, even
December 1, 2025 at 12:51 PM
My god…
I did this. I couldn’t stop loving you…
But loving me is what caused all of this for you. You thought I couldn’t love the real you, that you’d have to hide as long as you could but still lose me one day. So everything slowly fell apart. Then, cruelty in the end to push me away, even
I did this. I couldn’t stop loving you…
But loving me is what caused all of this for you. You thought I couldn’t love the real you, that you’d have to hide as long as you could but still lose me one day. So everything slowly fell apart. Then, cruelty in the end to push me away, even
“I love her
but I cannot bear what she sees in me.”
/
but I cannot bear what she sees in me.”
/
December 1, 2025 at 12:15 PM
“I love her
but I cannot bear what she sees in me.”
/
but I cannot bear what she sees in me.”
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Hi all,
I'm going to need some help making sure I can make rent next month. My progress is still going slowly and my ability to work is still not great, so I'm concerned about making ends meet as winter approaches. We appreciate any and all help! Thank you all!
#helpsky
gofund.me/a0978348
I'm going to need some help making sure I can make rent next month. My progress is still going slowly and my ability to work is still not great, so I'm concerned about making ends meet as winter approaches. We appreciate any and all help! Thank you all!
#helpsky
gofund.me/a0978348
November 30, 2025 at 11:37 PM
Hi all,
I'm going to need some help making sure I can make rent next month. My progress is still going slowly and my ability to work is still not great, so I'm concerned about making ends meet as winter approaches. We appreciate any and all help! Thank you all!
#helpsky
gofund.me/a0978348
I'm going to need some help making sure I can make rent next month. My progress is still going slowly and my ability to work is still not great, so I'm concerned about making ends meet as winter approaches. We appreciate any and all help! Thank you all!
#helpsky
gofund.me/a0978348
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It’s supposed to be that the iPhone’s price is normal, but what’s not normal is that we used to buy flour for the price of an iPhone and still not get full… You start feeling like money has no value, and life has no value either
One can’t even comprehend what they’ve lived through, nor understand how the days passed. The price of the iPhone everyone finds expensive…
November 30, 2025 at 10:22 PM
It’s supposed to be that the iPhone’s price is normal, but what’s not normal is that we used to buy flour for the price of an iPhone and still not get full… You start feeling like money has no value, and life has no value either
Important to note that internalized ableism can also tell us,
“Other people can be disabled and they are valid. But not me, I’m not valid. I’m just a poor excuse of a person. I must push myself beyond capacity. I don’t deserve understanding or accommodation.”
Don’t listen to that. Shame is a liar.
“Other people can be disabled and they are valid. But not me, I’m not valid. I’m just a poor excuse of a person. I must push myself beyond capacity. I don’t deserve understanding or accommodation.”
Don’t listen to that. Shame is a liar.
Disability isn’t a bad word.
There’s nothing wrong with being disabled.
There’s nothing wrong with identifying as disabled.
Ableism teaches us that we have to hide our disabilities.
Self acceptance means we stop hiding.
We won’t go gently for the comfort of others.
There’s nothing wrong with being disabled.
There’s nothing wrong with identifying as disabled.
Ableism teaches us that we have to hide our disabilities.
Self acceptance means we stop hiding.
We won’t go gently for the comfort of others.
December 1, 2025 at 9:25 AM
Important to note that internalized ableism can also tell us,
“Other people can be disabled and they are valid. But not me, I’m not valid. I’m just a poor excuse of a person. I must push myself beyond capacity. I don’t deserve understanding or accommodation.”
Don’t listen to that. Shame is a liar.
“Other people can be disabled and they are valid. But not me, I’m not valid. I’m just a poor excuse of a person. I must push myself beyond capacity. I don’t deserve understanding or accommodation.”
Don’t listen to that. Shame is a liar.
Could anyone who has moved to #Blacksky please explain how I switch servers when logging into this app after doing so? I’m not sure I understand.
Or, for now, would I only use my browser when logging back in and post from there?
Or, for now, would I only use my browser when logging back in and post from there?
December 1, 2025 at 9:18 AM
Could anyone who has moved to #Blacksky please explain how I switch servers when logging into this app after doing so? I’m not sure I understand.
Or, for now, would I only use my browser when logging back in and post from there?
Or, for now, would I only use my browser when logging back in and post from there?
I really have to go to work today, especially with rent due, or we will slip into,
“all possibility of moving near family before dying is completely impossible, you are stuck in Baltimore and will become homeless again due to cancer” but my headaches are getting worse.
And this one just hit.
“all possibility of moving near family before dying is completely impossible, you are stuck in Baltimore and will become homeless again due to cancer” but my headaches are getting worse.
And this one just hit.
