Andi 🏳⚧ (on 🐦🧵🦣ⓣ)
@propertyofmycat.bsky.social
Same username everywhere (🐦🧵🦣ⓣ).
⚧♀️ (they/she)
Asexual ♣️⚢
https://linktr.ee/propertyofmycat
I follow a lot of accounts here 'cos many belong to people I follow on Twitter but are inactive (waiting for Twitter to die?) and don't post here yet!
⚧♀️ (they/she)
Asexual ♣️⚢
https://linktr.ee/propertyofmycat
I follow a lot of accounts here 'cos many belong to people I follow on Twitter but are inactive (waiting for Twitter to die?) and don't post here yet!
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Call me Andi for the time being. Same username on all social media platforms.
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I just want to be pretty. But it's too late. Maybe next lifetime 😭😭😭
September 27, 2024 at 10:11 PM
I just want to be pretty. But it's too late. Maybe next lifetime 😭😭😭
Sorry for the sad posts. Wish I could just push a magic button to unalive, delete myself from the timeline, and erase everyone's memories of me. I don't want to be alive anymore. Not like this. Not with this face and this body. I can't. I'm sorry.
September 27, 2024 at 4:01 PM
Sorry for the sad posts. Wish I could just push a magic button to unalive, delete myself from the timeline, and erase everyone's memories of me. I don't want to be alive anymore. Not like this. Not with this face and this body. I can't. I'm sorry.
Estrogen is one hell of a drug — but it didn't work on me 😞
September 27, 2024 at 3:51 PM
Estrogen is one hell of a drug — but it didn't work on me 😞
Maybe this is how my story ends. No new chapter. No more story left to tell.
September 27, 2024 at 3:47 PM
Maybe this is how my story ends. No new chapter. No more story left to tell.
My expectations for what HRT could achieve for me were always very low. I knew that I'd likely need surgeries to do the heavy lifting. Even so, I'd secretly hoped that I'd get results comparable to those I saw on social media. My disappointment has been crushing. 😞
September 27, 2024 at 3:30 PM
My expectations for what HRT could achieve for me were always very low. I knew that I'd likely need surgeries to do the heavy lifting. Even so, I'd secretly hoped that I'd get results comparable to those I saw on social media. My disappointment has been crushing. 😞
I hope you weren't too disappointed or scared-off by my selfies.
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September 27, 2024 at 3:27 PM
I hope you weren't too disappointed or scared-off by my selfies.
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These are my feet. I was born with a club foot. I can walk (with a limp) but the many surgeries to correct my deformity stunted the growth of my right foot and leg. I can't find nice shoes in a EU48/UK12/US15 and my tendons are too short to wear heels. No stilettos for me ☹️
September 27, 2024 at 3:23 PM
These are my feet. I was born with a club foot. I can walk (with a limp) but the many surgeries to correct my deformity stunted the growth of my right foot and leg. I can't find nice shoes in a EU48/UK12/US15 and my tendons are too short to wear heels. No stilettos for me ☹️
This is my body after more than 2 years on HRT. I can't stand straight 'cos my right leg is 3.5cm (1⅓ inch) shorter than my left. I have no waist and no hips, and I have a hunched back from bad posture and sitting in front of a computer screen for years.
September 27, 2024 at 3:11 PM
This is my body after more than 2 years on HRT. I can't stand straight 'cos my right leg is 3.5cm (1⅓ inch) shorter than my left. I have no waist and no hips, and I have a hunched back from bad posture and sitting in front of a computer screen for years.
Face reveal. This is my face now, after 2 years, 2 months and 25 days of HRT. No makeup or filters. Neutral facial expression. No spectacles. I see an old, ugly, worn-out, broken man, kinda scary-looking. 😞
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September 27, 2024 at 3:02 PM
Face reveal. This is my face now, after 2 years, 2 months and 25 days of HRT. No makeup or filters. Neutral facial expression. No spectacles. I see an old, ugly, worn-out, broken man, kinda scary-looking. 😞
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Last time I posted selfies, they were 2 and a half years old, and taken before I started HRT. Some people said I'm pretty. But I feel ugly and mannish.
