mexe
@nmxx.bsky.social
active burnout. audhd. bipolar. feral kpop stan. qi devotion
i wish fandom scholars had receipts bc this shit is so important. we're experiencing cognitive decline on a massive scale.
i cannot read as much as i used to. my attention span is shot to hell. i mostly read fics bc books are hard to manage for my struggling brain.
it's scary.
i cannot read as much as i used to. my attention span is shot to hell. i mostly read fics bc books are hard to manage for my struggling brain.
it's scary.
This maps pretty closely to when engagement on ao3 dropped precipitously. I wouldn’t be surprised if it’s all related to people being unable to sustain focus for reading anymore.
December 1, 2025 at 1:13 PM
i wish fandom scholars had receipts bc this shit is so important. we're experiencing cognitive decline on a massive scale.
i cannot read as much as i used to. my attention span is shot to hell. i mostly read fics bc books are hard to manage for my struggling brain.
it's scary.
i cannot read as much as i used to. my attention span is shot to hell. i mostly read fics bc books are hard to manage for my struggling brain.
it's scary.
spending the day celebrating by listening to his immaculate discography in lossless for the first time
🐻Happy 5th Anniversary to soloist Kai! 🎉
(@ONLY_KAI)
#KAI #zkdlin #jongin #kimjongin #EXO #weareone.exo
(@ONLY_KAI)
#KAI #zkdlin #jongin #kimjongin #EXO #weareone.exo
November 30, 2025 at 2:09 PM
spending the day celebrating by listening to his immaculate discography in lossless for the first time
didn't expect to like it as much as i do & i also like the other tracks
November 23, 2025 at 4:23 PM
didn't expect to like it as much as i do & i also like the other tracks
there should be one (1) yearly battle royale to be awarded the cuntress supreme title instead
Please no more K-pop award shows. Society has progressed past the need for K-pop award shows.
November 17, 2025 at 9:07 PM
there should be one (1) yearly battle royale to be awarded the cuntress supreme title instead
i sure hope french hospitals go back to mask mandates but we're not there yet.
i recently visited urgent care in the paris region and had to wait several hours surrounded by unmasked covid and flu patients.
someone also had norovirus and i am damn glad i didn't get contaminated.
i recently visited urgent care in the paris region and had to wait several hours surrounded by unmasked covid and flu patients.
someone also had norovirus and i am damn glad i didn't get contaminated.
Why are hospitals in Paris and parts of Canada resuming mask mandates, while Japan's hospitals never stopped?
November 16, 2025 at 3:42 PM
i sure hope french hospitals go back to mask mandates but we're not there yet.
i recently visited urgent care in the paris region and had to wait several hours surrounded by unmasked covid and flu patients.
someone also had norovirus and i am damn glad i didn't get contaminated.
i recently visited urgent care in the paris region and had to wait several hours surrounded by unmasked covid and flu patients.
someone also had norovirus and i am damn glad i didn't get contaminated.
i failed this class so hard in high school. my brain simply refused to engage with the material. i didn't understand a single thing the teacher said for 3 years. i handed out blank test sheets i was so lost
I will say that being able to diagram a 3-ethyl-2-methylpentane molecule is a weird kind of thrill, but my god the cost
November 16, 2025 at 3:31 PM
i failed this class so hard in high school. my brain simply refused to engage with the material. i didn't understand a single thing the teacher said for 3 years. i handed out blank test sheets i was so lost
most played group ateez. most played song probably famous.
won't post wrapped itself since #spotify is actively and rightly being boycotted
won't post wrapped itself since #spotify is actively and rightly being boycotted
Spofity Wrapped is coming.
Who's your no. 1 this year?
Who's your no. 1 this year?