December 1, 2025 at 9:14 AM
I really have to go to work today, especially with rent due, or we will slip into,
“all possibility of moving near family before dying is completely impossible, you are stuck in Baltimore and will become homeless again due to cancer” but my headaches are getting worse.
And this one just hit.
“all possibility of moving near family before dying is completely impossible, you are stuck in Baltimore and will become homeless again due to cancer” but my headaches are getting worse.
And this one just hit.
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downloading mods to make a new character like this image isn't just me
December 1, 2025 at 1:17 AM
downloading mods to make a new character like this image isn't just me
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Intrusive thoughts of, “Just end it if you can find a way. Just end it, the pain is too much. Everyone will understand since you have as much physical suffering now as the emotional agony. Just go.” swirling between each flicker of distraction no matter what I do atp, are fully exhausting.
December 1, 2025 at 3:35 AM
Intrusive thoughts of, “Just end it if you can find a way. Just end it, the pain is too much. Everyone will understand since you have as much physical suffering now as the emotional agony. Just go.” swirling between each flicker of distraction no matter what I do atp, are fully exhausting.
In an effort to retreat from negotiating with my demons for a breath, I’ll watch the new Dracula.
Yeah, I’m a die-hard fan of the over-the-top style in the 90s take on this, sure. Gary made the most of charisma, etc.
But after reading a review, I’ll give it a try.
Yeah, I’m a die-hard fan of the over-the-top style in the 90s take on this, sure. Gary made the most of charisma, etc.
But after reading a review, I’ll give it a try.
a man wearing a top hat and tie looks at the camera
Alt: 2025 Dracula, he’s looking at whom I expect to be the Mina character for the first time, recognizing her in the story as the reincarnation of the woman he’s longed for and grieved for centuries. I’m about 99% sure that’s what this is supposed to be in this scene.
Of course it’s kinda hard to convey the impossibility of immortality or recognizing a reincarnated lost love vs accept the loss of someone you loved most in your life, but you have to suspend disbelief in all that and follow the lore to get the impact of the story.
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December 1, 2025 at 2:00 AM
In an effort to retreat from negotiating with my demons for a breath, I’ll watch the new Dracula.
Yeah, I’m a die-hard fan of the over-the-top style in the 90s take on this, sure. Gary made the most of charisma, etc.
But after reading a review, I’ll give it a try.
Yeah, I’m a die-hard fan of the over-the-top style in the 90s take on this, sure. Gary made the most of charisma, etc.
But after reading a review, I’ll give it a try.
it is your signature.. #for #foryou #motivation #inspiration #signature
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December 1, 2025 at 1:37 AM
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Receipts for LakotaScam giving white people permission to call him r*dskin. He even owned one of their shirts.
December 1, 2025 at 1:28 AM
Receipts for LakotaScam giving white people permission to call him r*dskin. He even owned one of their shirts.
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All the Natives when someone who follows Lakotaman1 is like "but I learned so much from him" and it's like "ok, what do you THINK you learned so I can correct that information and correct course here".
a man in a purple sweater is sitting in front of a window .
Alt: a man in a purple sweater is sitting in front of a window .
media.tenor.com
December 1, 2025 at 12:23 AM
All the Natives when someone who follows Lakotaman1 is like "but I learned so much from him" and it's like "ok, what do you THINK you learned so I can correct that information and correct course here".
Well, that’s it, I guess.
Aside from my first serious relationship, without a single exception, zero others have been with anyone who didn’t also have a cluster B disorder.
Figures, but one of these I wasn’t sure about because men aren’t allowed to express full emotions directly in this world.
Aside from my first serious relationship, without a single exception, zero others have been with anyone who didn’t also have a cluster B disorder.
Figures, but one of these I wasn’t sure about because men aren’t allowed to express full emotions directly in this world.
December 1, 2025 at 12:17 AM
Well, that’s it, I guess.
Aside from my first serious relationship, without a single exception, zero others have been with anyone who didn’t also have a cluster B disorder.
Figures, but one of these I wasn’t sure about because men aren’t allowed to express full emotions directly in this world.
Aside from my first serious relationship, without a single exception, zero others have been with anyone who didn’t also have a cluster B disorder.
Figures, but one of these I wasn’t sure about because men aren’t allowed to express full emotions directly in this world.
“I was an angel, though plummeting. I watched it get dark while playing it tough. The worst that can happen is happening to me. Another round of shots for the boys on TV. ——
As I hit the lake 🔥, I prayed it’d be green 🌊. It’s all that I need. I deserve it, I think.”🎶🎵
I can’t help but reimagine
As I hit the lake 🔥, I prayed it’d be green 🌊. It’s all that I need. I deserve it, I think.”🎶🎵
I can’t help but reimagine
November 30, 2025 at 2:43 PM
“I was an angel, though plummeting. I watched it get dark while playing it tough. The worst that can happen is happening to me. Another round of shots for the boys on TV. ——
As I hit the lake 🔥, I prayed it’d be green 🌊. It’s all that I need. I deserve it, I think.”🎶🎵
I can’t help but reimagine
As I hit the lake 🔥, I prayed it’d be green 🌊. It’s all that I need. I deserve it, I think.”🎶🎵
I can’t help but reimagine
So this is capacity collapse colliding with another grief, rising against the grief over my meaningless life.
