𐙚 Allen 𐙚
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𐙚 Allen 𐙚
@raincandyal.bsky.social
I like ruikasa and dinosaurs
Art acc: @gomuthebluereptile.bsky.social
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ཐི Intro for pin! ཋྀ
♪ Allen/Gomu - They/he - 18yo - Mexican - Taken - En/Es
♪ Non-binary and pan
♪ Jirai kei and cosplayer
♪ Current interests: Vocaloid - Pjsk - NSO - Omori - FNaF - MLP - TaWoG
♪ Hobbies: Drawing - Gaming - Collecting merch of my interests
#jiraikei #jiraisky #intro

DNI list below
MU HEAD HURTS SO BADDD UAUAAAARRRRRRRR
November 25, 2025 at 2:34 AM
My memory is getting so bad that I have to open my photo gallery all the time to see if there's anything that reminds me of what I did during the day or what I need to do
November 15, 2025 at 3:21 PM
I wish
November 11, 2025 at 1:58 AM
Why do these things keep happening to me? Why can't I just disappear?
November 7, 2025 at 2:34 AM
I'm feeling awfully depressed out of nowhere again...... Heh look Mizuki so cute
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November 6, 2025 at 4:32 AM
Forgot to post the Halloween pics!! Bought some stickers at college!! \⁠(⁠๑⁠╹⁠◡⁠╹⁠๑⁠)⁠ノ⁠♬
#鳳えむ #初音ミク #プロセカ #pjsk #VOCALOID #cosplay
November 4, 2025 at 3:59 AM
I swear I'll post #cool stuff soon. I'm cosplaying Emu for Halloween and if everything goes well I'll post pictures of it. I just hope he doesn't ruin this too.
October 29, 2025 at 5:31 AM
I feel like p🇺king again
October 29, 2025 at 5:26 AM
I just can't do it. I do everything I can to ignore him and get on with my life, but he keeps adding insult to injury every day. Why can't he just disappear???
October 29, 2025 at 5:20 AM
Why do you always bring up the subject every chance you get, making yourself look like the victim???
You feel so triggered by being called a st4lker? Have you ever wondered how I feel about being ST4LKED BY YOU???
October 29, 2025 at 5:15 AM
I can't do this anymore
October 29, 2025 at 5:10 AM
MY DRAWING TEACHER JUST SEARCHED RUIKASA BECAUSE OF ME AND THEN SAID "No, don't use that as a reference" I'M SO EMBARRASSING
October 21, 2025 at 4:22 AM
I hate it here I just want to disappear
October 12, 2025 at 6:21 PM
THE STRAP BROKE HALFWAY BACK HOME AND I HAD TO CARRY IT IN MY ARMS. I'VE BEEN USING IT FOR ABOUT A MONTH ONLY I'M CRYINGG
October 7, 2025 at 11:55 PM
I just remembered I'm cosplaying Emu for halloween, I REALLY need to stop doing this to myself, she wouldn't do that, she's not mentally ill lalalalala I'm silly lalalala I won't hurt myself
October 6, 2025 at 12:30 AM
Tw: vent, $h mention

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I hate doing this, it looks so disgusting, it feels so disgusting and yet I can't stop doing it. Before I know it my fingers are already fucked up. People look at them with disgust, it's disgusting. I feel like throwing up, I'm so disgusting and pathetic.
October 5, 2025 at 9:25 PM
I've only been at college for two weeks and it's already killing me. Next week I start with the theater club and have to study for a very important english exam on saturday + all the homework I already have to do but I'm SO DAMN TIRED I just want to sleep until christmas break
September 14, 2025 at 4:50 PM
I love Tsukasa so much, when I saw that star bag I HAD to get it and make an ita bag for him and I love it so much. I wish I had the confidence to use it more often (I feel cringe using it)
#痛バッグ #天馬司 #初音ミク #jiraisky
August 29, 2025 at 2:53 PM
ཐི Intro for pin! ཋྀ
♪ Allen/Gomu - They/he - 18yo - Mexican - Taken - En/Es
♪ Non-binary and pan
♪ Jirai kei and cosplayer
♪ Current interests: Vocaloid - Pjsk - NSO - Omori - FNaF - MLP - TaWoG
♪ Hobbies: Drawing - Gaming - Collecting merch of my interests
#jiraikei #jiraisky #intro

DNI list below
August 22, 2025 at 4:18 AM
July 14, 2025 at 12:06 AM