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AK_Hevonen
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Diagnosed Autist, socially clumsy / clumsy socially. Just tryin' to get my art out. No 📱, no nerves.

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AK_Hevonen @ak-hevonen.bsky.social · Jun 5
Painting of Mr #LeePace Will be my "2nd header again. Did this is 2016, hoping to be give it to him & his husband.
#LoveIsLove #HACF #SoldiersGirl #transrightsarehumanrights #thombrowne #Hobbit #Ronan #traditionalart #painting
@mjfiii.bsky.social @iancogneato.bsky.social @yosoymichael.bsky.social
ak-hevonen.bsky.social
Off to work, if I vanish for a while, I will be back later. The way it is, must hurry to get things done!

#howIspendmyholidays #artist #wip #thomBrown #MatthewFoley #Dachshund #grateful

Some people are yellow, some people are blue, Hector is orange, how are you!
Photo of my workplace, showing three paintings in progress, blocks lying in a row next to each other. One reference photo on the lower left, my work utensiles on top. I am spoiled, I have TWO mix palettes!
August 20, 2025 at 6:40 AM
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matthewhodson.bsky.social
Trans rights are, in fact, and always will be, human rights. And I will fight you about this. Pass it on.
brutumfulmen.bsky.social ChristmasFer Mmmmm Cakes 🎄🎅🎁🌟🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️ 🏴 @brutumfulmen.bsky.social · Aug 19
Trans rights are, in fact, and always will be, human rights. And I will fight you about this. Pass it on.
gettheorion.bsky.social The Orion @gettheorion.bsky.social · Aug 19
Trans rights are, in fact and always will be, human rights. Pass it on.
August 19, 2025 at 3:43 PM
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matthewhodson.bsky.social
In the UK, ‘trump’ is another expression for ‘fart’.
I used to find that funny.
August 19, 2025 at 3:56 PM
ak-hevonen.bsky.social
And another one! Must do it while feeling emotionally ready. Given 2Mr Jason Isaacs in 2018. More in ALT.

#traditionalpainting #traditionalart #handdrawn #noai #jasonisaacs #bradpitt #JonBerthal #loganlerman #MichaelPena and that who claims 2be an artist while stealing fr other artists
Hand drawn painting of the film Fury (2014). Background shows a blue sky, brightening to a cyan blue in the middle, and some landscape with few trees. Next to those, a rider in Nazi-Uniform rides a bright grey older horse in a well mannered slow step. That uniform freaks me out, but that rider I admired. He and his horse were ONE. If a rider cannot to a proper walk they fail. Oftentimes, horses can be seen stepping wrong, lateral instead of diagonal, building up all the wrong muscles. Left upper side the face of Jason Isaacs, marked with scratches. Below him Jon Bernthal wearing a tank drivers helmet. Below him, Shia LaBeof, followed by Michael Pena, who is looking up, and Logan Lerman, peeking out of the window of an 1930s transpoter. Following the lower black to the right, the sillouette of the legs of Brad Pit comes to sight, he is leaning on the canon of the tank, maked with the name "Fury", looking down. His upper body is fully visible in color, uniform and all. On the cannon stands a smaller version of Shia LaBeof, his hands clutching a cap, while his eyes stare upwards to the painted half crested moon. I did report Nazis to Meta and Offices for over ten years. Real Nazis, not People with different opininons. Called for help when those Reichsbürger arose in 2012 = media, offices ignored me. I am but me. Not their social class. Took until 2014 until they woke up. What did they do then? Trying to understand them? Are you f#n kidding me?? First, where is your understanding for People with disability not matching your own class, and second - YOU, the media, played a big part in creating this whole mess we are all in now. Entertainment mattered more to you than rationality. Clicks and Likes seemed higher rated than the consequenes of Nazis being pushed upwards, atracting followers.
August 19, 2025 at 8:19 AM
ak-hevonen.bsky.social
Inpsired by a conversation here, a photo of a bird of prey. A highly curiously eying my Canon Batelour. Taken through wired fence.

#photography #birds #Zimbabwe #Africa #shallIofferitonRedbubbleyesorno
My photography of a Bateleur (Eagle) sitting on an artifical small pond. Nature-alike scenery created by the zoo, made of soil, branches, many weeds with a not so nature alike round concrete pond for water to bath in. In the middle of that sits the bird, black with a wide grey band across the folded in wings and the auburn top of his back. It's face and feet are bright red. The animal seems super interested in my doing ( leaning forward, as I am very short, zooming in between the wired net and fence, and focussing. Which alone, given old lenses (which I love!! For I waited 24 years) makes noise. And then the clicking of the little mirror inside the camera. Sure, if I was rich I may consider getting a mirrorless cam, yet things are the way they are. The noise can have a good affect by drawing an animal's attention towards me, yet when photographing zoo- or wildlife, I'd prefer them not to "look".
August 19, 2025 at 7:54 AM
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ak-hevonen.bsky.social
CALPERNIA!!!! Why cant she be real, and maybe like me to be my friend.. 💜

