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Sin
@sintobedecided.bsky.social
Current Hyperfixation: Adventure Is Nigh!
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They/He, Demisexual, I think?
I like to write and make art on occasion.
Autistic, severely depressed and traumatised, yet still alive somehow.
Unofficial Senior Citizen™ (application pending)
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This might be my first time on the internet that I'm just myself. No fake names, no false introductions, no nothing. So...

Hi, I'm Sin. They/He, 21yo.
I don't just want stories with trans characters. I want stories about being trans, and what that looks like from an internal perspective.
June 14, 2025 at 4:55 AM
I never understood what the big deal was with Harry Potter. I was never a fan of it. In fact, I hated it. Yet I heard people praising it as God's gift to humanity.

I still feel that way. Almost feels like a massive "told you so" with what's been revealed.
June 13, 2025 at 6:46 AM
Tried to post earlier but it didn't save so, quick update:

45mg of THC resulted in a massive visual lag spike. I got dressed to go out, shoes and all, then passed out. I also threw up not once, but twice, from the motion sickness caused by the visual lag. 10/10 absolutely no regrets
May 19, 2025 at 11:18 PM
I just want to confirm I didn't die after the surgery. I've just been taking a lot of THC lately.

I'm gonna start posting when I'm high. Should yield some interesting results.
May 17, 2025 at 3:49 PM
Scared,,but hopeful
I have my bag packed and my pillow ready
I'm going under the knife
March 5, 2025 at 11:53 AM
It's time.
February 3, 2025 at 5:52 AM
Just got my wisdom teeth removed, as well as two others. Severely loopy. Desperately want ice cream and pain meds
January 23, 2025 at 6:41 PM
Currently sitting in the hospital with my mom. They're trying to figure out what's wrong and giving her meds.

Whatever it is, it's been going on for weeks.
January 18, 2025 at 4:36 AM
I have tried on several occasions to read/listen to Left Right Game. I can never get past the first part. It just irritates me too much.

I wanna hope it gets better later, but I kind of doubt it. I don't think it's a bad story. It's just not for me.
January 18, 2025 at 4:35 AM
I just woke up after a night of drinking and nursing a horrible headache. My therapy appointment is in an hour, and I look like crap.

I suppose it's all the more convincing.
January 16, 2025 at 12:55 PM
There's this youtube channel I follow. They've been going through hard times lately.

youtube.com/@gizmothegre...

I've already donated what I could. If you could take a look at the fundraiser, share it with others, and donate if you can, it would help them a lot.

gofund.me/bb1580db
Gizmo the Grey Bird
Gizmo is a 18-year-old Congo African Grey parrot who found a loving home with us (Emily and Kyle) in April 2022. For the first 16 years of Gizmo's life, he was confined to a cage, which made him cauti...
youtube.com
January 16, 2025 at 12:54 PM
I have on and off thoughts of starting some kind of blog or content site, but it worries me that I might be in over my head with that.

I might do it anyway. Trying to think of a good title already cost me hours, if not days, of my life.
January 14, 2025 at 1:27 PM
I have become acquainted with sink-bathing methods
January 12, 2025 at 11:16 PM
I dreamt that I got my hands on an illustrated/graphic novel version of Blood Meridian. Problem was, it was fairly obvious that all of the art was AI generated, and I was so disgusted that I refused to read it any further.

Maybe I'm scrolling through Facebook too much?
January 12, 2025 at 10:16 PM
I was kinda...asleep when the new year came. Woke up at 3am like "oh yeah...forgot about that."

Time doesn't mean a damn thing to me anymore. Hasn't for a while. Night shift will do that to you.
January 1, 2025 at 6:39 PM
How kind of them
December 24, 2024 at 10:41 PM
I'm slightly drunk, mourning the loss of a pet, and I plan to drown my sorrows in a fuckton of ice cream.

Merry Christmas, by the way. I bought myself a ton of stuff, mostly books, and I'm spending time with family. God Bless.
December 24, 2024 at 10:30 PM
I just finished my third shift in a row while I'm sick, and it occurred to me that I should probably go on leave. As such, I'm doing just that. Now I just need a doctor's note.
December 22, 2024 at 10:42 AM
If anyone was wondering where I've been (probably not), I've been slowly rotting in bed after work while binging this playlist. It's...very interesting.

youtube.com/playlist?lis...
Fallout 4 (All episodes) - YouTube
Zach and Mike explore Boston together, saving lives and killing jerks. But mostly screwing around.
youtube.com
December 20, 2024 at 7:15 AM
This is as far as I got into my transfem Sam Walker idea before I got bored/ran out of time. I might pick it back up later
December 20, 2024 at 7:12 AM
My room is a complete mess, and I feel exactly zero will to do anything about it.

You know what I'd love? A neat freak I could rent to clean it for me. Lord knows I'd pay them well.
December 15, 2024 at 12:55 PM
Gender-affirming care is suicide prevention, and therefore life-saving.

I'm willing to hear other opinions, but I am firm in my stance.
December 15, 2024 at 12:14 AM
You ever get to the point in an argument where you can tell the other person isn't listening to you and just wants to be right, so you fall silent?
December 15, 2024 at 12:13 AM
If anyone has some spare validation, they can have some of what I'm going to make with it, promise.
December 14, 2024 at 11:40 AM