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Starstuff and Misery
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I have my own domain now and have been trying to update some stuff on the blog!
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Hello It’s E
I have felt uninspired to write on this blog. To be honest, I have nothing thought-provoking to say, and anything I have written here has felt like complaints rather than blog posts. I have been writing, just not here. I have begun work on my first novel, which I then realized would…
I have felt uninspired to write on this blog. To be honest, I have nothing thought-provoking to say, and anything I have written here has felt like complaints rather than blog posts. I have been writing, just not here. I have begun work on my first novel, which I then realized would…
Hello It’s E
I have felt uninspired to write on this blog. To be honest, I have nothing thought-provoking to say, and anything I have written here has felt like complaints rather than blog posts. I have been writing, just not here. I have begun work on my first novel, which I then realized would work better as a second novel, and now I have started from scratch with an actual first novel.
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July 8, 2025 at 6:12 PM
Hello It’s E
I have felt uninspired to write on this blog. To be honest, I have nothing thought-provoking to say, and anything I have written here has felt like complaints rather than blog posts. I have been writing, just not here. I have begun work on my first novel, which I then realized would…
I have felt uninspired to write on this blog. To be honest, I have nothing thought-provoking to say, and anything I have written here has felt like complaints rather than blog posts. I have been writing, just not here. I have begun work on my first novel, which I then realized would…
Untitled
Hi I am back from my crisis. I will be completely honest I have no clue what the crisis was due to but it’s over now. I am on the other end of my heart monitor and has a referral to a POTS specialist. I am hopeful once again. My joints are very unhappy though. Right now I am working on a…
Hi I am back from my crisis. I will be completely honest I have no clue what the crisis was due to but it’s over now. I am on the other end of my heart monitor and has a referral to a POTS specialist. I am hopeful once again. My joints are very unhappy though. Right now I am working on a…
Untitled
Hi I am back from my crisis. I will be completely honest I have no clue what the crisis was due to but it’s over now. I am on the other end of my heart monitor and has a referral to a POTS specialist. I am hopeful once again. My joints are very unhappy though. Right now I am working on a fantasy steampunky novel.
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May 31, 2025 at 3:06 AM
Untitled
Hi I am back from my crisis. I will be completely honest I have no clue what the crisis was due to but it’s over now. I am on the other end of my heart monitor and has a referral to a POTS specialist. I am hopeful once again. My joints are very unhappy though. Right now I am working on a…
Hi I am back from my crisis. I will be completely honest I have no clue what the crisis was due to but it’s over now. I am on the other end of my heart monitor and has a referral to a POTS specialist. I am hopeful once again. My joints are very unhappy though. Right now I am working on a…
Who Am I Anymore?
It's been a while since I have posted. In fact, I think it's been about two weeks... Over the last few months, I have not been me. Between work stress, my brain feeling like a bunch of marbles that have been let loose from their bag, and medical stress, I have had very little…
It's been a while since I have posted. In fact, I think it's been about two weeks... Over the last few months, I have not been me. Between work stress, my brain feeling like a bunch of marbles that have been let loose from their bag, and medical stress, I have had very little…
Who Am I Anymore?
It's been a while since I have posted. In fact, I think it's been about two weeks... Over the last few months, I have not been me. Between work stress, my brain feeling like a bunch of marbles that have been let loose from their bag, and medical stress, I have had very little energy to be me. Either I am masking heavily or completely turning my brain off.
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May 8, 2025 at 5:46 PM
Who Am I Anymore?