November 14, 2025 at 8:27 PM
most played group ateez. most played song probably famous.
won't post wrapped itself since #spotify is actively and rightly being boycotted
won't post wrapped itself since #spotify is actively and rightly being boycotted
today i got grave dirt from my father's grave all over my kitchen's counter, the floor & myself
normal situation
normal situation
November 11, 2025 at 6:27 PM
today i got grave dirt from my father's grave all over my kitchen's counter, the floor & myself
normal situation
normal situation
xlov are absolutely goated and it's been heartbreaking watching the amount of backlash they have to face for simply being themselves
November 9, 2025 at 5:42 PM
xlov are absolutely goated and it's been heartbreaking watching the amount of backlash they have to face for simply being themselves
railway is about trains. drive is about driving. connected is about wifi. red lights is about work.
as an nd person, i love that chan always clears up the meaning so there's no confusion !!! good.
as an nd person, i love that chan always clears up the meaning so there's no confusion !!! good.
It's possible that my need to have my emotional support "Bang Chan claiming Railway is about trains" clip available at all times is going to force me to delete the browser extension that blocks YouTube shorts and that's just where I am now, spiritually, as a person.
It’s abt trains guys trust 🤣 #skz #bangchan #railway #song #funny #lol #viral (not mine)
YouTube video by Axøløtl ʕ•ᴥ•ʔ
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November 6, 2025 at 8:33 PM
railway is about trains. drive is about driving. connected is about wifi. red lights is about work.
as an nd person, i love that chan always clears up the meaning so there's no confusion !!! good.
as an nd person, i love that chan always clears up the meaning so there's no confusion !!! good.
xikers released a bunch of bangers this year, they are so good i hope they get to grow, they deserve a bigger audience
i love noise music !!
i love noise music !!
October 31, 2025 at 8:59 PM
xikers released a bunch of bangers this year, they are so good i hope they get to grow, they deserve a bigger audience
i love noise music !!
i love noise music !!
became a kpop stan in 2020 and i think it took me about 9 months to decide to disengage emotionally from the SM roster, bc clearly this company is the worst and things are always gonna be heartbreaking
October 27, 2025 at 7:20 PM
became a kpop stan in 2020 and i think it took me about 9 months to decide to disengage emotionally from the SM roster, bc clearly this company is the worst and things are always gonna be heartbreaking
i am mixed and i look like neither. my sister looks like our father.
Do you look more like your mom or your dad? Or a grandparent? Or another relative?
October 23, 2025 at 9:49 PM
i am mixed and i look like neither. my sister looks like our father.
this is incredible. they have amazing songs but struggled to reach a mainstream audience bc of their infamous debut song.
they deserve this so much
they deserve this so much
"Blue Valentine" by NMIXX is now no. 1 on MelOn Top 100.
October 22, 2025 at 1:45 PM
this is incredible. they have amazing songs but struggled to reach a mainstream audience bc of their infamous debut song.
they deserve this so much
they deserve this so much
define your music taste with 8 artists:
🎧 nct
🎧 katatonia
🎧 hocico
🎧 jon crosby/vast
🎧 taemin
🎧 björk
🎧 beyonce
🎧 editors &/or interpol
🎧 nct
🎧 katatonia
🎧 hocico
🎧 jon crosby/vast
🎧 taemin
🎧 björk
🎧 beyonce
🎧 editors &/or interpol
Define your music taste with 8 artists:
ateez
oneus
the midnight
taemin
dead can dance
the rosebuds
kontravoid
ionnalee/iamamiwhoami
ateez
oneus
the midnight
taemin
dead can dance
the rosebuds
kontravoid
ionnalee/iamamiwhoami
Define your music taste with 8 artists:
🎧 ateez
🎧 lord huron
🎧 the paper kites
🎧 coheed and cambria
🎧 steve roach
🎧 tamaryn
🎧 tomorrow x together
🎧 puma blue
🎧 ateez
🎧 lord huron
🎧 the paper kites
🎧 coheed and cambria
🎧 steve roach
🎧 tamaryn
🎧 tomorrow x together
🎧 puma blue
October 17, 2025 at 8:43 PM
define your music taste with 8 artists:
🎧 nct
🎧 katatonia
🎧 hocico
🎧 jon crosby/vast
🎧 taemin
🎧 björk
🎧 beyonce
🎧 editors &/or interpol
🎧 nct
🎧 katatonia
🎧 hocico
🎧 jon crosby/vast
🎧 taemin
🎧 björk
🎧 beyonce
🎧 editors &/or interpol
i need a taekai show that has them taking turns performing each other's discography. and duetting some bangers. and dancing together. and the show's climax is kinda nsfw. to horny jail i go
I would give my three favourite internal organs and my immortal soul to hear Taemin sing Vanilla by Kai
October 5, 2025 at 1:16 PM
i need a taekai show that has them taking turns performing each other's discography. and duetting some bangers. and dancing together. and the show's climax is kinda nsfw. to horny jail i go
then: signs up for korean class with zero kpop knowledge. had never heard a bts song.
