under the stars
@moonlitlullabys.bsky.social
💜 when i just need a break from it all 💜
20yo silly girl that's just trying to be comfortable, posts will range from random stuff, to vents, to just more personal stuff i wouldn't share publicly
space is pretty
20yo silly girl that's just trying to be comfortable, posts will range from random stuff, to vents, to just more personal stuff i wouldn't share publicly
space is pretty
Pinned
hi new pinned post
if u have this then u know who i am lol. this is a place for my thoughts and to be shared with the ones i trust. went by different names before but idk, identity is hard and some names just don't feel Me i guess?? idk
anyways if u see this ur cool. swag on
if u have this then u know who i am lol. this is a place for my thoughts and to be shared with the ones i trust. went by different names before but idk, identity is hard and some names just don't feel Me i guess?? idk
anyways if u see this ur cool. swag on
maybe ill try out violet again?? ughhh names r hard
July 24, 2025 at 11:24 PM
maybe ill try out violet again?? ughhh names r hard
hi new pinned post
if u have this then u know who i am lol. this is a place for my thoughts and to be shared with the ones i trust. went by different names before but idk, identity is hard and some names just don't feel Me i guess?? idk
anyways if u see this ur cool. swag on
if u have this then u know who i am lol. this is a place for my thoughts and to be shared with the ones i trust. went by different names before but idk, identity is hard and some names just don't feel Me i guess?? idk
anyways if u see this ur cool. swag on
July 23, 2025 at 8:54 AM
hi new pinned post
if u have this then u know who i am lol. this is a place for my thoughts and to be shared with the ones i trust. went by different names before but idk, identity is hard and some names just don't feel Me i guess?? idk
anyways if u see this ur cool. swag on
if u have this then u know who i am lol. this is a place for my thoughts and to be shared with the ones i trust. went by different names before but idk, identity is hard and some names just don't feel Me i guess?? idk
anyways if u see this ur cool. swag on
i should do more stuff
i get upset that people are upset at me because I don't do anything
but they're right
i get upset that people are upset at me because I don't do anything
but they're right
May 21, 2025 at 9:10 AM
i should do more stuff
i get upset that people are upset at me because I don't do anything
but they're right
i get upset that people are upset at me because I don't do anything
but they're right
Another night I get to cry myself to sleep because of my father
May 14, 2025 at 10:31 AM
Another night I get to cry myself to sleep because of my father
feels so close but we're so far
May 7, 2025 at 11:03 AM
feels so close but we're so far
guuhhhhhh i just wanna lay down let everything go away
April 18, 2025 at 9:49 AM
guuhhhhhh i just wanna lay down let everything go away
So she can justify taking her anger out on me but when I'm upset it's treated as just a hissy fit. Ironically, I'm not the one stomping around and slamming walls. But she's the parent! That's all the reason they seem to need apparently.
April 16, 2025 at 6:08 PM
So she can justify taking her anger out on me but when I'm upset it's treated as just a hissy fit. Ironically, I'm not the one stomping around and slamming walls. But she's the parent! That's all the reason they seem to need apparently.
I'm tired, I don't want to be yelled at anymore. I'm sorry I can't do anything. Just please leave me alone. I don't want to be here i don't have the energy to fight back I just want to give up and sleep.
April 16, 2025 at 10:09 AM
I'm tired, I don't want to be yelled at anymore. I'm sorry I can't do anything. Just please leave me alone. I don't want to be here i don't have the energy to fight back I just want to give up and sleep.
I've fallen back into bad habits and I can't take care of my own basic needs
emotions are all just fucked again, can only feel something if something is actively making me feel one way
Its too much to try and have motivation
emotions are all just fucked again, can only feel something if something is actively making me feel one way
Its too much to try and have motivation
April 16, 2025 at 10:05 AM
I've fallen back into bad habits and I can't take care of my own basic needs
emotions are all just fucked again, can only feel something if something is actively making me feel one way
Its too much to try and have motivation
emotions are all just fucked again, can only feel something if something is actively making me feel one way
Its too much to try and have motivation
I wish I could lose myself temporarily. Have my own personal escape. Maybe that's not a normal thought but I've come to terms with that. I wish I was normal anyways.
No crippling anxieties that lead to arguments in my family.
No highs and lows of emotion. Stability.
No loss of motivation.
No crippling anxieties that lead to arguments in my family.
