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btw: when stating “things have been worse” i meant that in the past things have felt worse than they felt upon making this post
that being said, the past few weeks have been… somewhat worse.
that being said, the past few weeks have been… somewhat worse.
hello bluesky …. i keep forgetting to come on here ~_~ …
things have been a lot busier for me lately and medication changes have been going on fairly consistently but overall, things have been… worse, i guess ?
but i am still alive so there’s that :,)
wishing for the best
things have been a lot busier for me lately and medication changes have been going on fairly consistently but overall, things have been… worse, i guess ?
but i am still alive so there’s that :,)
wishing for the best
June 22, 2025 at 10:42 PM
btw: when stating “things have been worse” i meant that in the past things have felt worse than they felt upon making this post
that being said, the past few weeks have been… somewhat worse.
that being said, the past few weeks have been… somewhat worse.
hello bluesky …. i keep forgetting to come on here ~_~ …
things have been a lot busier for me lately and medication changes have been going on fairly consistently but overall, things have been… worse, i guess ?
but i am still alive so there’s that :,)
wishing for the best
things have been a lot busier for me lately and medication changes have been going on fairly consistently but overall, things have been… worse, i guess ?
but i am still alive so there’s that :,)
wishing for the best
May 22, 2025 at 3:33 PM
hello bluesky …. i keep forgetting to come on here ~_~ …
things have been a lot busier for me lately and medication changes have been going on fairly consistently but overall, things have been… worse, i guess ?
but i am still alive so there’s that :,)
wishing for the best
things have been a lot busier for me lately and medication changes have been going on fairly consistently but overall, things have been… worse, i guess ?
but i am still alive so there’s that :,)
wishing for the best
don’t know what to do anymore.
just end up crying by the end of most days.
hope for the improvement of my wellbeing feels less and less likely to happen
just end up crying by the end of most days.
hope for the improvement of my wellbeing feels less and less likely to happen
March 11, 2025 at 11:18 PM
don’t know what to do anymore.
just end up crying by the end of most days.
hope for the improvement of my wellbeing feels less and less likely to happen
just end up crying by the end of most days.
hope for the improvement of my wellbeing feels less and less likely to happen
had to have a small-ish operation last thursday which is making me limp even worse than i already was.
March 11, 2025 at 11:16 PM
had to have a small-ish operation last thursday which is making me limp even worse than i already was.
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February 24, 2025 at 11:26 PM
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Southern skies
February 24, 2025 at 8:51 AM
Southern skies
just never fucking ends.
February 24, 2025 at 2:28 AM
just never fucking ends.
if i ever for whatever reason actually do have kids of my own i hope and pray to god i never fucking end up treating them the way my mother treats me.
February 24, 2025 at 2:27 AM
if i ever for whatever reason actually do have kids of my own i hope and pray to god i never fucking end up treating them the way my mother treats me.
this world just keeps proving it isn’t a place for me
February 19, 2025 at 3:55 AM
this world just keeps proving it isn’t a place for me
not to be ultra depressing and su*c*dal but i just don’t want to be alive so so so badly because they life i have been living is miserable in many many many ways
my family and i cannot fuckijg catch a break everyone is sick and dying and unwell and it wont stop and i cant handle it very much more
my family and i cannot fuckijg catch a break everyone is sick and dying and unwell and it wont stop and i cant handle it very much more
February 19, 2025 at 3:40 AM
not to be ultra depressing and su*c*dal but i just don’t want to be alive so so so badly because they life i have been living is miserable in many many many ways
my family and i cannot fuckijg catch a break everyone is sick and dying and unwell and it wont stop and i cant handle it very much more
my family and i cannot fuckijg catch a break everyone is sick and dying and unwell and it wont stop and i cant handle it very much more
yeah so trying to look up info about (h)EDS is literally the most gut-wrenching shit because of too many reasons to explain but part of why it hurts is because there really are no solid answers. no cure. no specialists—at least, none that are nearby and won’t cost an arm and a leg.
February 19, 2025 at 3:12 AM
yeah so trying to look up info about (h)EDS is literally the most gut-wrenching shit because of too many reasons to explain but part of why it hurts is because there really are no solid answers. no cure. no specialists—at least, none that are nearby and won’t cost an arm and a leg.