It's been a while since I have posted. In fact, I think it's been about two weeks... Over the last few months, I have not been me. Between work stress, my brain feeling like a bunch of marbles that have been let loose from their bag, and medical stress, I have had very little…
It's been a while since I have posted. In fact, I think it's been about two weeks... Over the last few months, I have not been me. Between work stress, my brain feeling like a bunch of marbles that have been let loose from their bag, and medical stress, I have had very little…
As of late I feel like I am having the same crisis I did when I graduated college. I enjoy working in politics and in many ways feel fulfilled. I also crave to do something artsy and fun that doesn’t stress me out so much it sucks the life out of me. My poor body has already gone through years of it
April 29, 2025 at 3:41 AM
As of late I feel like I am having the same crisis I did when I graduated college. I enjoy working in politics and in many ways feel fulfilled. I also crave to do something artsy and fun that doesn’t stress me out so much it sucks the life out of me. My poor body has already gone through years of it
Back on track
So it seems I strayed from the point of this blog a little bit. I think being on other platforms such as Substack and Instagram really make you focus on views and money. I had to take a step back and realize I don’t need to pay for this blog or earn money from it for it to provide…
So it seems I strayed from the point of this blog a little bit. I think being on other platforms such as Substack and Instagram really make you focus on views and money. I had to take a step back and realize I don’t need to pay for this blog or earn money from it for it to provide…
Back on track
So it seems I strayed from the point of this blog a little bit. I think being on other platforms such as Substack and Instagram really make you focus on views and money. I had to take a step back and realize I don’t need to pay for this blog or earn money from it for it to provide value to me. I feel saddened that I strayed off the path a bit. -E
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April 21, 2025 at 4:17 AM
Back on track
So it seems I strayed from the point of this blog a little bit. I think being on other platforms such as Substack and Instagram really make you focus on views and money. I had to take a step back and realize I don’t need to pay for this blog or earn money from it for it to provide…
So it seems I strayed from the point of this blog a little bit. I think being on other platforms such as Substack and Instagram really make you focus on views and money. I had to take a step back and realize I don’t need to pay for this blog or earn money from it for it to provide…
A Collection Of Thoughts
Sharing my struggle with pain, frustration, and seeking creative inspiration. Along with gratefulness. This blog post is a culmination of a lot of feelings.
Sharing my struggle with pain, frustration, and seeking creative inspiration. Along with gratefulness. This blog post is a culmination of a lot of feelings.
A Collection Of Thoughts
Sharing my struggle with pain, frustration, and seeking creative inspiration. Along with gratefulness. This blog post is a culmination of a lot of feelings.
starstuffandmiseries.blog
April 17, 2025 at 3:58 PM
A Collection Of Thoughts
Sharing my struggle with pain, frustration, and seeking creative inspiration. Along with gratefulness. This blog post is a culmination of a lot of feelings.
Sharing my struggle with pain, frustration, and seeking creative inspiration. Along with gratefulness. This blog post is a culmination of a lot of feelings.
Tired of being tired
Over the last week, I have begun to feel ill. I am unsure if it is in my head or if I am beginning to be aware of how ill I am, but if I do have POTS, I definitely feel it. Monday I slept all day and today I still don’t feel great. I have been wanting to write but between…
Over the last week, I have begun to feel ill. I am unsure if it is in my head or if I am beginning to be aware of how ill I am, but if I do have POTS, I definitely feel it. Monday I slept all day and today I still don’t feel great. I have been wanting to write but between…
Tired of being tired
Over the last week, I have begun to feel ill. I am unsure if it is in my head or if I am beginning to be aware of how ill I am, but if I do have POTS, I definitely feel it. Monday I slept all day and today I still don’t feel great. I have been wanting to write but between feeling like shit and stress I have had no topics to write about.
starstuffandmiseries.blog
April 16, 2025 at 1:39 PM
Tired of being tired
Over the last week, I have begun to feel ill. I am unsure if it is in my head or if I am beginning to be aware of how ill I am, but if I do have POTS, I definitely feel it. Monday I slept all day and today I still don’t feel great. I have been wanting to write but between…
Over the last week, I have begun to feel ill. I am unsure if it is in my head or if I am beginning to be aware of how ill I am, but if I do have POTS, I definitely feel it. Monday I slept all day and today I still don’t feel great. I have been wanting to write but between…
Tired Writing
The author expresses struggles with emotional and mental exhaustion, heightened by ADHD. They describe feelings of disorganization, low social energy, and a yearning for connection. Despite difficulties, writing remains a crucial coping mechanism. Upcoming obligations, including…
The author expresses struggles with emotional and mental exhaustion, heightened by ADHD. They describe feelings of disorganization, low social energy, and a yearning for connection. Despite difficulties, writing remains a crucial coping mechanism. Upcoming obligations, including…
Tired Writing
The author expresses struggles with emotional and mental exhaustion, heightened by ADHD. They describe feelings of disorganization, low social energy, and a yearning for connection. Despite difficulties, writing remains a crucial coping mechanism. Upcoming obligations, including attending comic con, weigh heavily as they seek to regain a sense of self amidst turmoil.
