Lilac little baby
@orwellianprincess.bsky.social
Just a princess living in a self imposed Orwellian society. On a jihad of radical self acceptance and accountability.
I just post, drink water and interact w my moots.
I just post, drink water and interact w my moots.
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I’m going to stay working on my health and beauty. Try to be frugal and pay down my credit card. Try to focus on my friends and family. Invite creativity to my life in any shape but not put pressure on myself to produce. Embrace nature. Be grateful both my parents are healthy. Work on my apartment.
Worked my ass off this week. I’ll be chillin the rest of the day (it’s 10:30 am). 😂😇
Planning on playing on my phone ALL day and then leaving work a little early to go soak.
Planning on playing on my phone ALL day and then leaving work a little early to go soak.
November 21, 2025 at 5:28 PM
Worked my ass off this week. I’ll be chillin the rest of the day (it’s 10:30 am). 😂😇
Planning on playing on my phone ALL day and then leaving work a little early to go soak.
Planning on playing on my phone ALL day and then leaving work a little early to go soak.
Feeling like I just want to do what I want to do this weekend without considering what my boyf wants.
Friday: drive to t or c and soak in the hot springs
Saturday: Kristin’s funeral in the morning. I’d be happy to smoke myself stupid, cuddle and make love. I think my boyfriend will want to go out.
Friday: drive to t or c and soak in the hot springs
Saturday: Kristin’s funeral in the morning. I’d be happy to smoke myself stupid, cuddle and make love. I think my boyfriend will want to go out.
November 21, 2025 at 4:06 PM
Feeling like I just want to do what I want to do this weekend without considering what my boyf wants.
Friday: drive to t or c and soak in the hot springs
Saturday: Kristin’s funeral in the morning. I’d be happy to smoke myself stupid, cuddle and make love. I think my boyfriend will want to go out.
Friday: drive to t or c and soak in the hot springs
Saturday: Kristin’s funeral in the morning. I’d be happy to smoke myself stupid, cuddle and make love. I think my boyfriend will want to go out.
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the bricks are alive at this day to testify it;
therefore deny it not.
therefore deny it not.
November 19, 2025 at 6:57 PM
the bricks are alive at this day to testify it;
therefore deny it not.
therefore deny it not.
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Very important news everyone
November 11, 2025 at 1:38 AM
Very important news everyone
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I’m chilling out relaxing. Last week I had an out of town boss in all week so yeah I’m recalibrating myself today 😂 Mondays were never a day I like to go hard anyways.
November 10, 2025 at 7:46 PM
I’m chilling out relaxing. Last week I had an out of town boss in all week so yeah I’m recalibrating myself today 😂 Mondays were never a day I like to go hard anyways.
The little miracles
November 10, 2025 at 11:06 AM
The little miracles
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Saint Casilda in 1630, clad in some really A+ textiles & painted by Francisco de Zurbarán. Today is his birthday.
November 7, 2025 at 10:00 PM
Saint Casilda in 1630, clad in some really A+ textiles & painted by Francisco de Zurbarán. Today is his birthday.
Yay I love it when guys buy me stuff. Even friends ☺️🥰
November 7, 2025 at 10:40 PM
Yay I love it when guys buy me stuff. Even friends ☺️🥰
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if you are the public defense investigator who just subpoenaed Sam Altman on stage know that i love you and think you are a wonder upon this earth.
November 7, 2025 at 7:59 PM
if you are the public defense investigator who just subpoenaed Sam Altman on stage know that i love you and think you are a wonder upon this earth.
Talked to my therapist today. It was only okay honestly.
November 7, 2025 at 3:40 AM
Talked to my therapist today. It was only okay honestly.
Mood:
I don’t want to shine at meetings, stand out, be responsible, have to implement ideas, have hard conversations.
I want to be quiet. Be nice. Coast under the radar. Be liked.
I don’t want to shine at meetings, stand out, be responsible, have to implement ideas, have hard conversations.
I want to be quiet. Be nice. Coast under the radar. Be liked.
November 5, 2025 at 1:51 PM
Mood:
I don’t want to shine at meetings, stand out, be responsible, have to implement ideas, have hard conversations.
I want to be quiet. Be nice. Coast under the radar. Be liked.
I don’t want to shine at meetings, stand out, be responsible, have to implement ideas, have hard conversations.
I want to be quiet. Be nice. Coast under the radar. Be liked.
Sometimes it feels right to talk about deaths and personal loss online and sometimes we aren’t ready to discuss it.
November 2, 2025 at 2:01 PM
Sometimes it feels right to talk about deaths and personal loss online and sometimes we aren’t ready to discuss it.