***disc building
(i can’t spell ;-;)
(i can’t spell ;-;)
a couple updates:
① the doctors office called me this morning (when i was still asleep) and left a voicemail saying that according to the MRI for my spine, i have disk bulging in “the L4 to L5 and L5 to S1”… sooooooooim going to be referred for physical therapy (yet again). so that’s…… yeah idk
① the doctors office called me this morning (when i was still asleep) and left a voicemail saying that according to the MRI for my spine, i have disk bulging in “the L4 to L5 and L5 to S1”… sooooooooim going to be referred for physical therapy (yet again). so that’s…… yeah idk
February 19, 2025 at 2:54 AM
***disc building
(i can’t spell ;-;)
(i can’t spell ;-;)
a couple updates:
① the doctors office called me this morning (when i was still asleep) and left a voicemail saying that according to the MRI for my spine, i have disk bulging in “the L4 to L5 and L5 to S1”… sooooooooim going to be referred for physical therapy (yet again). so that’s…… yeah idk
① the doctors office called me this morning (when i was still asleep) and left a voicemail saying that according to the MRI for my spine, i have disk bulging in “the L4 to L5 and L5 to S1”… sooooooooim going to be referred for physical therapy (yet again). so that’s…… yeah idk
February 19, 2025 at 1:19 AM
a couple updates:
① the doctors office called me this morning (when i was still asleep) and left a voicemail saying that according to the MRI for my spine, i have disk bulging in “the L4 to L5 and L5 to S1”… sooooooooim going to be referred for physical therapy (yet again). so that’s…… yeah idk
① the doctors office called me this morning (when i was still asleep) and left a voicemail saying that according to the MRI for my spine, i have disk bulging in “the L4 to L5 and L5 to S1”… sooooooooim going to be referred for physical therapy (yet again). so that’s…… yeah idk
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February 19, 2025 at 12:37 AM
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October 17, 2024 at 7:31 PM
i dont know why i keep posting updates because i mostly post them to try and give context to others and also keep track for myself but i know most everyone doesnt want to read them or anything
February 11, 2025 at 6:17 AM
i dont know why i keep posting updates because i mostly post them to try and give context to others and also keep track for myself but i know most everyone doesnt want to read them or anything
it’s only been 26 days since my last physical therapy session… not even a month and my entire body and pain level has gone to shit
i don’t know what to do anymore
staying in bed will make me even weaker but i don’t have any other options
i don’t know what to do anymore
staying in bed will make me even weaker but i don’t have any other options
February 9, 2025 at 11:48 PM
it’s only been 26 days since my last physical therapy session… not even a month and my entire body and pain level has gone to shit
i don’t know what to do anymore
staying in bed will make me even weaker but i don’t have any other options
i don’t know what to do anymore
staying in bed will make me even weaker but i don’t have any other options
i’ve been becoming increasingly bed-ridden for the past week…
it’s getting to be too painful to endure sitting upright due to my spine & shoulder blades
and my hip is making standing / walking very difficult… its affecting both of my knees and my left foot (as of how i have to limp when walking)
it’s getting to be too painful to endure sitting upright due to my spine & shoulder blades
and my hip is making standing / walking very difficult… its affecting both of my knees and my left foot (as of how i have to limp when walking)
February 9, 2025 at 11:40 PM
i’ve been becoming increasingly bed-ridden for the past week…
it’s getting to be too painful to endure sitting upright due to my spine & shoulder blades
and my hip is making standing / walking very difficult… its affecting both of my knees and my left foot (as of how i have to limp when walking)
it’s getting to be too painful to endure sitting upright due to my spine & shoulder blades
and my hip is making standing / walking very difficult… its affecting both of my knees and my left foot (as of how i have to limp when walking)
also i don’t want to go into detail but i had another (general) doctors appointment yesterday and there were some very very troubling things i was informed about in regards to my health that the cardiologist decided to not tell me about... but in some ways i also received validation for things
February 7, 2025 at 8:04 PM
also i don’t want to go into detail but i had another (general) doctors appointment yesterday and there were some very very troubling things i was informed about in regards to my health that the cardiologist decided to not tell me about... but in some ways i also received validation for things
i feel like it says a lot that my brother made my ringtone be the song that plays when you find a crying toad in luigi’s mansion
February 7, 2025 at 8:01 PM
i feel like it says a lot that my brother made my ringtone be the song that plays when you find a crying toad in luigi’s mansion
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February 6, 2025 at 7:58 PM
i have to try and sleep because it’s almost 1am and i’m so exhausted been awake since before 6:30 this morning because i couldn’t fall back asleep and cried far too much from stress today already and i keep just crying
January 31, 2025 at 6:44 AM
i have to try and sleep because it’s almost 1am and i’m so exhausted been awake since before 6:30 this morning because i couldn’t fall back asleep and cried far too much from stress today already and i keep just crying
i’m scared i’m dying
January 31, 2025 at 6:33 AM
i’m scared i’m dying