Sometimes I think I miss being pregnant..then I remember how I was nauseous my entire pregnancy and how claustrophobic I felt at the end and I still miss it 😅

But he's good, it's good. He didn't have a reaction to the peanut butter and he loved it. First food to actually make it into his stomach.

I have an odd relationship with the American Authors song 'Best Day of my Life' because it reminds me of a job I hated and people I hated and I swear every time I hear it something bad happens. So when it came on the radio the moment we introduced peanut butter to Emmett I maybe panicked a bit.

Just sitting here fantasizing about how great life will be once I'm no longer pumping 🙃

I'm going to be so annoying the next four years.

Today I opened instagram to Aaron Parnas saying bad news. Refreshed my feed only to get another Aaron Parnas bad news update. Refreshed my feed again and there was more Aaron Parnas bad news. I kid you not.

But at the same time no I don't because I can't not know what's happening. I need to know.

I hardcore need to touch grass.