Feeling like crap about all sorts of stuff, so venting by drawing some half-naked cuddling because ghhhhhhhh

#freakoutside

Seeing someone in the freak tag using a pfp taken off a post from my main is really really funny to me.

Rereading my Ellipsus docs makes me wince a bit in vicarious embarrassment for my own behavior only a couple months ago, but at least I can unlink/relink them whenever without deleting them entirely.

The art gets to stick around even if *I* can't look at it right now without reeling, sdkfjlskdfjslk

This residual 2.15 bug gives me horrible thoughts, but seeing as I am still hanging in the air on the 'disgust' side of the horny pendulum, I can't really form coherent thoughts about it aside from... well... ... come on, I'm predictable.

WHO ASKED FRANKIE ABOUT IF SHADOW x SAM IS SELFCEST, HE BROUGHT IT UP ON STRREEEAAAMMMMM

Just thinking about my art here now is giving me such intense embarrassment to the point of almost feeling nauseous, but I still get notes trickling in for older ones (which doesn't really happen on my Bsky main), so it's like... people like it!! That's good, right??? Brain, WHY are you LIKE this!!?

Had a very busy weekend but I was able to finish another #kinktober piece. Today's roll: Lonely

A little something for the Spine fans~ #freakoutside

Watching Sus's playthrough from the beginning, and despite never meeting Spine properly, he got a lot of uncommon things completely blind, like the Ba//by Tee//th and Rat Ki//ng game overs...

...But he interpreted the Rat Ki//ng game over as "That fuckin' thing impregnated me, dude!!!!"

I'm dying.

FUCKING

LMAO

I notice a lot of Hellen interpretations have a significant amount of superficial trait overlap with Leigh.

Instead of questioning it, it inspired me to air out an... alternative take that's been stewing around in my head. For consideration.
(Theme reasoning in ALT)
#freakoutside

....oh no i recognize that username in my notes

oh no i kn(o/e)w that user irl

oh nooooooooooooooooooooooooo

Popping in and out to check notifs but not really browsing (only if I see something on the very top of my feed), but figured I'd take a moment to plop some fun friendly slime refs for the egg freaks tee hee (I'm one of you, technically, why the hell you think I *own* this)

Welp, I've officially been deeply infected by T̸̬̭̯̘̟̥̞͈͇͔̃̇̕̕h̴̨̨̥̠̩̯͚̤̙͖̤́̓͑̓͑e̷͚̠̺͓̙̋̓̏̓͒̌̕͘͜ ̷͙̖̟̙͉͎͈̗̓͛͛̚Ḓ̴̛̠͛͛̆͐̄̋̌̏̈́͝͝ͅi̶͐̎͜s̶̨̧͔͔͙͚̣͎̱̟͓̽͒̀̀̕͜g̷̭̝̳̺̮͛͆́̈̒̈́̓u̵̲͕̲͚͔̲͕̮͉͂͊͐̐͌͌̆͑͆̀̀̚s̷̡̨̙͎͈̫̣̤̐̓̑͛͗̉͘ṱ̶̡̢͇̫̟̘̻̝̤́́̀͂͜͝

(In general, not related to any particular work or person, dw)

I'm just gonna have to take some time off from this sector for a bit while my brain sorts itself out.

Hopefully the place isn't on fire when I get back, lmao. I like it here.

Only *slightly* mortified that certain very vague character name searches without the game name - while vague enough to hit more non-relevant posts than relevant ones - will still output my sfw acct's art of them RIGHT NEXT to this acct's art.

Never escaping the freak allegations. Ever.

Body temperature soda.... LMAO.

I also got this one, which I'm just turning the sound off for (sound is not the focus). Can't do it outside because its most interesting quality requires a strong directional light rather than ambient; sadly, my only light of such kind is LED, and therefore bands.

A bit better, haha.

Lowkey obsessed with frogspawn slime, though sad that the high inclusion ratio makes this type dry out quickly.

Posting here instead of Main because You Know, but also I have a couple Bsky moots who are genuinely super Icked by slime, so I'd rather not butt heads.

You got it! I thought the Masked Shadow would be a fun option for this #freakoutside

The introduction of "Saves" is so funny because the "Save" metric now feels more 'valuable' than Likes or Reposts (but still not as valuable as Replies).

But the funniest part is that old SFW art from before Saves were introduced don't have people going back to Save them... but NSFW pics DO, LMAO.

why doesnt the uhhh ..oh.... oh my.. (i gave up)

#freakoutside

Feeling suddenly very embarrassed by my writing, so Gratitude is set to Private for now (benefit of not AO3ing it)

Only mentioning it here because I'm leaving up the original post linking to it, since it had some great comments that I cherish, but it's not doing itself any favors on a re-read, lol

I wish that The Disgust didn't hit me so quickly because I had one more pic idea in the hopper (continuing the last one), but now I can't bring myself to draw it. Feeling the RSD creeping in (where my brain hates me and tries to convince me everyone else does too, even though I know that's not true)

*sighs wistfully, watching the popular ship fans excitedly hold a big ol' potluck banquet with one another, occasionally sneaking scraps from the buffet before curling up under a corner table in the back of the room, eating the last of her own long-cooled slop from a microwave-warped plastic bowl*

Special Delivery #freakoutside

(bodysuit by vexclothing.com)

! New Pin !

Hard NOs at anything with minors/incest/zoo

Heavy distaste/ick for bodily waste

RL photos/videos muted

On shaky terms with CNC/dubcon/Situations, but the line for noncon is very blurry. The more 'real' it is, the harder the Nope. Difficult to explain; blocking if the vibes are bad