#SoldiersGirl #LeePace #Transwomenarewomen #Transmenaremen #Transrightsarehumanrights
Hand drawn digital artwork of Lee Pace in his very first film role as Calpernia Adams in "Solder's Girl". Dressed in a super long Skirt-Vest-Mixture of outside red silk, inside black one, which she passionatedly swirls around her enormously long legs in big black boots - sorry for that nap, JET band - , she dances her way elegantly towards the T-shaped lower end of the club's stage. Which is rimbed with lights. Her face is lit from below, she lowers her eyes and has a gentle smile, a knowing smile, playing aroudn her lips. She also wears a tight neck decoration made of black rings. Repeating myself, again and again since years, but this film was BRAVE. Showtime had severe troubles finding a director, three skipped over board, so to speak, afraid to touch that "Don't Ask, Don't Tell" Army code, still active then. It was lifted by President Barack Obama.
August 13, 2025 at 5:11 PM
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ak-hevonen.bsky.social
Worked so much, inspite the heat, that everyth is shaky, my fingers barely hitting right keys but I am also very grateful, satisfied. Tonight, 4 once, no nightmares, pls?

#Painting #humanartist #handdrawn #freestyle #fantasy #spooky #nights
Hand drawn painting I did some years back to deal w my every-night-sleep issues, plus my fascination w words, language. Shows a woman, lets say it is me, lying on a bed like structure, cleary restless, tossing to and fro. To both sides, spooky creepy creatures arise. In the middle, stretching down, a large window shows a full moon. The spooky beings on the left a more humanoid, holding tight to a sort of bed head bow, which could easily be broken. The creature on the left, however is a horse. The Night - Mare. One can not tell weather she attacks the sleep or protects the sleeping... Her hooves are split. All have yeloow eyes, and everything is held in a bony-blue ish white light. Well - Good Night, folks!
August 14, 2025 at 5:44 PM
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ak-hevonen.bsky.social
Some weeks ago #PBS broadcasted Sgt #KrisBattles & his art, we got in contact & his reaction was encouraging. Now I show them here, was afraid 2hurt someone w War PTSD but they wont see it, so I can, I think.
Info = Alt

#traditionalart #handdrawn #Veterans #service #reasons #tragic
Traditional painting after several photos by Dean O'Gorman, New Zealand actor, filmmaker and photographer, and kind Magiccon guest. Shows a barechested man, tired expression and closed eyes, his dark hair being wet from sweating. He wears military gear, parachute rucksack and utensile belt, his right arm is bandaged above the elbow. Behind him one can assume the shape of a crossed Jesus. In the middle a groupd of Vietnam soldiers lies on the ground, one black soldier using the satelite phone, carried by another man next to him. To this group's left a war horse with WWI gasmask and lowered head, all exhausted, stands, a killed soldier dangling from one of it's stirrups, covered by his own blanket or coat. Underneath the horse, a Dog, also in gas mask, stands, peaking through the horse's legs. The left side in the middle depicts a group of four WWI soldiers, Brits (helmets), all huddled up, trying to ave a break from the trenches and horrors. The lower part of the painting also shows a WWI scene of four soldiers and a sorrel war horse, carrying a covered dead soldier over it's back. The march through rough terrain, is must have been one hell of mudd and rats and lice and corpses and I really cannot understand how lightely people today refer to themselves as PTSD survivors when onyl having been told "NO", or through their parent's divorce without violence etc pp. PTSD is dead serious. You do NOT get it by breaking a nail or not getting what you want because you are lazy as shit. Sorry for my hard words. But one really must have seen "some things", been through "stuff" to get PTSD, real trauma. Most people try hiding it, and as one person here states clearly, they do NOT seek pitty, or gifts, or money, unless having a severe medical cause and live in a country where it is not covered by their insurance. Sorry. Across the painting, red poppies fly around, could also be blood dots. On top in red scratched "WHO", "WHAT", "WHEN, "WHY"
August 18, 2025 at 9:46 AM
ak-hevonen.bsky.social
T-H-I-S. Trump uses the Armed Forces as his pers Flying Monkeys, while he claims 2be innocent & the victim. The only "good thing" about that jerk is that he's an overt Narcissist = U KNOW what you're dealing with. His ref 2himself in 3rd person = similarities 2 Autism
(I AM autistic, diagnosed)
crazyassblindkid.bsky.social CrazyAssBlindKid @crazyassblindkid.bsky.social · Aug 18
For You Not In The Know This Is An
MRAP In My City, A Mine Resistant Ambush Protected Vehicle. Its Designed V Shaped Hull Withstands IEDs. These Vehicles Offer Enhanced Protection Against Landmines And Roadside Bombs. Theres Not A War With IEDs In DC
#EOD
#BombSquad
#Veterans
#Photography
#ScaryDC
August 19, 2025 at 7:28 AM
ak-hevonen.bsky.social
Some weeks ago #PBS broadcasted Sgt #KrisBattles & his art, we got in contact & his reaction was encouraging. Now I show them here, was afraid 2hurt someone w War PTSD but they wont see it, so I can, I think.
Info = Alt

