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Lyra
@scatteredflow3r.bsky.social
34 NO minors pls & thank you

ocean critters & books are my soul

I always have one foot in E/D recovery and one foot out it's a damn struggle
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I disappeared because I've been so fed up with my fatass self
July 3, 2025 at 4:12 PM
Trying to make myself feel better and get out of this low. How many do I have to make lol
June 11, 2025 at 4:01 AM
Bipolar lows are horrible just trying to keep breathing
June 10, 2025 at 1:19 AM
My low is driving me insane I just want it to stop already
June 6, 2025 at 2:17 PM
These books are going to be the d3ath of me. I'm on the final one and I am so broken because I can relate to Lizzie so damn much.
June 5, 2025 at 2:29 AM
Car rides are meant for crying and singing your lungs out
June 4, 2025 at 5:39 AM
Man everyone got some amazing June goals for weight l0ss and im over here in bed hating my body crying and reading a book while eating a cookie
June 1, 2025 at 11:23 PM
June 1, 2025 at 9:45 PM
I've just had a rough weekend so far at work and I still have to survive tomorrow. I also ate too much and even though it was my normal safe food I still regret it all.
June 1, 2025 at 1:12 AM
Its pouring outside therefore she is drying off
May 29, 2025 at 11:59 PM
Omg im sobbing uncontrollably over my book. I can't even see the words
May 29, 2025 at 8:31 PM
Do I pull another all nighter?
May 29, 2025 at 3:05 AM
Finally have money to go buy more sweet potatoes and fruit tomorrow since its the only thing I can eat without my stomach rioting.
May 29, 2025 at 12:50 AM
I promise to never eat like shit again during a mental breakdown 🙃
May 28, 2025 at 7:16 PM
Stomach is so upset from stuffing my face the other day I've been shitting my guts out
May 28, 2025 at 7:09 PM
Its almost 3am and yes I am still reading the same book i started earlier today probably gonna finish it
May 28, 2025 at 6:23 AM
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May 27, 2025 at 10:07 PM
My doctor today was telling me that he is proud of me that im healthy that im well that I shouldn't fall back in my ED because I look just fine and nothing is wrong with me health wise etc ugh luteal phase really kicking my ass. Let me read a sad book now
May 27, 2025 at 3:59 PM
I love rereading one of my favs
May 27, 2025 at 2:22 AM
Thought of you immediately @mushr00msoup.bsky.social
May 26, 2025 at 10:38 PM
I spent all day at work not eating and as soon as I got off I stuffed my face with a milkshake and Mac n cheese bites and a cookie like an idiot 🙃
May 26, 2025 at 4:35 AM
Sometimes I wish I could be normal about books
May 26, 2025 at 4:32 AM
Had a mental breakdown today and realized I can't keep having one foot in and out and recov3ry didn't make me happy so I need to lose this weight asap I gotta start taking this seriously. I can't do it anymore.
May 25, 2025 at 12:59 AM
Omg...why was this so hard to do
May 24, 2025 at 3:38 AM
I changed my septum piercing today and im kinda digging it
May 24, 2025 at 3:09 AM