I'm considering posting no-makeup selfies so you can see what I see, but I fear you will be disappointed and unfollow me then.
I'm considering posting no-makeup selfies so you can see what I see, but I fear you will be disappointed and unfollow me then.
September 27, 2024 at 2:32 PM
Last time I posted selfies, they were 2 and a half years old, and taken before I started HRT. Some people said I'm pretty. But I feel ugly and mannish.
I'm considering posting no-makeup selfies so you can see what I see, but I fear you will be disappointed and unfollow me then.
I'm considering posting no-makeup selfies so you can see what I see, but I fear you will be disappointed and unfollow me then.
Some people suggested that my doctor might be underdosing me. Here's a complete history of my levels since I started HRT. I do DIY in addition to what my doctor prescribes me, so I'm not constrained by my prescription.
Complete list of what I'm taking in next post ⤵️
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Complete list of what I'm taking in next post ⤵️
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September 27, 2024 at 2:01 PM
Some people suggested that my doctor might be underdosing me. Here's a complete history of my levels since I started HRT. I do DIY in addition to what my doctor prescribes me, so I'm not constrained by my prescription.
Complete list of what I'm taking in next post ⤵️
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Complete list of what I'm taking in next post ⤵️
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I know that I'll never be pretty. Folks have seen a few carefully curated selfies and told me I'm pretty, but they don't know what I see in the mirror every single day. That sinking feeling when I see myself is awful. I feel like my heart is bleeding from a gaping wound. 💔
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September 27, 2024 at 1:25 PM
I know that I'll never be pretty. Folks have seen a few carefully curated selfies and told me I'm pretty, but they don't know what I see in the mirror every single day. That sinking feeling when I see myself is awful. I feel like my heart is bleeding from a gaping wound. 💔
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Maybe I'm just annoying and unlikeable? Maybe most of my followers have me muted?
September 27, 2024 at 1:00 PM
Maybe I'm just annoying and unlikeable? Maybe most of my followers have me muted?
Very few people noticed when I disappeared. Perhaps I come across as parasocial, but I honestly care about the people that I interact with. But I think that to most people here, I'm just words on a screen. I don't matter, and if I unalived, few would even notice I'd gone.
September 27, 2024 at 12:47 PM
Very few people noticed when I disappeared. Perhaps I come across as parasocial, but I honestly care about the people that I interact with. But I think that to most people here, I'm just words on a screen. I don't matter, and if I unalived, few would even notice I'd gone.
I wish I had a community that I belonged to. I want to meet and hang out with other transfemmes. I want to go out partying, watch dumb movies together, laugh until I cry, and be among people who lift each other up. I wish I could meet my mutuals. Would anyone want to meet me?
September 27, 2024 at 12:29 PM
I wish I had a community that I belonged to. I want to meet and hang out with other transfemmes. I want to go out partying, watch dumb movies together, laugh until I cry, and be among people who lift each other up. I wish I could meet my mutuals. Would anyone want to meet me?
I feel so alone. Transitioning is the hardest thing I've ever attempted, and I have no support IRL.
I've been in therapy for over a decade. My current therapist is well-meaning, but doesn't understand that positive affirmations spoken into a mirror can't cure dysphoria.
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I've been in therapy for over a decade. My current therapist is well-meaning, but doesn't understand that positive affirmations spoken into a mirror can't cure dysphoria.
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September 27, 2024 at 12:00 PM
I feel so alone. Transitioning is the hardest thing I've ever attempted, and I have no support IRL.
I've been in therapy for over a decade. My current therapist is well-meaning, but doesn't understand that positive affirmations spoken into a mirror can't cure dysphoria.
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I've been in therapy for over a decade. My current therapist is well-meaning, but doesn't understand that positive affirmations spoken into a mirror can't cure dysphoria.