#traditionalart #handdrawn #Veterans #service #reasons #tragic
Traditional painting after several photos by Dean O'Gorman, New Zealand actor, filmmaker and photographer, and kind Magiccon guest. Shows a barechested man, tired expression and closed eyes, his dark hair being wet from sweating. He wears military gear, parachute rucksack and utensile belt, his right arm is bandaged above the elbow. Behind him one can assume the shape of a crossed Jesus. In the middle a groupd of Vietnam soldiers lies on the ground, one black soldier using the satelite phone, carried by another man next to him. To this group's left a war horse with WWI gasmask and lowered head, all exhausted, stands, a killed soldier dangling from one of it's stirrups, covered by his own blanket or coat. Underneath the horse, a Dog, also in gas mask, stands, peaking through the horse's legs. The left side in the middle depicts a group of four WWI soldiers, Brits (helmets), all huddled up, trying to ave a break from the trenches and horrors. The lower part of the painting also shows a WWI scene of four soldiers and a sorrel war horse, carrying a covered dead soldier over it's back. The march through rough terrain, is must have been one hell of mudd and rats and lice and corpses and I really cannot understand how lightely people today refer to themselves as PTSD survivors when onyl having been told "NO", or through their parent's divorce without violence etc pp. PTSD is dead serious. You do NOT get it by breaking a nail or not getting what you want because you are lazy as shit. Sorry for my hard words. But one really must have seen "some things", been through "stuff" to get PTSD, real trauma. Most people try hiding it, and as one person here states clearly, they do NOT seek pitty, or gifts, or money, unless having a severe medical cause and live in a country where it is not covered by their insurance. Sorry. Across the painting, red poppies fly around, could also be blood dots. On top in red scratched "WHO", "WHAT", "WHEN, "WHY"
August 18, 2025 at 9:46 AM
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matthewhodson.bsky.social
The UK Supreme Court took representation from anti-trans groups but none from trans groups or people, before ruling that even trans women with a GRC can not access women’s spaces.
This creates unenforceable, dangerous and cruel restrictions on trans access to public space. It must be reversed.
UK’s first transgender judge seeks rehearing of supreme court case on biological sex
Exclusive: Victoria McCloud says court undermined her rights to a fair trial when it refused to hear her evidence
www.theguardian.com
August 18, 2025 at 9:15 AM
ak-hevonen.bsky.social
I am a scared pepper. Look at that!
plataica.com Plataica (Iván) @plataica.com · Aug 18
Cuando despertó el lunes (ya) todavía estaba allí...

Y buenos días, si tal y eso.
Un pimiento jodido porque es lunes.
August 18, 2025 at 9:15 AM
ak-hevonen.bsky.social
2020 or so.I really do not like being photographed, not the face. Its so intimate, & insp age long masking til I broke, I can smile now, yet it does rarely feel right. This is my normal "grim" look, was even worse til mid 30s, which makes it sadly hard 4 others to tell whats going on inside me.. 😞
ak-hevonen.bsky.social AK_Hevonen @ak-hevonen.bsky.social · Aug 17
with me, it was more like having a somewhat grim face, apparently. CONSTANTLY & fr all sides PPL would tell me, sometimes "nicer", most times not so nice, accusingly.. It made me feel very insecure, feeling like I dont belong anywhere.
I still suck at Photos. Prefer being behind Cam
My attempt of taking a selfie, I really do not feel good being in front of cameras. While LOVING the tech, as so many people with Autism do.
August 17, 2025 at 3:05 PM
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coloradotravis.bsky.social
It’s so weirdly holistic too like I’ll see some picture of myself with other people in it and be like “damn I swear my body told me it was making <happy fun vibes posture> but I guess not.”
August 17, 2025 at 4:43 AM
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matthewhodson.bsky.social
My friend Jonathan Blake was the first man to receive an HIV diagnosis in the UK.
He was an original member of Lesbians and Gays Support the Miners, whose story was told in the movie Pride. Jonathan was portrayed by Dominic West.
He is still with us, still fighting injustice.
Here at Trans Pride.
August 17, 2025 at 5:12 AM
ak-hevonen.bsky.social
Worked so much, inspite the heat, that everyth is shaky, my fingers barely hitting right keys but I am also very grateful, satisfied. Tonight, 4 once, no nightmares, pls?

