Evelynne
@nietmeg.bsky.social
18+ inevitable traumatic | Inevitably nsfw | Wishing I wasnt a thing but im just a shit Transfem actually It/Its
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Evelynne
@nietmeg.bsky.social
· Oct 17
Wag wag wag
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i used to think i was endogenic until i realized that the reason i couldn't/can't recall a single big, inciting traumatic incident is because my trauma is emotional neglect. it was the *lack* of good, emotionally fulfilling moments that did it.
i maintain that a good 90% of endogenic systems r traumagenic systems who dont realize just how traumatized they really are and thats a big part of why i think saying systems who identify themselves as endogenic arent "real systems" creates more pawblems than it solves.
November 19, 2025 at 7:19 PM
i used to think i was endogenic until i realized that the reason i couldn't/can't recall a single big, inciting traumatic incident is because my trauma is emotional neglect. it was the *lack* of good, emotionally fulfilling moments that did it.
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You guys wanna see a dead body?
November 10, 2025 at 4:29 PM
You guys wanna see a dead body?
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do u guys ever feel like most of your lives are like spent in a haze where u vaguely just kinda feel the exact same as u did like 7 years ago and then u have these really brief moments where u snap back into reality and you're like "woah, im actually not a teenage girl, im like 22 years old"
November 13, 2025 at 9:28 AM
do u guys ever feel like most of your lives are like spent in a haze where u vaguely just kinda feel the exact same as u did like 7 years ago and then u have these really brief moments where u snap back into reality and you're like "woah, im actually not a teenage girl, im like 22 years old"
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restaurants in the suburbs are interesting cause In one trip to the bathroom I'll have one woman give me a death stare followed by another who will loudly tell me that she doesn't have any issues sharing a bathroom with me
November 8, 2025 at 3:56 AM
restaurants in the suburbs are interesting cause In one trip to the bathroom I'll have one woman give me a death stare followed by another who will loudly tell me that she doesn't have any issues sharing a bathroom with me
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My favorite way to make myself depressed is Soviet time capsule messages
www.russiabeyond.com/history/3266...
www.russiabeyond.com/history/3266...
October 15, 2025 at 2:19 AM
My favorite way to make myself depressed is Soviet time capsule messages
www.russiabeyond.com/history/3266...
www.russiabeyond.com/history/3266...
dysphoria whispers until it screams.
some times i notice before it rises.
night birds who forgot the sun.
other times i unveil my bed early.
mournings are usually quiet.
some times i notice before it rises.
night birds who forgot the sun.
other times i unveil my bed early.
mournings are usually quiet.
October 15, 2025 at 7:14 AM
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Wow! Marvelous Marvelous Sunday Sunday!
October 12, 2025 at 4:04 PM
Wow! Marvelous Marvelous Sunday Sunday!
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Okay, look, usually i dislike the “oh this is a popular game so we’ll make our own version” knockoff cycle, but the “disco-like” becoming a real thing I’m actually kind of excited about because, like, everyone’s having to WRITE. You can’t just do “vampire survivors but zombies” with DISCO
October 12, 2025 at 4:25 PM
Okay, look, usually i dislike the “oh this is a popular game so we’ll make our own version” knockoff cycle, but the “disco-like” becoming a real thing I’m actually kind of excited about because, like, everyone’s having to WRITE. You can’t just do “vampire survivors but zombies” with DISCO
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The fact that Americans have a mythology for every city and state and the rest of the world seemingly doesn't is not a feature of American toughness, it is a feature of American mythology and a lack of interest in other nations.
October 10, 2025 at 10:38 AM
The fact that Americans have a mythology for every city and state and the rest of the world seemingly doesn't is not a feature of American toughness, it is a feature of American mythology and a lack of interest in other nations.
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A week before a 3D modeling exam my hard drive died and I didn't sleep for 7 days straight, handing in a fully finished Italian city block on the day of and got a B+
I wrote a 15 page report on heraldic symbolism in medieval armor and weapon design for my art history class the night before it was due (8am class). Made up 90% of it (only found one book for reference) and got an A. GenAI could fucking never.
October 10, 2025 at 11:13 AM
A week before a 3D modeling exam my hard drive died and I didn't sleep for 7 days straight, handing in a fully finished Italian city block on the day of and got a B+
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We need to get better at calling out fascists, authoritarians, racists, and bigots as the pathetic spineless babies they are.
Their position is not one of strength, but weakness. Their entire worldview is based in fear of such small differences that don't actual impact their life. It's pitiful.
Their position is not one of strength, but weakness. Their entire worldview is based in fear of such small differences that don't actual impact their life. It's pitiful.