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I'm sorry that I worried some of you.
I know that some of you tried to reach out to me — thank you 🖤
I was in a much darker place and I wasn't functional at all.
I haven't really done much of anything this past week except dissociate and cry a lot.
I know that some of you tried to reach out to me — thank you 🖤
I was in a much darker place and I wasn't functional at all.
I haven't really done much of anything this past week except dissociate and cry a lot.
September 27, 2024 at 11:30 AM
I'm sorry that I worried some of you.
I know that some of you tried to reach out to me — thank you 🖤
I was in a much darker place and I wasn't functional at all.
I haven't really done much of anything this past week except dissociate and cry a lot.
I know that some of you tried to reach out to me — thank you 🖤
I was in a much darker place and I wasn't functional at all.
I haven't really done much of anything this past week except dissociate and cry a lot.
Bridge. At the far end there's usually concrete at the bottom, not water. I spent a lot of time ruminating about this place last week. However, the Danube flooded and the police closed off the bridge. Also, there would have been too many people around doing disaster tourism.
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September 27, 2024 at 10:56 AM
Bridge. At the far end there's usually concrete at the bottom, not water. I spent a lot of time ruminating about this place last week. However, the Danube flooded and the police closed off the bridge. Also, there would have been too many people around doing disaster tourism.
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I'm still alive. I'm not happy about it, ngl.
I don't see a future for myself in which I'm happy. People say, "trust the process", but I've been on HRT for 2 years and nothing has changed. I've lost hope. I can't live like this anymore. I feel so alone and ugly and mannish.
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I don't see a future for myself in which I'm happy. People say, "trust the process", but I've been on HRT for 2 years and nothing has changed. I've lost hope. I can't live like this anymore. I feel so alone and ugly and mannish.
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September 27, 2024 at 10:07 AM
I'm still alive. I'm not happy about it, ngl.
I don't see a future for myself in which I'm happy. People say, "trust the process", but I've been on HRT for 2 years and nothing has changed. I've lost hope. I can't live like this anymore. I feel so alone and ugly and mannish.
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I don't see a future for myself in which I'm happy. People say, "trust the process", but I've been on HRT for 2 years and nothing has changed. I've lost hope. I can't live like this anymore. I feel so alone and ugly and mannish.
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Sorry for everything
September 18, 2024 at 12:18 AM
Sorry for everything
I should just face up to the fact that I'm not going to make it. My rocket failed to reach escape velocity. Nothing else to do but crater, I suppose
September 17, 2024 at 11:47 PM
I should just face up to the fact that I'm not going to make it. My rocket failed to reach escape velocity. Nothing else to do but crater, I suppose
Nobody will miss me
September 17, 2024 at 11:17 PM
Nobody will miss me
It's been 3.5 years since my egg cracked and 2 years since I started HRT, and nothing has changed. What's the damn point of it all? I've waited in vain for my faith to be rewarded; for even the smallest of signs to show me that my transition will be successful. I'm so tired.
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September 17, 2024 at 10:28 PM
It's been 3.5 years since my egg cracked and 2 years since I started HRT, and nothing has changed. What's the damn point of it all? I've waited in vain for my faith to be rewarded; for even the smallest of signs to show me that my transition will be successful. I'm so tired.
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Am I… annoying? 😟
If yes, please feel free to comment below so that I can learn to do better. Alternatively, to submit an anonymous message, you can use tellonym.me/property... Thank you ❤
If yes, please feel free to comment below so that I can learn to do better. Alternatively, to submit an anonymous message, you can use tellonym.me/property... Thank you ❤
September 17, 2024 at 5:49 PM
Am I… annoying? 😟
If yes, please feel free to comment below so that I can learn to do better. Alternatively, to submit an anonymous message, you can use tellonym.me/property... Thank you ❤
If yes, please feel free to comment below so that I can learn to do better. Alternatively, to submit an anonymous message, you can use tellonym.me/property... Thank you ❤
