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S. Suzuki
@aflockbetweenpastures.com
human-shaped anxiety

{failed art historian, sometimes an artist, caregiver to lots of animals, disabled-TBI, partial face paralysis, PsA}

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#portfolioday My name is S, and I like to do drawings

Available for commissions! You can also sign up to support my zine, Overlapping Lines, at my Patreon (it’s spicy)!

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I got one bag of groceries to the house from my car before I had to sit down. This absolutely sucks and I hate it.
November 14, 2025 at 12:01 AM
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November 13, 2025 at 11:33 PM
I was right, for once: it was my actual transmission in my car and not the transmission fluid like my dad kept telling me. Just tried to pick up a prescription and my car wouldn’t shift out of 1st.

I would just like some good news. Doesn’t need to be Earth shattering. Can be small good news.
Bill Hader GIF
Alt: Bill Hader GIF screaming IM HAVING A MELTDOOOOOOOWWWNNN!!!!!!!!!
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November 13, 2025 at 11:23 PM
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I'm still on this.
November 13, 2025 at 9:19 PM
Honestly, this is why I wanted to be a historian. 🤣
Just went on Radio 4 to talk about Hitler’s genitals. So glad I trained as a historian for this
November 13, 2025 at 5:41 PM
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I'll do my best to update the gfm this week but tldr;
Had hospitalization #4. Diagnosed with IIH after a lumbar puncture. Gotta do a whole other type of imaging since my colon is weird & im still bleeding & got pain and other issues. Struggling to afford transportation.

gofund.me/6c303da8f
October 9, 2025 at 12:54 AM
The pain is so bad in my right shoulder this morning that I can’t put my hair in a ponytail. I can’t lift my arm up to do it. Arthritis is great, y’all. Can’t recommend this shit enough. 😑
November 13, 2025 at 3:17 PM
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This has been my vibes for the last few months. It's time to get back to drawing again.

and YOU can, too.

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November 13, 2025 at 2:40 AM
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I hate having to keep spamming this. However, with how sick I’ve gotten since July, zero traction on job apps/SSDI app, and now no SNAP, I need the help. You can get prints/zines here (ssuzukiart.bigcartel.com).

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November 12, 2025 at 10:32 PM
QRT your growth ! 📈
2013-2023

#art

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November 13, 2025 at 10:46 AM
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Hey so “underage girls” are…children. The word you’re looking for is children. They’re not like, women-in-waiting or women-lite or whatever. They’re children. I think some of you are very uncomfortable with what that means for you but it is still true.
November 12, 2025 at 11:05 PM
I am about to pass out because I ran out of ibuprofen yesterday and I’m about tapped out on my pain tolerance, so here’s my 10y/o daughter trying to catch a ride in the car the other day.

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November 13, 2025 at 2:06 AM
So, I was annoyed at my 80y/o granny for offering to give me her walker but now I’m gonna take her up on the offer because the arthritis pain is in both knees, hips, shoulders, elbows, and neck (I thought that was just sore muscles but it’s not!).
November 13, 2025 at 1:37 AM
Who is Laurence Fishburne reminding me of? He was a character in a horror movie but I can’t remember what the movie was.
November 13, 2025 at 12:31 AM
On the plus side of today, apparently my PCP talking to UC Health worked - I’m seeing a rheumatologist on the 24th now.
November 12, 2025 at 11:55 PM
So this ragged bitch doesn’t have arthritis yet.
JD Vance calls ibuprofen "useless medication" and implies it's not "necessary, safe and effective."
November 12, 2025 at 10:44 PM
I had been trying to contact the neurologist I was supposed to see today all week about where their parking was, how to get to their office, etc. because I need a plan if I’m going somewhere I haven’t been to before or I will get lost. No one ever answered.
November 12, 2025 at 10:40 PM
I hate having to keep spamming this. However, with how sick I’ve gotten since July, zero traction on job apps/SSDI app, and now no SNAP, I need the help. You can get prints/zines here (ssuzukiart.bigcartel.com).

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November 12, 2025 at 10:32 PM
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I hate having to keep spamming this. However, with how sick I’ve gotten since July, zero traction on job apps/SSDI app, and now no SNAP, I need the help. You can get commissions there or prints/zines here (ssuzukiart.bigcartel.com).

ko-fi.com/summersuzuki...

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November 3, 2025 at 2:46 PM
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Consider donating or commissioning Priya for artwork! And if anyone has any leads on affordable housing let us know so we can pass it along
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Donate to Support a Disabled Family Facing Eviction, organized by Priya Huq
We are being evicted and need to find another place to live. Rent in NYC is insane… Priya Huq needs your support for Support a Disabled Family Facing Eviction
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November 11, 2025 at 10:16 PM
Hey. That’s pretty neat.
November 12, 2025 at 1:26 AM
These two are my fav couple. I love them.
Dashiell Hammett's The Thin Man is going into the public domain on January 1st in case anyone wants to make a horror film about an adorably drunk couple and their dog chasing, like, a killer clown or something.
November 12, 2025 at 1:10 AM
Oh no. I like this sweater!

Alt text: 4 pics of various Avs players wearing an alternate jersey in black, grey, and bronze (I think?).
A special look for arrivals
November 12, 2025 at 1:07 AM
PET SEMATARY - I read it at 8 or 10 and it made me realize that I would still do things I knew would end badly in order to avoid heartbreak and that that was me being selfish.
performative reading, lack of reading skills, nobody's reading anymore -- NO!

tell me about a book that changed you

for me? the *extremely* ahistorical novel, THE AGONY AND THE ECSTASY which I read at 13 and was like, "Oh, art can be *everything* to a maker, for good and bad"
November 12, 2025 at 1:00 AM
Checked Clearsky to see if I was following a list blocking someone, instead was reminded some weirdo has me on 1 labeled “YT people who decide what’s racist”, 1 labeled “transphobes”, and a different weirdo has me on one labeled “The Black Hole”. Y’all motherfuckers are weird (in a bad way).
November 11, 2025 at 9:50 PM