Pup Otto
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0ttopup.bsky.social
Pup Otto
@0ttopup.bsky.social
26, nonbinary (He/They), Magic the Gathering, Monster Hunter Now, T-shirt making, & being a good dog
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Trying to return to puppy play in a healthy way
It took years of therapy, tons of arguments, & so many "quitting" moments for it finally to get through to me. And now it's the easiest it's ever been for me to be without weed. I look back on these images & feel nothing but sadness for the person that I used to be. But also comfort. It's not me now
August 25, 2025 at 4:19 AM
Sometimes I do regret that things had to turn out this way, but at the same time it *was always going to be this way.* I know what kind of person I am now when it comes to impulses, control. I can't wean myself off of something like this, god knows I tried. Cold turkey was the only way for me to go.
August 25, 2025 at 4:16 AM
Addiction is such an all-encompassing thing sometimes that makes it difficult to even begin to visualize a reality where you are without the substance, the using. At my worst I truly thought I could not be happy without marijuana in my life, that it was the only thing making me happy. Such a sad lie
August 25, 2025 at 4:10 AM
Then /// Now

I can never go back to smoking weed, and that is ok with me now. It never did anything good for me, only made me content to stay exactly as I was without growing, changing & improving.

It took so many "last times" for me to actually have a last time. But now it's been 6 months :)
August 25, 2025 at 4:08 AM
Is this caption referencing what I think its referencing? 😆🐟 (I love the drone too 💜)
August 9, 2025 at 6:50 AM
That one time this puppy tried being caged 🥺🦴🔐 Otto would love to try it again if I got a better one tbh 👀🐶💜
August 9, 2025 at 6:44 AM
As opposed to an Otto puo without clothes, here's an Otto pup in clothes 😄 breaking new ground here on Bluesky woof woof 😆🐶
August 3, 2025 at 9:55 PM
The bespectacled Dog 🥸🐶 woof woof good Sir 👀
August 2, 2025 at 5:32 AM
Otto getting tied up at San Diego pride 😳🪢🐶 this was honestly so much fun, this puppy loved getting to be a lil subject for a bit. I have a lot of respect for how intricate some of this stuff has to be for it to be effective 🤭🥴
August 1, 2025 at 5:58 AM
This was the inspiration 😙 still need to finish reading part 8!!
July 30, 2025 at 6:13 AM
Throwback to when I got Jojo's themed nails 😍⭐ honestly I miss these a ton they were so much fun, but at least I painted my nails again recently for the first time in over a year and plan on not stopping again 🐶💅
July 30, 2025 at 6:11 AM
You come into the room and see puppy like this...wyd first? 👀😜💜
July 29, 2025 at 5:06 AM
Throwback to the actual first night Pup Otto ever came to be...I get a bit nostalgic for these days sometimes, my Master & I really were in quite a different place literally & metaphorically. But I've grown a ton and learned even more since then, & I never want to go back to how I was before :) 🐶💜
July 27, 2025 at 4:56 AM
This gaymer puppy was allowed to play on the couch 🤗🐶 although I don't know if I'm playing with this game right, it does go in ur muzzle right? 😅🥺
July 25, 2025 at 4:11 AM
Otto is very happy to be out and free to be himself again, as a better & healthier person and dog. This was an awesome experience for me and afterwards we even walked all the way back through Balboa park in our hoods, pupped out. Never could’ve done that two years ago, but here I am now 💜🐶🐾
July 24, 2025 at 6:25 AM
Or maybe flogged a little bit 👀🥵 I was smiling and giggling the whole time I promise you 🤭
July 24, 2025 at 6:21 AM
And sometimes what this puppy wanted to be was tied up 😳🐶🪢
July 24, 2025 at 6:20 AM
San Diego Pride was super fun this year! And my first time pupping out in public 🐶💜 it’s been about a year & a half since Otto actually came out. And I’m so, so happy he did, it was honestly a really freeing experience to get to be who & what I want to be at pride 🌈🐶🦴
July 24, 2025 at 6:18 AM
Alas, poor Otto - I knew him sir, a dog of infinite jest 💀

Let this hood find a head of suitable nature once more, tempered with time
(I'm back hehhe)
July 20, 2025 at 3:38 AM
The most important video games to me 😁💜
January 12, 2024 at 5:42 AM
HOLY SHIT ITS A KULA YA KUL OFMFKMDD
September 21, 2023 at 2:11 AM