October 9, 2025 at 10:15 AM
We need to get better at calling out fascists, authoritarians, racists, and bigots as the pathetic spineless babies they are.
Their position is not one of strength, but weakness. Their entire worldview is based in fear of such small differences that don't actual impact their life. It's pitiful.
Their position is not one of strength, but weakness. Their entire worldview is based in fear of such small differences that don't actual impact their life. It's pitiful.
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Come on down to The Tories! we have:
The teacher from The Incredibles that everyone hated, A Totalbiscuit impersonator, and the guy who posts on r/volcel every day complaining about how "females" aren't impressed with his biblical purity
The teacher from The Incredibles that everyone hated, A Totalbiscuit impersonator, and the guy who posts on r/volcel every day complaining about how "females" aren't impressed with his biblical purity
The photography in this article really feels like The Times are deliberately setting these people up for ridicule. (You can read it without visiting The Times here archive.ph/KZZC1)
October 9, 2025 at 10:45 AM
Come on down to The Tories! we have:
The teacher from The Incredibles that everyone hated, A Totalbiscuit impersonator, and the guy who posts on r/volcel every day complaining about how "females" aren't impressed with his biblical purity
The teacher from The Incredibles that everyone hated, A Totalbiscuit impersonator, and the guy who posts on r/volcel every day complaining about how "females" aren't impressed with his biblical purity
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three dozen motherfuckers wearing a hundred thousand dollars worth of toys representing the entire full brunt of billions of dollars of conservative propaganda and american fascism
and they're being shown up by a dude in a fucking frog outfit
and they're being shown up by a dude in a fucking frog outfit
October 9, 2025 at 10:50 AM
three dozen motherfuckers wearing a hundred thousand dollars worth of toys representing the entire full brunt of billions of dollars of conservative propaganda and american fascism
and they're being shown up by a dude in a fucking frog outfit
and they're being shown up by a dude in a fucking frog outfit
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Ever since I learned devs do sometimes read refund requests a few years ago, I've been trying to write more helpful feedback sort of on par with a issue summary when making a bug report, as to why said game doesn't work for me.
October 9, 2025 at 11:02 AM
Ever since I learned devs do sometimes read refund requests a few years ago, I've been trying to write more helpful feedback sort of on par with a issue summary when making a bug report, as to why said game doesn't work for me.
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LIVE SCENES FROM WALES
#WorldBollardAssociation 🏴
#WorldBollardAssociation 🏴
October 8, 2025 at 9:59 AM
LIVE SCENES FROM WALES
#WorldBollardAssociation 🏴
#WorldBollardAssociation 🏴
Around 30 protesters and hecklers here in the free speech area tonight. Curfew is in 15 minutes (reportedly, state police were fairly chill about curfew yesterday, but did make the few people still here move across Lexington).
Someone is tempting ISP troopers with a donut on a fishing pole.
Someone is tempting ISP troopers with a donut on a fishing pole.
October 9, 2025 at 11:42 AM
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real ones knew how to upload a corrupted file so you got 5 god-blessed extra hours to panic write something into completion to submit to the professor in person
I wrote a 15 page report on heraldic symbolism in medieval armor and weapon design for my art history class the night before it was due (8am class). Made up 90% of it (only found one book for reference) and got an A. GenAI could fucking never.
October 9, 2025 at 8:18 AM
real ones knew how to upload a corrupted file so you got 5 god-blessed extra hours to panic write something into completion to submit to the professor in person
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MODS! MODS!! people are being mean to nazis!!!
September 28, 2025 at 2:16 AM
MODS! MODS!! people are being mean to nazis!!!
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So if I'm getting this right the new hot rougelike on twitch is CloverPit. A literal slot machine with rougelike elements.
You might as well just do crack cocaine at this point it's probably more health for you.
You might as well just do crack cocaine at this point it's probably more health for you.
September 27, 2025 at 2:38 AM
So if I'm getting this right the new hot rougelike on twitch is CloverPit. A literal slot machine with rougelike elements.
You might as well just do crack cocaine at this point it's probably more health for you.
You might as well just do crack cocaine at this point it's probably more health for you.
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Genuinely fascinated when I ask myself the question "what if EA was worse"
Report: Saudi Arabia And Other Investors Nearing $50 Billion Deal To Buy EA
Saudi Arabia & Other Investors Nearing $50 Billion Deal To Buy EA
The massive deal might be announced officially as soon as next week according to sources with knowledge of the situation
kotaku.com
September 26, 2025 at 8:33 PM
Genuinely fascinated when I ask myself the question "what if EA was worse"