No highs and lows of emotion. Stability.
No loss of motivation.
April 16, 2025 at 10:00 AM
I wish I could lose myself temporarily. Have my own personal escape. Maybe that's not a normal thought but I've come to terms with that. I wish I was normal anyways.
No crippling anxieties that lead to arguments in my family.
No highs and lows of emotion. Stability.
No loss of motivation.
No crippling anxieties that lead to arguments in my family.
No highs and lows of emotion. Stability.
No loss of motivation.
my love for space kind of grows more with each important memory attached to scenery always beneath the stars.
April 9, 2025 at 9:31 AM
my love for space kind of grows more with each important memory attached to scenery always beneath the stars.
past few days have been really tough. just gonna need a while to mull over it all.
April 8, 2025 at 9:15 PM
past few days have been really tough. just gonna need a while to mull over it all.
friends that don't abandon you and instead tell it how it is, that should've never been the exception in my life. its ruined my view and makes me paranoid when i upset people.
the friend group that isolated me fucked me up and I didn't realize. im just glad that i have the friends that i do now.
the friend group that isolated me fucked me up and I didn't realize. im just glad that i have the friends that i do now.
April 2, 2025 at 7:22 PM
friends that don't abandon you and instead tell it how it is, that should've never been the exception in my life. its ruined my view and makes me paranoid when i upset people.
the friend group that isolated me fucked me up and I didn't realize. im just glad that i have the friends that i do now.
the friend group that isolated me fucked me up and I didn't realize. im just glad that i have the friends that i do now.
should distance from everyone. should run
April 2, 2025 at 5:02 AM
should distance from everyone. should run
i dont want to be seen this way
March 31, 2025 at 9:45 AM
i dont want to be seen this way
i hope meeting me wasn't your regret.
March 31, 2025 at 9:36 AM
i hope meeting me wasn't your regret.
it will be okay
March 27, 2025 at 5:56 AM
it will be okay
i need another dia to fall back on. to throw all this onto a version of me thats better suited. when she cant deal with this and feels so disconnected. when i am too overwhelmed to feel like i am me. i wish i could just run from everything. close everyone off. im just typing. barely focused.
March 26, 2025 at 8:18 PM
i need another dia to fall back on. to throw all this onto a version of me thats better suited. when she cant deal with this and feels so disconnected. when i am too overwhelmed to feel like i am me. i wish i could just run from everything. close everyone off. im just typing. barely focused.
i am struggling to stay awake. i am actively fighting to resist escaping into just sleeping the rest of my birthday away.
March 26, 2025 at 5:39 PM
i am struggling to stay awake. i am actively fighting to resist escaping into just sleeping the rest of my birthday away.
Is this what dissociation is
March 26, 2025 at 8:46 AM
Is this what dissociation is
calm down dia its not like what happened with kai it wont ever be that
March 25, 2025 at 7:33 PM
calm down dia its not like what happened with kai it wont ever be that
when anxiety becomes reality
March 25, 2025 at 7:04 PM
when anxiety becomes reality
am i the problem
im the overly emotional fuckup aren't i
people get kicked out of their homes
i should be grateful
I
Don't kno
I don't know
I cant
Fuck
I give this any kind of thought and I
I JST
CANT
I CANT
HANDLE
Maybe I need sleep I should sleep I'll feel better please please let me be bette
im the overly emotional fuckup aren't i
people get kicked out of their homes
i should be grateful
I
Don't kno
I don't know
I cant
Fuck
I give this any kind of thought and I
I JST
CANT
I CANT
HANDLE
Maybe I need sleep I should sleep I'll feel better please please let me be bette
March 25, 2025 at 8:41 AM
am i the problem
im the overly emotional fuckup aren't i
people get kicked out of their homes
i should be grateful
I
Don't kno
I don't know
I cant
Fuck
I give this any kind of thought and I
I JST
CANT
I CANT
HANDLE
Maybe I need sleep I should sleep I'll feel better please please let me be bette
im the overly emotional fuckup aren't i
people get kicked out of their homes
i should be grateful
I
Don't kno
I don't know
I cant
Fuck
I give this any kind of thought and I
I JST
CANT
I CANT
HANDLE
Maybe I need sleep I should sleep I'll feel better please please let me be bette
i dont feel like me
March 25, 2025 at 4:02 AM
i dont feel like me