starstuffandmiseries.blog
April 11, 2025 at 11:40 PM
Tired Writing
The author expresses struggles with emotional and mental exhaustion, heightened by ADHD. They describe feelings of disorganization, low social energy, and a yearning for connection. Despite difficulties, writing remains a crucial coping mechanism. Upcoming obligations, including…
The author expresses struggles with emotional and mental exhaustion, heightened by ADHD. They describe feelings of disorganization, low social energy, and a yearning for connection. Despite difficulties, writing remains a crucial coping mechanism. Upcoming obligations, including…
Reflections On Life
I had a friend of mine mention the feeling of “how did I make it this far,” a feeling all too familiar to me. Until about two years ago, I felt that some day I was bound to die or end up having a horribly tragic life. This is something a lot of people with PTSD feel. Now though…
I had a friend of mine mention the feeling of “how did I make it this far,” a feeling all too familiar to me. Until about two years ago, I felt that some day I was bound to die or end up having a horribly tragic life. This is something a lot of people with PTSD feel. Now though…
Reflections On Life
I had a friend of mine mention the feeling of “how did I make it this far,” a feeling all too familiar to me. Until about two years ago, I felt that some day I was bound to die or end up having a horribly tragic life. This is something a lot of people with PTSD feel. Now though I can definitively say this feeling has vanished.
starstuffandmiseries.blog
April 7, 2025 at 3:18 AM
Reflections On Life
I had a friend of mine mention the feeling of “how did I make it this far,” a feeling all too familiar to me. Until about two years ago, I felt that some day I was bound to die or end up having a horribly tragic life. This is something a lot of people with PTSD feel. Now though…
I had a friend of mine mention the feeling of “how did I make it this far,” a feeling all too familiar to me. Until about two years ago, I felt that some day I was bound to die or end up having a horribly tragic life. This is something a lot of people with PTSD feel. Now though…
Short ADHD Update
I am now two weeks without my ADHD med and it is slowly killing my brain. I have gone from being able to initiate tasks with some exhaustion in the afternoon to exhaustion all the time and a constant struggle to do anything. Finding a doctor has been one of the worst experiences…
I am now two weeks without my ADHD med and it is slowly killing my brain. I have gone from being able to initiate tasks with some exhaustion in the afternoon to exhaustion all the time and a constant struggle to do anything. Finding a doctor has been one of the worst experiences…
Short ADHD Update
I am now two weeks without my ADHD med and it is slowly killing my brain. I have gone from being able to initiate tasks with some exhaustion in the afternoon to exhaustion all the time and a constant struggle to do anything. Finding a doctor has been one of the worst experiences ever. Sooo when I first started writing this post I was in a very different place.
starstuffandmiseries.blog
April 2, 2025 at 2:13 PM
Short ADHD Update
I am now two weeks without my ADHD med and it is slowly killing my brain. I have gone from being able to initiate tasks with some exhaustion in the afternoon to exhaustion all the time and a constant struggle to do anything. Finding a doctor has been one of the worst experiences…
I am now two weeks without my ADHD med and it is slowly killing my brain. I have gone from being able to initiate tasks with some exhaustion in the afternoon to exhaustion all the time and a constant struggle to do anything. Finding a doctor has been one of the worst experiences…
Writing About Writing About Writing
March 31, 2025 This past weekend I have dived head first into writing a book again. It feels good to be creative and try to write. While writing I am trying to not edit and focus on imperfections. I am trying to just get the story on paper. I will say my…
March 31, 2025 This past weekend I have dived head first into writing a book again. It feels good to be creative and try to write. While writing I am trying to not edit and focus on imperfections. I am trying to just get the story on paper. I will say my…
Writing About Writing About Writing
March 31, 2025 This past weekend I have dived head first into writing a book again. It feels good to be creative and try to write. While writing I am trying to not edit and focus on imperfections. I am trying to just get the story on paper. I will say my confidence in writing has increased exponentially. I contribute some of that to this blog and (now) my substack.
starstuffandmiseries.blog
April 1, 2025 at 12:56 PM
Writing About Writing About Writing
March 31, 2025 This past weekend I have dived head first into writing a book again. It feels good to be creative and try to write. While writing I am trying to not edit and focus on imperfections. I am trying to just get the story on paper. I will say my…
March 31, 2025 This past weekend I have dived head first into writing a book again. It feels good to be creative and try to write. While writing I am trying to not edit and focus on imperfections. I am trying to just get the story on paper. I will say my…
Medical Mishaps: Why Is Finding a Doctor So Hard?!
This month has been challenging as I navigate adulthood, facing both mental health successes and setbacks. I'm struggling to find new medical practitioners, especially a female doctor to address my ongoing tachycardia issues. Additionally, finding…
This month has been challenging as I navigate adulthood, facing both mental health successes and setbacks. I'm struggling to find new medical practitioners, especially a female doctor to address my ongoing tachycardia issues. Additionally, finding…
Medical Mishaps: Why Is Finding a Doctor So Hard?!