now: listens to nothing but kpop. haven't seen kdh cause i don't have netflix.
times change but i remain an outlier
now: listens to nothing but kpop. haven't seen kdh cause i don't have netflix.
times change but i remain an outlier
non-kpop people when they know or hear you are into kpop...
then: so are u a fan of bts?
now: so are u a fan of kpop demon hunters?
then: so are u a fan of bts?
now: so are u a fan of kpop demon hunters?
August 28, 2025 at 7:59 PM
then: signs up for korean class with zero kpop knowledge. had never heard a bts song.
now: listens to nothing but kpop. haven't seen kdh cause i don't have netflix.
times change but i remain an outlier
now: listens to nothing but kpop. haven't seen kdh cause i don't have netflix.
times change but i remain an outlier
people often rec apple music as a better alternative bc of sound quality but they tend to upload new kpop albums hours after spotify. can be days for smaller groups. some nugus are not available on apple at all.
Friends, please tell me about your preferred Spotify alternatives for streaming, especially if you migrated lots of playlists from Spotify to another service
Spotify is introducing DMs, and will now let users 16 and older chat privately — starting later this week.
August 27, 2025 at 9:49 AM
people often rec apple music as a better alternative bc of sound quality but they tend to upload new kpop albums hours after spotify. can be days for smaller groups. some nugus are not available on apple at all.
guy next to me on the subway was watching katseye at lolla on his phone. the girls are killing it right now
August 24, 2025 at 6:02 PM
guy next to me on the subway was watching katseye at lolla on his phone. the girls are killing it right now
cyberpunk
fireworks
horizon
man on fire
royal
fireworks
horizon
man on fire
royal
I really need know everyone’s favorite top 5 ateez songs
August 23, 2025 at 1:11 PM
cyberpunk
fireworks
horizon
man on fire
royal
fireworks
horizon
man on fire
royal
ok so in order for kpop groups to become successful polycules, they need to pick a member to be the intimacy coordinator, to keep the new dynamic healthy & make sure it doesn't jeopardize their idol work.
gonna spend some time figuring out whomst would be the best/worst picks for each group.
gonna spend some time figuring out whomst would be the best/worst picks for each group.
if you’re writing a nsfw fic make sure you hire an intimacy coordinator to make sure both fictional characters are comfortable and fully consenting in your made up scenarios
August 8, 2025 at 8:07 PM
ok so in order for kpop groups to become successful polycules, they need to pick a member to be the intimacy coordinator, to keep the new dynamic healthy & make sure it doesn't jeopardize their idol work.
gonna spend some time figuring out whomst would be the best/worst picks for each group.
gonna spend some time figuring out whomst would be the best/worst picks for each group.
entire tracklist gonna appear in my wrapped playlist. the album is doing quite poorly on spotify for how good it is.
August 4, 2025 at 1:13 PM
entire tracklist gonna appear in my wrapped playlist. the album is doing quite poorly on spotify for how good it is.
just took the annual gender census. added neuroqueer in the subsequent textbox too. i just really like and relate to the queer umbrella.
![gender survey screenshot. there's a green checkmark before the terms enby, trans, genderqueer, queer (in relation to gender), nonbinary & a person / human / [my name]](https://cdn.bsky.app/img/feed_thumbnail/plain/did:plc:zldf5ciwkoayfpspayazna6f/bafkreih7nm32hyeftoi5i4y4aoj7ixq6os44l4qpdel7yv2z6fcrpwraze@jpeg)
August 2, 2025 at 1:19 PM
just took the annual gender census. added neuroqueer in the subsequent textbox too. i just really like and relate to the queer umbrella.