#Painting #humanartist #handdrawn #freestyle #fantasy #spooky #nights
Hand drawn painting I did some years back to deal w my every-night-sleep issues, plus my fascination w words, language. Shows a woman, lets say it is me, lying on a bed like structure, cleary restless, tossing to and fro. To both sides, spooky creepy creatures arise. In the middle, stretching down, a large window shows a full moon. The spooky beings on the left a more humanoid, holding tight to a sort of bed head bow, which could easily be broken. The creature on the left, however is a horse. The Night - Mare. One can not tell weather she attacks the sleep or protects the sleeping... Her hooves are split. All have yeloow eyes, and everything is held in a bony-blue ish white light. Well - Good Night, folks!
August 14, 2025 at 5:44 PM
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matthewhodson.bsky.social
We got rave reviews for Alphabet Rainbow’s Brighton Fringe Festival debut, now it’s coming to London.
This fistful of queer plays will play:
7pm, 9 Sept - Etcetera theatre, Camden
7.30pm, 12 Sept - Bridge House, SE20
3pm/7.30pm, 13 Sept - Brockley Jack
Please come!
Booking links 👇
bit.ly/3HykSx1
Screengrab of the Voice Mag 5 star review, including a picture of me drinking a cup of coffee. The review says, ‘Alphabet Rainbow is heartfelt, sharp and stylish. This is queer theatre at its absolute best.’
August 14, 2025 at 2:14 PM
ak-hevonen.bsky.social
Must finally work now. If I do not, I get anxiety, for my entire plan is messed up then. Autism brains are mean a lot. Thank you to all who turned notifications for my posts on!

It helps, truly. Also bc my Redbubble is connected 2it, make only ca 200€ per year, but in my situation that's big!!
Example screenshot of four of my designs avaiable on my Redbubble account, link in bio. Richard Armitage on the Olive green T shirt, Official liscenced Fan art of Dune on the upper right black one. Second row shows one of my many Claes Bang Dracula Fan arts and finally a sepia photo of a slumbering horse on a grey shirt.
August 14, 2025 at 8:58 AM
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problematicgod.bsky.social
Digital illustration of two figures in a large stone room. One figure appears to be a wizard, who has been partially decapitated and is laying against a stand ontop of which is an orb of some kind. The other is a cowboy sitting cross-legged seemingly watching the corpse. There is a forcefield between the figures and the exit.
August 9, 2025 at 10:01 AM
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artbysmashley.bsky.social
✨ HOW TO: support artists for $0.00 ✨

- leave a like!
- repost their work - more eyes!!
- comment on their posts! (an emoji goes a long way!)

all of this means so much to artists and helps immensely!! just a reminder that support does NOT always have to be financial 🥰🤍✨
August 12, 2025 at 5:13 PM
ak-hevonen.bsky.social
The fact that I only now, after months of being here, managed to get my Bio done, shows you how done I am...

#photography #animals #goats #exhaustion #autisticburnout
A sleeping goat with half long shaggy hair in beige, white and some sorrel red, photographed by me in 2009. With a tiny, borrowed Olympus Camera. They lied all curled up on a patch of dry earth - probably because it is warm from the sun - with grass growing in the back. Their adoreable head rests on their hind leg, lips cutely pursed, and I wonder if they dreamed about the carrot they just ate, as a very small piece of that snack is still lying visible in front of that very hind leg.
August 14, 2025 at 8:26 AM
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heathermahler.bsky.social
I 🫀 human art.
August 13, 2025 at 3:55 PM
ak-hevonen.bsky.social
CALPERNIA!!!! Why cant she be real, and maybe like me to be my friend.. 💜

#SoldiersGirl #LeePace #Transwomenarewomen #Transmenaremen #Transrightsarehumanrights
Hand drawn digital artwork of Lee Pace in his very first film role as Calpernia Adams in "Solder's Girl". Dressed in a super long Skirt-Vest-Mixture of outside red silk, inside black one, which she passionatedly swirls around her enormously long legs in big black boots - sorry for that nap, JET band - , she dances her way elegantly towards the T-shaped lower end of the club's stage. Which is rimbed with lights. Her face is lit from below, she lowers her eyes and has a gentle smile, a knowing smile, playing aroudn her lips. She also wears a tight neck decoration made of black rings. Repeating myself, again and again since years, but this film was BRAVE. Showtime had severe troubles finding a director, three skipped over board, so to speak, afraid to touch that "Don't Ask, Don't Tell" Army code, still active then. It was lifted by President Barack Obama.
August 13, 2025 at 5:11 PM
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roboyte.bsky.social
I remember ppl getting good news/bad news when expecting to die they sold their life insurance for viatical money - then after the 1996 treatments they didn't die.
August 13, 2025 at 10:33 AM