MidnightBird 🌃🦋
@midnightbird214.bsky.social
(she/her), relapsing, autistic, 29, sapphic queer 🏳️🌈 hypocritical medical professional, under 18 dni
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Hello everyone!
New to Bluesky!
29 she/her
AN-R
Autistic
Queer
3Dtwt refugee, so help me find other disordered friends over here 💜💜💜
New to Bluesky!
29 she/her
AN-R
Autistic
Queer
3Dtwt refugee, so help me find other disordered friends over here 💜💜💜
Fuck, I can’t do anything right. I can’t fucking do anything right 😔
November 21, 2025 at 3:42 AM
Fuck, I can’t do anything right. I can’t fucking do anything right 😔
There will come a day when I am able to fuck up and not immediately want to self destruct.
But it is not this day
But it is not this day
November 21, 2025 at 2:17 AM
There will come a day when I am able to fuck up and not immediately want to self destruct.
But it is not this day
But it is not this day
Anyone have an recommendations for my autistic ass finding fluorescent lights too bright? I can’t turn them off in my office. Any recommendations for glasses or something?
November 5, 2025 at 1:53 PM
Anyone have an recommendations for my autistic ass finding fluorescent lights too bright? I can’t turn them off in my office. Any recommendations for glasses or something?
It’s so dumb. I know slow and steady weight loss is the way to go in not triggering my body’s panic hold onto fat response.
But I wanna see the numbers change 0.0
But I wanna see the numbers change 0.0
November 5, 2025 at 12:12 PM
It’s so dumb. I know slow and steady weight loss is the way to go in not triggering my body’s panic hold onto fat response.
But I wanna see the numbers change 0.0
But I wanna see the numbers change 0.0
You know, that’s what I get for daring to think I might be good enough. A crushing reality check that I never am
September 10, 2025 at 9:55 AM
You know, that’s what I get for daring to think I might be good enough. A crushing reality check that I never am
Is there such a thing as healthy weight loss after ED?
August 11, 2025 at 4:12 PM
Is there such a thing as healthy weight loss after ED?
Watching content that trigger warns for ED content to trigger yourself is a whole thing 👍
August 11, 2025 at 3:49 PM
Watching content that trigger warns for ED content to trigger yourself is a whole thing 👍
My patient scheduling is entirely out of my control so guess what is in my control…
So yeah, still not gonna be eating at work
So yeah, still not gonna be eating at work
July 1, 2025 at 11:12 AM
My patient scheduling is entirely out of my control so guess what is in my control…
So yeah, still not gonna be eating at work
So yeah, still not gonna be eating at work
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Please watch and share.
Pico Rivera, CA, has been getting hit hard by ICE.
100s of videos the past few days.
Look at the brutality and force being used.
These are not raids. They are violent kidnappings.
The kid here is a US citizen.
Pico Rivera, CA, has been getting hit hard by ICE.
100s of videos the past few days.
Look at the brutality and force being used.
These are not raids. They are violent kidnappings.
The kid here is a US citizen.
June 23, 2025 at 2:47 AM
Please watch and share.
Pico Rivera, CA, has been getting hit hard by ICE.
100s of videos the past few days.
Look at the brutality and force being used.
These are not raids. They are violent kidnappings.
The kid here is a US citizen.
Pico Rivera, CA, has been getting hit hard by ICE.
100s of videos the past few days.
Look at the brutality and force being used.
These are not raids. They are violent kidnappings.
The kid here is a US citizen.
On an upside, seems like restricting during the work day and otherwise eating normal in front of everyone else has been working!
June 24, 2025 at 2:21 AM
On an upside, seems like restricting during the work day and otherwise eating normal in front of everyone else has been working!
Me @ me: Wow! Me and my partner are doing so well! I haven’t done something dumb and autistic and hurt their feelings at all recently.
Me: *immediately does something dumb and autistic and hurts her partner’s feelings*
Me @ me: it’s free restriction!
Me: *immediately does something dumb and autistic and hurts her partner’s feelings*
Me @ me: it’s free restriction!
June 24, 2025 at 2:18 AM
Me @ me: Wow! Me and my partner are doing so well! I haven’t done something dumb and autistic and hurt their feelings at all recently.
Me: *immediately does something dumb and autistic and hurts her partner’s feelings*
Me @ me: it’s free restriction!
Me: *immediately does something dumb and autistic and hurts her partner’s feelings*
Me @ me: it’s free restriction!
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I'm gonna just go back to restricting and a lot of liquids
June 18, 2025 at 10:06 AM
I'm gonna just go back to restricting and a lot of liquids
How do we define quasi recovery these days?
June 18, 2025 at 11:07 AM
How do we define quasi recovery these days?
People at work can’t fucking do their jobs and it keeps fucking me over
June 11, 2025 at 7:18 PM
People at work can’t fucking do their jobs and it keeps fucking me over
It’s wild how easily OMAD fasting has come back to me
June 11, 2025 at 6:08 PM
It’s wild how easily OMAD fasting has come back to me
I’m wearing a corset under my work clothes today to support my back. It’s actually really nice 🥰
June 11, 2025 at 2:28 PM
I’m wearing a corset under my work clothes today to support my back. It’s actually really nice 🥰
So, the plan is just eat dinner around my partner, but restrict all day. That should work, right?
June 11, 2025 at 1:06 AM
So, the plan is just eat dinner around my partner, but restrict all day. That should work, right?
Here’s gonna be the thing, I live with my partner now, so restricting is gonna be a lot harder :/
June 10, 2025 at 1:20 PM
Here’s gonna be the thing, I live with my partner now, so restricting is gonna be a lot harder :/
Welcome to the relapse ✌️
June 10, 2025 at 12:55 PM
Welcome to the relapse ✌️
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Also, I switched to Wellbutrin/Bupropion, despite knowing it’s contraindicated in folks with EDs ✌️
What’s been y’all’s experience with it?
What’s been y’all’s experience with it?
June 7, 2025 at 11:20 PM
Also, I switched to Wellbutrin/Bupropion, despite knowing it’s contraindicated in folks with EDs ✌️
What’s been y’all’s experience with it?
What’s been y’all’s experience with it?
It is much harder to relapse when my partner lives with me now 🙃
June 7, 2025 at 11:17 PM
It is much harder to relapse when my partner lives with me now 🙃
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If I was skinnier, I knowww i would've gotten more compliments irl
December 29, 2024 at 2:10 AM
If I was skinnier, I knowww i would've gotten more compliments irl
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i’m sorry but if you hold the political beliefs “why should i pay for someone else they should just get a better job” instead of every human deserves food, shelter, healthcare & compassion, we cannot be friends. if you’re a fascist, we cannot be friends. you’re far right? you can fuck far away off 🙂
May 29, 2025 at 2:52 AM
i’m sorry but if you hold the political beliefs “why should i pay for someone else they should just get a better job” instead of every human deserves food, shelter, healthcare & compassion, we cannot be friends. if you’re a fascist, we cannot be friends. you’re far right? you can fuck far away off 🙂
I might just… dabble?
May 29, 2025 at 11:42 AM
I might just… dabble?