I feel empty inside. A new emptiness. A nothingness so vast and dark I’m lost within it and with no will to find my way to the light.
October 30, 2025 at 8:23 PM
I feel empty inside. A new emptiness. A nothingness so vast and dark I’m lost within it and with no will to find my way to the light.
Absolutely soul crushing weekend. My beautiful, lovely, bright and shining best friend of 24 years passed away Friday morning at the age of 38. Life will never be the same. I’m devastated. In pain and also numb. Still in shock. She had so much more life in her. This will impact so many.
October 27, 2025 at 1:38 AM
Absolutely soul crushing weekend. My beautiful, lovely, bright and shining best friend of 24 years passed away Friday morning at the age of 38. Life will never be the same. I’m devastated. In pain and also numb. Still in shock. She had so much more life in her. This will impact so many.
These are roughly my weekend plans:
Friday night - 7:30 pm free orchestra show
Saturday: clean my home, do laundry and other little things like car wash etc. Maybe go get a massage
Sunday: go for a hike or be outdoors in a hot spring
Haven’t discussed w J. Thinking I might see him less weekend
Friday night - 7:30 pm free orchestra show
Saturday: clean my home, do laundry and other little things like car wash etc. Maybe go get a massage
Sunday: go for a hike or be outdoors in a hot spring
Haven’t discussed w J. Thinking I might see him less weekend
October 24, 2025 at 11:34 AM
These are roughly my weekend plans:
Friday night - 7:30 pm free orchestra show
Saturday: clean my home, do laundry and other little things like car wash etc. Maybe go get a massage
Sunday: go for a hike or be outdoors in a hot spring
Haven’t discussed w J. Thinking I might see him less weekend
Friday night - 7:30 pm free orchestra show
Saturday: clean my home, do laundry and other little things like car wash etc. Maybe go get a massage
Sunday: go for a hike or be outdoors in a hot spring
Haven’t discussed w J. Thinking I might see him less weekend
Unpopular opinion….? But I’m not sad at all about the jewel heist. Capitalism at play 🤷♀️ ohh no things that represent colonialism and wealth hoarding were stolen… oh no oh no oh no 😋 billionaire buyer? Cutting them up? Meh fine with me.
October 24, 2025 at 5:16 AM
Unpopular opinion….? But I’m not sad at all about the jewel heist. Capitalism at play 🤷♀️ ohh no things that represent colonialism and wealth hoarding were stolen… oh no oh no oh no 😋 billionaire buyer? Cutting them up? Meh fine with me.
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This is the base level of hostility these pig motherfuckers need to be met with
Moreover, ICE must be destroyed
Moreover, ICE must be destroyed
"Man goes scorched earth on ICE agents kidnapping people in his hometown."
Source:
old.reddit.com/r/PublicFrea...
Source:
old.reddit.com/r/PublicFrea...
October 23, 2025 at 8:45 PM
This is the base level of hostility these pig motherfuckers need to be met with
Moreover, ICE must be destroyed
Moreover, ICE must be destroyed
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Thinking about spending time apart from J this weekend… see how they goes for me.
October 24, 2025 at 4:56 AM
Thinking about spending time apart from J this weekend… see how they goes for me.
I just want some dick and I shouldn’t be deprived. If he’s not attracted to me…. Ok. I’m coming to a point where I accept that. I hung around a bit and I hoped it would change but it hasn’t so it’s time to move on. Soon. He has individual therapy today and then we have couples therapy this evening
October 22, 2025 at 5:40 PM
I just want some dick and I shouldn’t be deprived. If he’s not attracted to me…. Ok. I’m coming to a point where I accept that. I hung around a bit and I hoped it would change but it hasn’t so it’s time to move on. Soon. He has individual therapy today and then we have couples therapy this evening
When or IF I leave my boyf and get with someone who is excited about having sex w me it’s going to feel soooo good. Emotionally. Physically.
October 22, 2025 at 3:33 PM
When or IF I leave my boyf and get with someone who is excited about having sex w me it’s going to feel soooo good. Emotionally. Physically.
I’m getting closer and closer to being ready to part ways w J but still holding on to hope he might.. come around.
October 22, 2025 at 2:06 PM
I’m getting closer and closer to being ready to part ways w J but still holding on to hope he might.. come around.
I just need someone who wants me and desires me and wants to be sexual with me. It’s so sad that I’m going to have to leave my best friend. But that’s what it is. It’ll be so nice to feel someone express attraction again.
October 22, 2025 at 1:48 PM
I just need someone who wants me and desires me and wants to be sexual with me. It’s so sad that I’m going to have to leave my best friend. But that’s what it is. It’ll be so nice to feel someone express attraction again.