This month has been challenging as I navigate adulthood, facing both mental health successes and setbacks. I'm struggling to find new medical practitioners, especially a female doctor to address my ongoing tachycardia issues. Additionally, finding a dentist has been equally daunting, reflecting my anxiety about healthcare systems. I seek clarity and better health.
starstuffandmiseries.blog
March 31, 2025 at 2:18 AM
Medical Mishaps: Why Is Finding a Doctor So Hard?!
This month has been challenging as I navigate adulthood, facing both mental health successes and setbacks. I'm struggling to find new medical practitioners, especially a female doctor to address my ongoing tachycardia issues. Additionally, finding…
This month has been challenging as I navigate adulthood, facing both mental health successes and setbacks. I'm struggling to find new medical practitioners, especially a female doctor to address my ongoing tachycardia issues. Additionally, finding…
Hallowness
Life feels a little bleak. Why am I surprised? Every time I take a step forward, It feels like a thousand steps back. When I think of the past, The present feels preventable, The future could have been better. My pain could have been avoided. If I was someone loved, Not an object for…
Life feels a little bleak. Why am I surprised? Every time I take a step forward, It feels like a thousand steps back. When I think of the past, The present feels preventable, The future could have been better. My pain could have been avoided. If I was someone loved, Not an object for…
Hallowness
Life feels a little bleak. Why am I surprised? Every time I take a step forward, It feels like a thousand steps back. When I think of the past, The present feels preventable, The future could have been better. My pain could have been avoided. If I was someone loved, Not an object for self reflection, To heal others pain and mistakes.
starstuffandmiseries.blog
March 28, 2025 at 3:33 PM
Hallowness
Life feels a little bleak. Why am I surprised? Every time I take a step forward, It feels like a thousand steps back. When I think of the past, The present feels preventable, The future could have been better. My pain could have been avoided. If I was someone loved, Not an object for…
Life feels a little bleak. Why am I surprised? Every time I take a step forward, It feels like a thousand steps back. When I think of the past, The present feels preventable, The future could have been better. My pain could have been avoided. If I was someone loved, Not an object for…
Anger the Weapon, Now the Tool
Anger in many ways is a very powerful tool. Anger has created movements. Anger is also a weapon. It has caused wars. It causes harm to others and can make even the most shy person do the unexpected. Today I am a bit angry. It didn't start like that, but one joke…
Anger in many ways is a very powerful tool. Anger has created movements. Anger is also a weapon. It has caused wars. It causes harm to others and can make even the most shy person do the unexpected. Today I am a bit angry. It didn't start like that, but one joke…
Anger the Weapon, Now the Tool
Anger in many ways is a very powerful tool. Anger has created movements. Anger is also a weapon. It has caused wars. It causes harm to others and can make even the most shy person do the unexpected. Today I am a bit angry. It didn't start like that, but one joke changed it all. I won't repeat the joke as it was awful and made the expense of me and some of my coworkers.
starstuffandmiseries.blog
March 23, 2025 at 8:23 PM
Anger the Weapon, Now the Tool
Anger in many ways is a very powerful tool. Anger has created movements. Anger is also a weapon. It has caused wars. It causes harm to others and can make even the most shy person do the unexpected. Today I am a bit angry. It didn't start like that, but one joke…
Anger in many ways is a very powerful tool. Anger has created movements. Anger is also a weapon. It has caused wars. It causes harm to others and can make even the most shy person do the unexpected. Today I am a bit angry. It didn't start like that, but one joke…
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Nature’s Bounties
Despite being quite the homebody, I do enjoy the outdoors. When I was younger, from the bits I remember of my childhood, I spent quite a lot of time outside. I would climb up trees and get stuck because I was too scared to come down, watch thunderstorms roll in from the septic…
Despite being quite the homebody, I do enjoy the outdoors. When I was younger, from the bits I remember of my childhood, I spent quite a lot of time outside. I would climb up trees and get stuck because I was too scared to come down, watch thunderstorms roll in from the septic…
Nature’s Bounties
Despite being quite the homebody, I do enjoy the outdoors. When I was younger, from the bits I remember of my childhood, I spent quite a lot of time outside. I would climb up trees and get stuck because I was too scared to come down, watch thunderstorms roll in from the septic mound in my backyard, and lay in the grass and watch the clouds float by.