I can deal the second mentioned about myself. Big deal.
But I’ll NEVER allow myself to feel the delayed, rising one. Never.
I’ll never have the capacity for it. I never did. Why else?
I can deal the second mentioned about myself. Big deal.
But I’ll NEVER allow myself to feel the delayed, rising one. Never.
I’ll never have the capacity for it. I never did. Why else?
November 30, 2025 at 2:14 PM
So this is capacity collapse colliding with another grief, rising against the grief over my meaningless life.
I can deal the second mentioned about myself. Big deal.
But I’ll NEVER allow myself to feel the delayed, rising one. Never.
I’ll never have the capacity for it. I never did. Why else?
I can deal the second mentioned about myself. Big deal.
But I’ll NEVER allow myself to feel the delayed, rising one. Never.
I’ll never have the capacity for it. I never did. Why else?
I’d give you this dog, too.
All I want for Christmas is you
🎁 A peaceful adult only home, no other dogs, cats are ok with slow intro. Only 3.5 years old, enjoys the outdoors, 50 lbs of beauty, at the shelter 810 days! Please adopt MELIA 😩 🙏
Hempstead Animal Shelter
(516) 785-5220
3320 Beltagh Avenue , Unit
Wantagh, NY 11793
🎁 A peaceful adult only home, no other dogs, cats are ok with slow intro. Only 3.5 years old, enjoys the outdoors, 50 lbs of beauty, at the shelter 810 days! Please adopt MELIA 😩 🙏
Hempstead Animal Shelter
(516) 785-5220
3320 Beltagh Avenue , Unit
Wantagh, NY 11793
November 30, 2025 at 1:59 PM
I’d give you this dog, too.
Please don’t let it be over. Not the creative part. Not my mind.
November 30, 2025 at 10:42 AM
Please don’t let it be over. Not the creative part. Not my mind.
Lost. Just lost. If I shift back to focusing on my work to pull me through, I still can’t think clearly rn. Was yesterday morning the last time I could polish something up? Will I stay semi coherent? And my head keeps hurting so much on top of everything else, it makes me dizzy.
November 30, 2025 at 10:41 AM
Lost. Just lost. If I shift back to focusing on my work to pull me through, I still can’t think clearly rn. Was yesterday morning the last time I could polish something up? Will I stay semi coherent? And my head keeps hurting so much on top of everything else, it makes me dizzy.
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Watch the incredible animated short Pow! Written and Directed by Joseph Clift with Angela Startz providing one of the voices it's sweet, funny, and beautiful in that it celebrates Natives as we are, not as relics left to the dustbin of history.
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Pow!
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November 30, 2025 at 8:31 AM
Watch the incredible animated short Pow! Written and Directed by Joseph Clift with Angela Startz providing one of the voices it's sweet, funny, and beautiful in that it celebrates Natives as we are, not as relics left to the dustbin of history.
youtu.be/dOTuVqdwu8Y?...
youtu.be/dOTuVqdwu8Y?...
Sigh.
It’s not that those who have abused and neglected or abandoned me are villains. Even my dad did, and I idealize him.
It’s that there are no heroes. It’s how everyone’s pain always mattered more than the prices I’ve paid for them feeling theirs. Let alone my own pain not mattering to anyone.
It’s not that those who have abused and neglected or abandoned me are villains. Even my dad did, and I idealize him.
It’s that there are no heroes. It’s how everyone’s pain always mattered more than the prices I’ve paid for them feeling theirs. Let alone my own pain not mattering to anyone.
November 29, 2025 at 11:18 PM
Sigh.
It’s not that those who have abused and neglected or abandoned me are villains. Even my dad did, and I idealize him.
It’s that there are no heroes. It’s how everyone’s pain always mattered more than the prices I’ve paid for them feeling theirs. Let alone my own pain not mattering to anyone.
It’s not that those who have abused and neglected or abandoned me are villains. Even my dad did, and I idealize him.
It’s that there are no heroes. It’s how everyone’s pain always mattered more than the prices I’ve paid for them feeling theirs. Let alone my own pain not mattering to anyone.
Whoever keeps smoking in the bathroom needs to lick the toilet clean. So tired of everything.
November 29, 2025 at 10:58 PM
Whoever keeps smoking in the bathroom needs to lick the toilet clean. So tired of everything.