n o h l
@schmedly.bsky.social
#art <- click by user for art
i need to spit things out online sometimes
https://anilist.co/user/schmedly/
https://www.twitch.tv/schmedly
https://www.youtube.com/@schmedly_slop_bin
https://www.youtube.com/@schmedly_in_real_life
i need to spit things out online sometimes
https://anilist.co/user/schmedly/
https://www.twitch.tv/schmedly
https://www.youtube.com/@schmedly_slop_bin
https://www.youtube.com/@schmedly_in_real_life
only tangible goal next year is to escape being a dostoevsky character. the others are even less tangible
November 13, 2025 at 11:04 PM
only tangible goal next year is to escape being a dostoevsky character. the others are even less tangible
jeremy renner snowplow diagram
November 12, 2025 at 5:31 AM
jeremy renner snowplow diagram
never knew about this shit before. learning 📖 👀
November 7, 2025 at 2:30 AM
never knew about this shit before. learning 📖 👀
my existence is noncanonical
October 30, 2025 at 12:53 AM
my existence is noncanonical
its crazy that the primary sensation that has defined my entire life is just. itchiness. mental itchiness. every problem ever has revolved around this for me
October 7, 2025 at 12:48 AM
its crazy that the primary sensation that has defined my entire life is just. itchiness. mental itchiness. every problem ever has revolved around this for me
this has kind of just been reaffirming that i have some kind of dopamine regulation issue which i know already but doesnt solve anything on its own. i can now get 10 minutes of focused unpleasant work done over the course of an hour. lmao.
hopefully things get better. maybe without meds? the dream
hopefully things get better. maybe without meds? the dream
today i managed to like upregulate my dopamine levels or some shit by staring at a wall and not thinking about anything interesting. it sucked and hurt for like 40 minutes and my brain gave up and said "fine heres some juice" and i felt like i did when i was on strattera
normal person activities
normal person activities
October 7, 2025 at 12:44 AM
this has kind of just been reaffirming that i have some kind of dopamine regulation issue which i know already but doesnt solve anything on its own. i can now get 10 minutes of focused unpleasant work done over the course of an hour. lmao.
hopefully things get better. maybe without meds? the dream
hopefully things get better. maybe without meds? the dream
im so mad that im learning so much from this i feel like a techbro or some shit lmfao
today i managed to like upregulate my dopamine levels or some shit by staring at a wall and not thinking about anything interesting. it sucked and hurt for like 40 minutes and my brain gave up and said "fine heres some juice" and i felt like i did when i was on strattera
normal person activities
normal person activities
October 3, 2025 at 11:11 PM
im so mad that im learning so much from this i feel like a techbro or some shit lmfao
today i managed to like upregulate my dopamine levels or some shit by staring at a wall and not thinking about anything interesting. it sucked and hurt for like 40 minutes and my brain gave up and said "fine heres some juice" and i felt like i did when i was on strattera
normal person activities
normal person activities
October 1, 2025 at 3:03 AM
today i managed to like upregulate my dopamine levels or some shit by staring at a wall and not thinking about anything interesting. it sucked and hurt for like 40 minutes and my brain gave up and said "fine heres some juice" and i felt like i did when i was on strattera
normal person activities
normal person activities
bank app overtook ig on my most used apps bar lol. this means many things and none of them are good
September 24, 2025 at 10:07 PM
bank app overtook ig on my most used apps bar lol. this means many things and none of them are good
theres still a good 40 hours left in this mf probably
September 11, 2025 at 12:40 AM
theres still a good 40 hours left in this mf probably
reached the (a?) final boss of silksong in 3 days hashtag gaming hashtag holy shit i played so much silksong this weekend and went so fucking fast
September 10, 2025 at 3:09 AM
reached the (a?) final boss of silksong in 3 days hashtag gaming hashtag holy shit i played so much silksong this weekend and went so fucking fast
i got silksong only bc i saw reddit saying it was too hard and im going to play it on my leverless
September 6, 2025 at 3:13 PM
i got silksong only bc i saw reddit saying it was too hard and im going to play it on my leverless
its easy to forget that if you are in a present that deprives you of some aspect of yourself that you value, it doesnt mean that aspect has rotted away. youre more than the misery that you feel, and the parts of you that love are still there, waiting for the time when their pathways can be walked
September 1, 2025 at 5:11 AM
its easy to forget that if you are in a present that deprives you of some aspect of yourself that you value, it doesnt mean that aspect has rotted away. youre more than the misery that you feel, and the parts of you that love are still there, waiting for the time when their pathways can be walked
Reposted by n o h l
one of the funnest things ive drawn, i think i literally took a pic of majima yakuza as reference and just did whatever the fuck i wanted with it. i love unnatural colors and features being Not Quite Right
#art
#art
August 23, 2025 at 1:22 AM
one of the funnest things ive drawn, i think i literally took a pic of majima yakuza as reference and just did whatever the fuck i wanted with it. i love unnatural colors and features being Not Quite Right
#art
#art
Reposted by n o h l
one of my old favorites. the concept was arrived at by lightly chewing on some ideas with eyes closed, while holding some keys in my hands, until i dropped them. i then immediately started on a sketch and went from there. a successful process that i keep meaning to make my default
#art
#art
August 19, 2025 at 11:04 PM
one of my old favorites. the concept was arrived at by lightly chewing on some ideas with eyes closed, while holding some keys in my hands, until i dropped them. i then immediately started on a sketch and went from there. a successful process that i keep meaning to make my default
#art
#art
like this post if children should work in the mines on labor day. thats why its called labor day
August 26, 2025 at 10:47 PM
like this post if children should work in the mines on labor day. thats why its called labor day
i awoke and could not recognize my place on the great cosmic wheel, its structure and movements were strange to my eyes (took a nap and it feels like tomorrow but it isnt)
August 26, 2025 at 12:22 AM
i awoke and could not recognize my place on the great cosmic wheel, its structure and movements were strange to my eyes (took a nap and it feels like tomorrow but it isnt)
RUMOR: GTA 6 will have gamings first ever example of fully simulated physics-enabled ball hair that grows in realtime, according to source. ✅
August 26, 2025 at 12:18 AM
RUMOR: GTA 6 will have gamings first ever example of fully simulated physics-enabled ball hair that grows in realtime, according to source. ✅
im slightly more of an alien to myself everyday. i think that i am growing, as opposed to actively rotting. but growing towards what? i have no clear vision of myself in a few months
August 25, 2025 at 6:15 AM
im slightly more of an alien to myself everyday. i think that i am growing, as opposed to actively rotting. but growing towards what? i have no clear vision of myself in a few months
i am going to play guilty gear strive
August 24, 2025 at 8:55 PM
i am going to play guilty gear strive
simply keep going. you will regardless
August 24, 2025 at 6:22 AM
simply keep going. you will regardless
one of the funnest things ive drawn, i think i literally took a pic of majima yakuza as reference and just did whatever the fuck i wanted with it. i love unnatural colors and features being Not Quite Right
#art
#art
August 23, 2025 at 1:22 AM
one of the funnest things ive drawn, i think i literally took a pic of majima yakuza as reference and just did whatever the fuck i wanted with it. i love unnatural colors and features being Not Quite Right
#art
#art