Elle
@smollainey.bsky.social
23 || ed vent acct || 18+ ONLY || sh pls dni
Just a girl with big ambitions that she constantly derails by her bad choices
Just a girl with big ambitions that she constantly derails by her bad choices
I need some good inconspicuously low cal soup recipes for the winter (bonus if they freeze well)
November 26, 2025 at 5:04 PM
I need some good inconspicuously low cal soup recipes for the winter (bonus if they freeze well)
What makes you finally lock tf in?
November 20, 2025 at 3:34 AM
What makes you finally lock tf in?
Don’t want to get out of bed
November 17, 2025 at 2:58 PM
Don’t want to get out of bed
Unfortunately this is still true
At this point eating is a form of self harm
November 16, 2025 at 8:49 PM
Unfortunately this is still true
Declaring it a tea and rice cakes winter
November 16, 2025 at 7:52 PM
Declaring it a tea and rice cakes winter
Today my tummy hurts 😢 gonna drink mostly tea, water, and other fluids and pray that helps
October 8, 2025 at 1:23 PM
Today my tummy hurts 😢 gonna drink mostly tea, water, and other fluids and pray that helps
Every time I get in this loop I try to remember how I am when I am consistently losing. The falling in love with the feeling of being hungry/empty, using exercise to cope instead of food, making sure I never finish a meal fully. It’s the same feelings I’m trying to cope with just the other end of it
October 8, 2025 at 2:15 AM
Every time I get in this loop I try to remember how I am when I am consistently losing. The falling in love with the feeling of being hungry/empty, using exercise to cope instead of food, making sure I never finish a meal fully. It’s the same feelings I’m trying to cope with just the other end of it
I’m stuck in this self destructive loop but I don’t know how to get out of it anymore
October 8, 2025 at 2:08 AM
I’m stuck in this self destructive loop but I don’t know how to get out of it anymore
Disassociated so hard I don’t even feel full ever 🫠
October 8, 2025 at 2:07 AM
Disassociated so hard I don’t even feel full ever 🫠
At this point eating is a form of self harm
October 7, 2025 at 9:44 PM
At this point eating is a form of self harm
Too scared to weigh myself but I’m sure I’ve gained 15 lbs this month
September 21, 2025 at 3:03 AM
Too scared to weigh myself but I’m sure I’ve gained 15 lbs this month
Gets sad about being fat, binges, gets sad about being fat, binges (please god get me out of this)
September 21, 2025 at 3:02 AM
Gets sad about being fat, binges, gets sad about being fat, binges (please god get me out of this)
First day of classes today and I am notttttt ready for this 😭
August 20, 2025 at 2:35 AM
First day of classes today and I am notttttt ready for this 😭
I need an Apple Watch 😭 So sad I lost my 8 year old garmin a few months ago and just haven’t been able to find it
August 18, 2025 at 8:52 PM
I need an Apple Watch 😭 So sad I lost my 8 year old garmin a few months ago and just haven’t been able to find it
Not to be dramatic but this nitro americano hack or whatever is truly life changing
August 16, 2025 at 1:18 PM
Not to be dramatic but this nitro americano hack or whatever is truly life changing
New bul!m!a milestone I didn’t ask for - peeing myself while purging
August 14, 2025 at 10:35 PM
New bul!m!a milestone I didn’t ask for - peeing myself while purging
I sometimes wish I didn’t delete twt. F that loser but the threads there were elite. Where am I suppose to get the best low cal recipes and harm reduction tips 😭😭
August 14, 2025 at 10:34 PM
I sometimes wish I didn’t delete twt. F that loser but the threads there were elite. Where am I suppose to get the best low cal recipes and harm reduction tips 😭😭
Realistically I just need 3 good days an I’ll be back to my self again
August 14, 2025 at 2:31 AM
Realistically I just need 3 good days an I’ll be back to my self again
Don’t even have the will to plan shit and that’s my favorite coping mechanism. Now I’m just eating bread
August 14, 2025 at 2:27 AM
Don’t even have the will to plan shit and that’s my favorite coping mechanism. Now I’m just eating bread
Sometimes I fantasize about living alone and letting myself just self destruct
August 14, 2025 at 2:26 AM
Sometimes I fantasize about living alone and letting myself just self destruct
Did a workout class today. Definitely going to be making the most of this free membership
August 13, 2025 at 1:47 AM
Did a workout class today. Definitely going to be making the most of this free membership
Yall I figured out notion and life just unlocked to a new level
August 9, 2025 at 3:03 PM
Yall I figured out notion and life just unlocked to a new level
Thank u psyllium husk for saving my tummy
July 28, 2025 at 3:13 AM
Thank u psyllium husk for saving my tummy
Why so hungry when ate so much food
July 26, 2025 at 4:02 AM
Why so hungry when ate so much food
I want a ninja Creami so fucking bad
July 18, 2025 at 1:39 AM
I want a ninja Creami so fucking bad