starstuffandmiseries.blog
March 22, 2025 at 1:09 AM
Nature’s Bounties
Despite being quite the homebody, I do enjoy the outdoors. When I was younger, from the bits I remember of my childhood, I spent quite a lot of time outside. I would climb up trees and get stuck because I was too scared to come down, watch thunderstorms roll in from the septic…
Despite being quite the homebody, I do enjoy the outdoors. When I was younger, from the bits I remember of my childhood, I spent quite a lot of time outside. I would climb up trees and get stuck because I was too scared to come down, watch thunderstorms roll in from the septic…
Anger the Weapon, Now the Tool
Anger in many ways is a very powerful tool. Anger has created movements. Anger is also a weapon. It has caused wars. It causes harm to others and can make even the most shy person do the unexpected. Today I am a bit angry. It didn't start like that, but one joke…
Anger in many ways is a very powerful tool. Anger has created movements. Anger is also a weapon. It has caused wars. It causes harm to others and can make even the most shy person do the unexpected. Today I am a bit angry. It didn't start like that, but one joke…
Anger the Weapon, Now the Tool
Anger in many ways is a very powerful tool. Anger has created movements. Anger is also a weapon. It has caused wars. It causes harm to others and can make even the most shy person do the unexpected. Today I am a bit angry. It didn't start like that, but one joke changed it all. I won't repeat the joke as it was awful and made the expense of me and some of my coworkers.
starstuffandmiseries.blog
March 20, 2025 at 3:33 PM
Anger the Weapon, Now the Tool
Anger in many ways is a very powerful tool. Anger has created movements. Anger is also a weapon. It has caused wars. It causes harm to others and can make even the most shy person do the unexpected. Today I am a bit angry. It didn't start like that, but one joke…
Anger in many ways is a very powerful tool. Anger has created movements. Anger is also a weapon. It has caused wars. It causes harm to others and can make even the most shy person do the unexpected. Today I am a bit angry. It didn't start like that, but one joke…
I have my own domain now and have been trying to update some stuff on the blog!
Blog: starstuffandmiseries.blog
Blog: starstuffandmiseries.blog
Starstuff and Misery
Visit the post for more.
starstuffandmiseries.blog
March 20, 2025 at 3:19 AM
I have my own domain now and have been trying to update some stuff on the blog!
Blog: starstuffandmiseries.blog
Blog: starstuffandmiseries.blog
I am trying to diversify my social presence so now I am on substack too!
March 20, 2025 at 3:16 AM
I am trying to diversify my social presence so now I am on substack too!
Literary Dreaming
Literary Dreaming
For a long time, I have wanted to be a published author. Now that I have the free time to write though my inspiration for started transcripts had dwindled. Currently I have two books that I want to work on. I will not state what they are about but both are fantasy/fiction books. Pre meds I would envelop myself in writing ideas and characters to an extremely.
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March 19, 2025 at 1:51 PM
Literary Dreaming
Springing Into Joy
Today was a very therapeutic Tuesday. I was able to work from home and being by myself allowed me to relax a bit and prepare myself for the week ahead. The Straterra was very much Straterraing. I am very excited to continue existing in my apartment this weekend before two…
Today was a very therapeutic Tuesday. I was able to work from home and being by myself allowed me to relax a bit and prepare myself for the week ahead. The Straterra was very much Straterraing. I am very excited to continue existing in my apartment this weekend before two…
Springing Into Joy
Today was a very therapeutic Tuesday. I was able to work from home and being by myself allowed me to relax a bit and prepare myself for the week ahead. The Straterra was very much Straterraing. I am very excited to continue existing in my apartment this weekend before two weekends of having to people. I sometimes forget that once spring time comes my apartment is a paradise for me.
starstuffandmiseries.wordpress.com
March 19, 2025 at 12:58 AM
Springing Into Joy
Today was a very therapeutic Tuesday. I was able to work from home and being by myself allowed me to relax a bit and prepare myself for the week ahead. The Straterra was very much Straterraing. I am very excited to continue existing in my apartment this weekend before two…
Today was a very therapeutic Tuesday. I was able to work from home and being by myself allowed me to relax a bit and prepare myself for the week ahead. The Straterra was very much Straterraing. I am very excited to continue existing in my apartment this weekend before two…
This is a reminder to not feel guilty for doing what you need to to take care of yourself!
February 1, 2025 at 8:05 PM
This is a reminder to not feel guilty for doing what you need to to take care of yourself!
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Feelin worn down but we gotta keep doin stuff I guess
January 29, 2025 at 3:52 AM
Feelin worn down but we gotta keep doin stuff I guess
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Everybody check on your group chats. It’s rough out here.
January 28, 2025 at 2:59 PM
Everybody check on your group chats. It’s rough out here.